'Whew!'

With a gust of wind blowing, the silver moon in the sky was blocked by a dark cloud, the sprinkling moonlight disappeared instantly, and the surroundings were completely plunged into darkness, I walked in the corn field in the dark after walking a distance of almost ten meters, and I didn't hear any movement around, I had no choice but to risk exposure, and howled in my throat: "Lao Huang, where are you?!"

"Little brother......!" I shouted less than five seconds later, in front of my right, Lao Huang's response suddenly came, and it sounded like it was about twenty meters at most.

'Whoa!'

Hearing Lao Huang's response, my hanging heart suddenly fell to the ground, and I grabbed the crops in front of me and began to walk towards him: "You stand there and don't move, I'll come to find you!"

“……”

I pushed the corn stalk in front of me, walked for about thirty seconds, and then arrived at the position where Lao Huang had just shouted, and then lowered the volume: "Lao Huang!

"I'm here. At this time, Lao Huang responded on my right side.

'Brush!'

Hearing Lao Huang's voice, I instinctively turned around, and then a burst of bright flashlight shone directly on my face, the strong light first made my eyes hurt, and then tears flowed down, completely blinding, and stood in place.

'Stomp!'

After I was shaken by the strong flashlight, there was a sudden sound of noisy footsteps in the direction where Lao Huang spoke, and then a man spoke: "You two, help the injured person, withdraw first!"

Hearing this familiar voice, I was stunned for a moment, and then rubbed my tearful eyes vigorously, and looked over there, in the dark night, I couldn't see the faces of the people opposite, I could only vaguely see two figures, but still said with trembling lips: "Three gourds?!"

"Hehe, it's been okay lately. When the three gourds heard me call out his name, they smiled unsurprisingly and spoke, he strangled Lao Huang's neck with one hand, Lao Huang hummed for a long time, but his neck was strangled very tightly by the three gourds, and he couldn't speak at all.

"Fuck, you traitor!" After I confirmed that the person on the other side was really a three-gourd, I grabbed the military thorn in my hand and was about to step forward.

"Don't move!" Sanhulu raised his hand, pointed the muzzle of the pistol at me, and shook his head slightly: "Xiaofei, tonight's incident has nothing to do with you, you don't have to make additional sacrifices, and don't force me to do anything to you!"

"Fuck you! You tell me, what does it have nothing to do with me?!" Seeing the action of the three gourds, my chest began to rise and fall violently: "From the moment you betrayed me and let go of the devil, you and I have already broken off our fucking kindness, and that night, you can watch me die, so today you do it to me, do you still use me to force you, ah?!"

"Fuck you! If Lao Tzu hadn't sent you to Lao Ma's private hospital that day, you would have died on the mountain of the orchard, how could you have the life to bite me back with revenge, if I knew this, I would have saved you white-eyed wolf!" In the dark, I couldn't see Sangourd's expression clearly, but it sounded like his tone was still quite angry.

"Sangourd, are you fucking sick in the brain, that night, didn't you already tell me that you will leave Anyang when you finish cleaning up the house devils, then you tell me now, why did you not only let go of the house devils, but also fucking chose to be our enemy, I don't understand, what kind of fucking ecstasy soup did the house devils pour you?!" After seeing the three gourds, the anger and incomprehension that had been pent up in my heart for a long time seemed to explode in an instant.

"I'm your enemy, hehe. After listening to my words, Sanhulu smiled: "Maybe, but now, these don't matter to me......

"Sangoulu, don't be stupid again! go back with me and explain the matter to Brother Dong clearly. As I spoke, I tried to step forward again.

"Don't move!" Sanhulu saw my movements and raised his gun again: "Xiaofei, I have always treated you as my own brother, don't force me!"

"Get out of your uncle! If you really fucking treat me as a younger brother, you should have accompanied me to fuck the devil that day, instead of choosing to be a traitor!" I didn't listen to Sanhulu's words, and became a little irritable: "Sanhulu, don't you be blind anymore, come home with me, okay?"

"It's not my home anymore!!!" Sanhulu heard my words, and roared very emotionally, this is the first time we have known each other for so long, I heard him roar so loudly, and he was silent for a while.

After a while, Sanhulu sighed slightly: "Xiaofei, I know that my departure has hit you hard and betrayed your trust, but you must know that I have my troubles." ”

"Your suffering?" After listening to Sanhulu's words, I smiled self-deprecatingly: "Your suffering, did it have been a long time ago?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Why did I say that?!" I looked at the figure of the three gourds: "Then should you explain to me first, why didn't Gao Jin die?"

“…… You, you know everything?" Sanhulu heard me ask about it, his tone was a little stammered, and then he was silent for a long time, and nodded: "Gao Jin is indeed not dead, but the reason why he is not dead, I can't tell you, I am for your good, really." ”

"Hehe, what about Xiaoyan? Gao Jin is not dead, Bai Song is not dead, and Li Xuele is not dead, that is to say, everything that Xiaoyan has experienced, from beginning to end, except for me, no one has paid the real price, right?"

After listening to my words, Sanhulu's tone was a little lonely: "After knowing this, do you hate me very much now?" ”

"Would you believe me if I said that I never hated you from beginning to end?"

"......" Sanhulu stood in place, silent.

I looked at the figure of the three gourds, tears slid down my face silently, and my voice became choked: "Brother gourd, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that if this continues, you will lose yourself." ”

"I told you a long time ago that there are many things in this world that are more important than living. Sanhulu scratched his head with the muzzle of the pistol and took a deep breath: "Xiaofei, there's nothing for you here, let's go, if the two of us still have a chance, we can sit together and have a drink calmly, I will tell you these things slowly, and I will give you a reasonable explanation, but definitely not now." ”

"You kidnapped me and told me I had nothing to do with me?!" I was instantly anxious when I heard Sanhulu let me leave as if he was pitying.

"Xiaofei, in fact, we already knew in advance about your pick-up of people, according to the original plan, we should kill the people in the Mercedes-Benz, and then disguise themselves as the group of people who came to pick up people, and directly hold this person down, but you know, why did I make such a big move to get out of the tractor blocking the road, it is because I know very well that the children of Shengdong have all JB entered, and the only people who can do things outside are you and Shi Yigang, so it must be you who come to pick up people, but I have thought about it for a long time, and I can't be willing to hurt you…… If I hadn't changed my plans, you wouldn't have even had a chance to stand here and question me, understand?"

"Don't talk nonsense, let the release me first!" I looked at the three gourds, and the green tendons on my neck burst out: "Do you know that you are now helping outsiders harm Sheng Dong!"

"Hehe, I didn't go against Sheng Dong, everything I did was not for anyone, it was just for myself, that's all. Hearing this, Sanhulu smiled at me, and then poked the man's temple with the muzzle of the gun: "Before you came to pick him up, did Gan Chudong tell you that you must not let this person know your identity?"

"......!" After listening to Sangoulu's words, I was stunned for a moment, and then the corners of my mouth twitched: "What do you mean?"

"Since I can communicate with you in front of him without any obstacles, and dare to say your name, what do you mean by me?" Sanhulu's voice fell, the muzzle of the gun in his hand was slightly raised, and slowly moved towards Lao Huang's head.

"Don't!" Seeing the action of the three gourds, I instinctively stepped forward to stop it.

'Bang!'

As a gunshot rang out in the crop fields, a large number of birds were startled in the surrounding woods, followed by a gust of wind, the dark clouds in the sky were slowly dispersed, and a large white moonlight shone into the ground between the cornfields along the gaps in the leaves again.

In the ditch in front of me, Lao Huang fell to the ground in a daze, the bullet hole of the left sun's blood was bleeding, and a fist-sized hole was blasted open in the back of his head, and the trickle of blood inside rolled outward along the gap in the surface.

"Sangourd, do you fucking know what you're doing!" Looking at Lao Huang, who was already dead, I stood in place, feeling my eyes spinning, completely confused.

"I don't have a choice. Sanhulu raised his leg and kicked Lao Huang's corpse, and after confirming that he was completely dead, he responded coldly.

I took advantage of the moonlight to look haggard, and the beard on my face was unkempt, and the whole person had lost weight at least several times, like a skinny three gourds, and suddenly felt very strange: "You or you, which one is real?"

"What?" Sanhulu listened to my words, and some didn't react.

"In the past, you were picked up by me from the Great Xing'an Mountains and took us all the way to eat, drink and have fun, but no matter what happened, you would protect us, the one who was blocked by the Golden Queen and was wrapped in explosives to save me, and now this you who secretly let go of Gao Jin and shot Lao Huang here, which one is the real you?" I looked at the three gourds, my face was full of tears, and I asked without any logic or language.

"Which one is me?" Sanhulu listened to my question, frowned and thought for a while, and then showed a bitter smile: "Before you asked me this question, I also looked in the mirror and asked myself the same question, but even I couldn't give my own answer, and even I don't know who the fuck is anymore, but if you really need an answer, just take the current me as real, at least in this way, you can accept it a little better, isn't it?"

After the three gourds finished speaking, except for the disgusting smell of blood, everything in the crops was surprisingly quiet.

I smelled the smell of blood in the air, and the corners of my mouth twitched: "You said that you killed this person for yourself." ”

"That's right, for my own sake. Sanhulu nodded without hesitation and thought for a while: "Don't think nonsense, tonight's news was handed to me by Fang Devil, you go back and pay the errand." ”

"Fang Devil, you really still colluded with him...... "I looked at the man in front of me who had sacrificed his life to save me several times and was also my most trusted, and my mind was blank.

"In the future, take care of yourself. Sanhulu smiled, and did not explain, then raised his head, looked at me very carefully, as if to imprint my appearance in his mind, and when he saw it clearly, he turned around, and disappeared into the large crops with a steady pace.

A few years ago.

When I first got out of school, my dream was very simple, I just wanted to be an ordinary little bastard, because I felt that being a bastard could protect everything around me, and that was enough.

But I don't know why, my path is getting further and further apathetic, and my life experience is getting more and more crazy.

Until now, my life has been completely out of my control, but I still haven't been able to keep the people I want to cherish.