I folded the quilt, which was sewn with a lot of lace, and piled it up behind my back to make room. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I was lying in a king-size double bed with an oversized top canopy, looking through the pink curtains tied up to the left and right, and watching the news that was being broadcast on the test paper cotton fish TV that took up almost the entire wall.

A feeling of tiredness and emptiness filled my body.

So far, I have not been fed and I have an unspeakable ...... of dissatisfaction with another need.

I said goodbye to Klador and went back to my dorm room to take a shower.

I grabbed a large bath towel and put my soaked body on it, and then, as if I had been hungry for more than ten days, I rushed into the kitchen of the luxurious bedroom where I was staying, busily searching for what seemed to be edible.

The avant-garde art cups and bowls I used were stained with food oil, and for cleaning, they were all piled up in the mouths of the "lifestyle beasts" in the large washboard. As the number of rice bowls piled up as high as mountains increased, on the contrary, I was not full, and my sense of emptiness deepened and deepened.

I looked at the 50-centimeter-diameter ball, the fluffy cupboard beast licking the kitchen waste, and rinsing the bowl and chopsticks in the big mouth, so as to disinfect and sterilize, and look childlike innocence, but I deeply felt that it was a luxury that was far away and unattainable.

The news is also broadcasting issues related to the big businessmen of the four parties. The Schelding Enterprises and the Beryoke Enterprises, which represent the two sides of the Northeast respectively, were tragically destroyed by fire.

"New discoveries have been made in the wreckage of the Burjock site. 」

That's the flag of our Verola Empire.

A national flag alone is nothing, but if it is displayed in the wrong place and in the wrong way, it will put the situation in a tense state.

In the hill of wreckage stacked in the broken factory, iron sheets, steel bars, and fragments such as the mixed medium plate (heat and moisture resistance) of the animal skin layer that broke together in the middle, a pure steel one-piece spear was strung across the national flag in a conspicuous place. The crooked flag, fluttering with blackened carbon fragments in the wind, spread self-evident hints that shocked those with a strong sense of nation.

I think back to the four-person round table I had in the backyard of Buzz's cabin.

I was desperate to know about myself and Nairi and didn't pay much attention to the over-the-top noise that was caught between me and Buzz.

Now thinking about Xia Lie's noisy words that came to her mind, splicing together the fragments of her memories, I remembered that she had mentioned the situation she saw when she learned the news of the death and rushed to the mansion as soon as possible.

- The Imperial flag hanging high on the balcony of the top floor of the mansion was painted with a large cross and torn to pieces and left on the spot.

As soon as Xia Lie saw it, he had a different intuition, and used his connections to ask the media to suppress that ominous warning.

The territory of the twin dragon heads in the Quartet Giant Merchants, leaving that kind of topical provocation, should be the people who came to the mainstream ideas advocated by the Venola Empire.

——The beast is an auxiliary tool for human food, clothing, shelter, transportation and entertainment.

-- The Quartet giants who agree with this idea and assist in the development of this technology.

Everyone has a different opinion on the same thing, even if it's a beast, even ......if it's me.

I interrupt the chain of thoughts.

Those family matters, Xia Lie or Xue Ding'er will handle them, and it will not be my turn at all.

But there are still some thoughts that have not yet been broken in the mind...... That should be a sign before something national event is going to happen...... Or it could be the whims of a delirious person, as I am experiencing today...... No, I remember the silhouette of the beast attacking my study was .......

I didn't come to a conclusion about that.

I turned off the TV and clapped my hands to indicate the sensor in the corner of the top of the bed, and the indoor headlights were immediately changed to a tawny night light. In the dimly lit bedroom, I wanted to relax, but the feeling of not being full in my stomach and feeling uneasy in my heart spurred my head to keep working.

Something that I don't control is heard from the corners of the dark world of consciousness.

It's not "I" speaking, it's my heart.

…… You are a lucky person, and you can also be said to be an unfortunate fellow. In just 17 years of life, he has experienced disasters large and small, tasted more pain than most people, and faced more existential crises than anyone of his age. Always encountering a bumpy fate, always entangled by the curse of misfortune. Even recently, the "body" has been taken away by "misfortune". But no matter how rugged the process is, no matter how drastic the changes, you are still the one who survives. Again, you are still the lucky one to survive.

No, my sister Nari is also blessed with luck, but only to the "boundary of being lucky to live", and I am also blessed with more things...... I can speak, I can move, and most importantly, I can also think, express my thoughts like an ordinary person.

However, Neri .......

Her luck has always been so low. In the same situation as me, the results are far from the same. We were fortunate to be adopted, I was the heir to the family, but she was a servant. In the face of life and death, I was lucky to survive the injection of experimental drugs, and I was still able to move freely, even better than before, but Neri was .......

I kneaded the futon rolled into long strips, and the mattress was so soft that it almost looked like it was sinking.

I couldn't understand why the images of Neri kept popping up in my head.

Is it the main reason for the parents' breach of appointment, the reason that originated from her? I don't understand.

One less promise, one less chance to be an ideal, one less pleasure to get from praise. But there are still people who want me to be his ideal, for example, the "I".

The opportunity to be praised after achieving the goal is not lost.

I deliberately stayed away, went somewhere else to think about something else, and in a few seconds I went back to square one. However, it was only when I remembered the memories of Guan Nairi that the inner hole of dissatisfaction was slightly filled.

Neri has always been there for me, but now I can't do that, so I have a sense of uncertainty that my purpose in life has been hollowed out.