My mood is like a gust of wind, and whatever the wind blows, there is the breath of anything.

It was rare to be quiet, to count the breath that remained after the gust of wind, and to please the silent soul deep inside.

Today is Father's Day 2019.

This gust of wind swept through the longing and sadness......

After Uncle is gone, this festival has become extremely dull to me, and there are almost no waves in my heart, except for the ripples of memories.

I thought I wouldn't fall in love with the festival since.

But suddenly the brain figured out something......

Oh, yes, how could I forget?

This holiday is already related to me, I'm a daddy! As a father, shouldn't I be happy?

At the moment when the brain figured it out, there was a warm touch in the heart......

Uncle is gone, and I have lost my father......

Ziyu was born, and I became a father......

And isn't this the inheritance? Isn't it what Uncle wanted to see the most when he was alive?

I did it......

Why shouldn't I be happy?

I should be happy.

Well, I'm happy......

Listening to Eason Chan's "Bicycle", I will remember when I was in the first grade of primary school, my uncle rode a bicycle to pick me up from school......

It seems that in the blink of an eye, those pictures have become forever in my memories out of print.

Uncle, I miss you so much, Happy Father's Day!

And I, too, wish myself a Happy Father's Day!

We all have to be happy, okay?

I'm happy, though it's mixed with tears......

So, this gust of wind also crossed the relief.

Rewind the clock by a day, and this gust of wind crosses narcissism.

Yesterday morning, I went to the market to buy pork, because I went a little late, there were only two stalls left to sell pork, and the other stalls were empty, which should have something to do with not the market day.

I had to help the stall where the pork looked fresher, and when I walked over, the uncle boss of the stall shouted to me: "Brother, come on, come on, what do you want to buy?"

Nani?!Adi?!

Although I am from Guangdong, I will not get lost in the sound of "pretty boys", but I also like to indulge in the sound of "pretty boys"! Even if you don't want to call me "pretty boy", you won't call me "brother......

Ah Di generally refers to a general term for primary and secondary school students who look relatively small, but do I look so small? This title is the same as the "fine nong" that my classmates called "Xinong" when I was a freshman in high school!

Oh my God, my height of 178 cm + height of two cm soles = 180 cm can't make that uncle boss think that I look like an adult or a big boy?

Well, I consoled myself, and sure enough, I was really young! It had been proven in practice that I would not accept any rebuttals.

Well, for the sake of the uncle's boss's pork being fresher than the boss's pork next door, I still bought five yuan of lean meat from him. Mmmmmmmm

Next time, try to go early and buy pork at the aunt's stall who often calls me "pretty boy".

A beautiful boy is as deep as the sea, and when he turns back, the shore is like no shore.

So, please call me "pretty boy".

Generally, the person who can shout such a beautiful title is either a handsome guy, a beautiful woman, or a good person.

I beg your pardon for my uncontrollable narcissism.

Rewind the clock by another day, and the gust of wind swept through a slight embarrassment.

I added Yin's WeChat before and browsed her circle of friends, and I thought she resigned because she was unhappy.

As a result, I was slapped in the face by my not very strong sixth sense.

People quit their jobs because they're getting married, okay? Also, people think too much because they're getting married, okay?

So, I'm the one who thinks too much.

Oh, but it doesn't matter, at least it has exercised my imagination. Rattle!

Time continued to rewind a day, and the gust of wind swept through the curiosity.

Or go to the old Chinese medicine doctor to see a doctor and get medicine.

While waiting for Dr. Lu to grab the medicine, I wondered: "Dr. Lu, can I fry lean meat and eat it?" I cook and eat it every day, and I get a little tired of eating. ”

He smiled and said, "Yes, but you can't put too much salt or soy sauce." ”

I laughed, "Really, it won't get hot when you stir-fry it, right? I haven't tasted soy sauce for a long time, and I just put a little bit of salt in it, and that's the amount of salt for a day." ”

He kept smiling: "No, as long as you don't stir-fry it over too much heat." Yes, remember, be careful when you put salt, and the fried meat tastes good without salt. ”

What is the concept of no salt?

But it's nothing, it's been three months and I don't know the smell of salt.

I continued to wonder: "Does salt only have an effect on the kidneys and not on the rest of the body?"

He smiled: "Well, yes, salt is mainly filtered out by the kidneys, but also through urination and sweating. So, if a person eats too much salt, sweats less, drinks less water and urins less, then the kidneys are prone to problems. ”

I continued to wonder: "So what is the main component of salt that is damaging to the kidneys?"

He smiled: "Well, it's sodium." ”

It dawned on me, "That's why there are so many low-sodium salts on the market?"

"There are a lot of people who say that the salt doesn't taste good," he said. ”

I smiled and nodded, "That's it." ”

After that, he grabbed the medicine, I paid for it, and after a little chat, I rode "Little Lucky" home.

When you get home, it's time to cut the meat and wash the vegetables, and get ready for a fried lean meat feast!

I was thrilled at the thought of being able to stir-fry the lean meat in no time!

It's just that fantasies are more naïve.

Just a little salt doesn't taste at all. Moreover, soy sauce should not be used, that is, not only can it not color the lean meat, but it cannot induce a faint sweetness of the lean meat.

So, when I got out of the pot, I tried a slice of lean meat with no color.

Chew, chew, chew again.

Well, there is no smell of meat, and there is an illusion of eating dregs.

Well, let's obediently cook meat and eat it every day.

If you don't do a good dark chef, what do you do to fry meat rookies?

Well, it's already good!

Always trying to get out of it is a kind of depravity.

Time continues to go back a day, and this gust of wind crosses the sweetness.

Since the relationship between my mother-in-law and daughter-in-law between the two women I love the most in my life has eased, I feel as if I am being favored by God.

So, my heart bloomed a lot, and the sun shone all over the dark corners of my heart.

Nowadays, the rhythm of daily life is to buy groceries in the morning, cook and study, take a lunch break at noon, study in the afternoon, take a shower and eat in the evening, and watch dramas and make phone calls or video chats in the evening.

Around nine o'clock that night, I called Xiaoshi.

I smiled, "Hey, dear. ”

Her: "Hey, what?"

I smiled, "I miss you." ”

Her: "Huh, huh?"

I laughed, "Haha, yes!"

Then, there was silence......

I asked curiously, "Are you in the office now, or in the dorm?"

She replied: "In the office." ”

I asked, "Are you busy with new products tonight?"

She replied: "No, I'm watching a drama." ”

Oh my God, I wondered why she suddenly didn't like me very much, it turned out that she was watching a drama.

I asked, "Are you cooking White Hair right now?"

She laughed back, "yes! you don't want the family to read it first." ”

I laughed, "Okay, then you take your time." ”

She replied quickly and succinctly, "Okay, bye-bye!"

I laughed, "Huh?

She smiled: "Okay, I know, I miss you too, bye!"

I laughed, "Okay, bye-bye." ”

I introduced her to the drama "White Hair", but I didn't expect that she also liked to watch it. Sometimes, they would discuss the plot with me.

Others don't like to be spoiled, but she likes to listen to my spoilers.

It's an influence, my influence on her.

Sometimes, she talks about eating fish larvae on the other side of the phone, and I feel the urge to drool when I listen to the phone here.

In the past, I was extremely reluctant to eat the snack of fish larvae, and I would not try to eat it at all.

Unexpectedly, after marrying Xiaoshi, she likes to eat fish larvae. Slowly, because of her, I tried to eat fish larvae. Slowly, it became me eating fish with her. Slowly, I became addicted to eating, and I would prepare a few more packets in the "Heart World".

This is the influence she has had on me.

Although I also want to eat fish larvae now, I have to abstain from eating it for the sake of my health.

My snacks are only boiling water and porridge, rice and vegetables, but they don't look like snacks!

Therefore, how good health is! Only when we are sub-healthy, can we deeply realize it.

Xiaoshi had rarely heard me say sweet words before, so much so that as soon as I talk to her now, she will laugh and doubt me: "Say, do you have a woman in the house?"

I laughed, "Please, what kind of woman can soak in the house? What's more, your dear I am not the kind of boy who can pick up girls, what woman will take a fancy to me when walking on the street, right?"

She replied, "No. ”

I hehe: "I'm dizzy." ”

Sometimes, she asks, "Say, who is your lover?"

Then, I will naturally say her name.

Then, she smiled and replied, "Hehe, what the hell?!"

Well, making her laugh at Aries is also one of the big things that my Sagittarius needs to do in a relationship.

Sometimes, she would say to me on the phone without malice, "Get out!"

I'll reply, "How can one person roll? ”

She smiled and replied: "Neurotic, who wants to roll with you, you have to roll yourself." ”

I laughed: "The bed at home is too big, I can't roll alone." ”

She laughed, "Heh, heh. ”

These sweetnesses are accompanied by another kind of sweetness.

It is to use WeChat videos to see Ziyu's growth, see her smile, hear her laughter and a few words of "daddy" that are not very clear.

This gust of wind is so natural, and whatever it crosses is mixed with something.

But no matter how much this gust of wind blows and what it blows, at least its essence is still wind.

No matter how my mood changes, it will always be my mood after all. And my mood comes from the soul deep inside.

Happy or unhappy, it's all superficial.

And the meaning behind being happy or unhappy is what I care about the most.

Why should the human heart be meaningful?

Because there is no meaning, it means that there is no such person.

People live and need meaning.

The wind is still blowing.

Why?

Well, because my brother is blowing the fan......