Everyone should not live in the past or in their memories, they should only indulge in the future.

---- the king of the great immortals

My first host is called Song Xi, and I am Wang Da Shenxian.

Some secrets have been held for a long time, and they will really be suffocated, but I still decided to tell them.

I've done a lot wrong.

The first time I met that girl, I knew she liked me.

Because a person's eyes can't be wrong, when she looked at me, her eyes were like stars, shining, I thought it was cute, so I ran over to tease her, "Hey, what's your name?"

Her white face suddenly turned red, and she turned around and ran, and the lollipops in her pocket fell out, smelling of orange soda.

When she was in middle school, she was not allowed to wear makeup at school, but she would still apply it white every day, and when the sun broke, her whole face became red again, and she didn't know if it was blush or hot.

bumped into her several times at school, she was humming a pentatonic song in her mouth, and everyone around her was looking at her, but she didn't know, otherwise how could she dare to sing so loudly?

"Hey, do you think that elementary school girl who sings hard and has a white face is very beautiful?"

“…… Belch...... It's okay. ”

Suddenly remembered her small, smiling silly face.

"The world is emotional, but the white porcelain plum soup in midsummer, the broken ice hits the wall. ”

Later, her parents came to my parents, and their tone was angry and proud, they were from the upper circles, and they were superior in their bones.

"It's ten million here, and I hope he doesn't appear in front of our daughter again. ”

It's the truth.

There is an even cruel truth, that is: at that time, I was young and frivolous, and I had a relationship with her, and her parents found a bunch of people, rushed to my house, and in front of me and my father, it was my mother's turn.

My home is in tatters.

I hate her.

Later, I went crazy and worked like crazy, and finally one day, I bought her family's company and took everything that her parents were proud of.

But looking at her smiling innocent face, all the cruel truths, the words suddenly came to her lips and could not be spoken.

If one day she knew that her loving parents were nothing more than cold-blooded executioners, she would be crazy.

I saw her smiling at me again, with two tiny dimples at the corners of her mouth.

Hey, her parents killed your parents, how can you be soft-hearted to the enemy's daughter? I remembered my mother's painful and frightened face, haunting me like a nightmare, and my head hurt.

I took her in for her.

"President, she quarreled with the director again in the crew today. ”

"Changed the director. ”

"President, her lipstick endorsement was snatched away by someone else. ”

"Didn't our company come out with a new lip gloss? ”

"President's ......"

She wanted to be a star, so I called her a sister in the entertainment industry, but every time I dreamed back at midnight, I held her with malice and called other women's names.

I was taking revenge on her, but also on myself, and my mother's frightened face woke me up from my nightmare once again.

She slept unsteadily, her two thin eyebrows were slightly frowned, her eyelashes were long and curled, I couldn't help but kiss her, she suddenly showed a sweet smile, and there was a faint milky fragrance on her body.

You probably know the rest of the story, and you can guess who I am.

The orange soda-flavored lollipops I picked up that summer had been locked in a cabinet under the bed with the code for her birthday.

This idiot, after trying for so many years, didn't open it.

This stupid person, I didn't know that I liked her too, and secretly cried under the quilt, I was distressed to death.

But we can't be together after all, that summer, my father held me in his arms, "I know you like her, but you can't in this life, if you still have a little conscience, you must be her family, blood debt repayment." ”

He took a whole bottle of sleeping pills and went down to spend time with my mom.

You see, I love her so much, but I can't give her everything she wants.

Mourn his misfortune, hate himself, and love it.