Chapter 47: As Long as You

After accepting Han Ying's gift, the "General" was as excited as if he had been doped when he returned home from the train station. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info?burn?wen xiao?? Say ?w?ww?.?

He regarded the little red book given to him by Han Ying as the most precious treasure. In a place where no one is, look at it for a long time.

The red luster, the square and neat edges and corners, not big or small, how cute to see. Rubbing it in the palm of his hand also makes him feel small and smooth, indescribably comfortable and pleasant.

The first page of the diary is the mailing address that Han Ying wrote to him.

In addition, he also wrote a sentence in a dignified manner: Let our friendship last forever and dedicate our fiery youth to the fiery revolutionary cause!

This sentence, the "general" has read it at least a thousand times!

He felt that Han Ying's expression was both revolutionary and beautiful. Although he still has no hope for the development of the relationship between the two in the future, he has now figured out one thing, Han Ying has always regarded him as a true friend!

So why did he bother with himself? For the rest of the day, at least for now, there was no reason why he should not fulfill his promise for this friendship.

The cultural level of the "general" is not high, but he still racked his brains, flipped through the dictionary, and tried his best to write a letter that he was conscious of being measured and able to express his feelings, and stuffed it into the mailbox and sent it to Han Ying the next day.

The letter reads as follows:

Hello Comrade Han Ying, the great leader taught us that the world is yours and ours, but in the final analysis, it is yours. You young people are in full bloom, like the sun at ** o'clock in the morning. We are both revolutionary youths, and your friendship has always been the driving force of my greatest revolution for me. It's just that we're a little far away now, and I'm afraid it's hard for me to keep up with you, but I can assure you that I'll cherish this great friendship forever.

Sincerely

The proletariat saluted Jiang Haichao for battle

An era has an era's emotional expressions. The letter was written very simply, with only a few lines, and although there was not a single word of love in it, it was essentially an explicit love letter to the "general". He also believed that Han Ying would definitely understand what he meant when she received this letter.

Sure enough, Han Ying quickly replied, and the reaction was very strong, revealing information far beyond the expectations of the "general".

"I'm too young to promise you anything," she said, "but I cherish our friendship just as much." I also want to tell you that if friendship is indeed sincere, then all difficulties and distances can be overcome! In addition, the weather is going to be cold, you must pay attention to safety when you go to the sea, and do not freeze. ”

I've become like this, and she still doesn't dislike it?

What a good girl, there is no second one in the world. What an idiot I'm in!

After carefully reading this reply, the "General's" brain suddenly opened, perhaps because he had put too much energy on Han Ying and had imagined her reaction countless times. This time, he was surprisingly emotionally intelligent, and he understood the true meaning of the letter without compromise.

He immediately felt that life was too good and that his future was absolutely happy. When he took the "sea bumpers" to the "Cloud Cliff" again, it was like being in a mythical artistic conception.

He turned a blind eye to the vicious waves and the steepness of the rock walls, and the seagulls flying on the sea, the tender seaweed and the flexible "little fragrant crab roe" on the beach became the focus of his attention, because these could give birth to many associations with Han Ying.

In addition, he also put the little red book in his close-fitting pocket, walking, eating, and carrying coal, and felt its existence all the time. Even if he crawled out of the sea, his first thought was to touch the little red book first, lest the most precious little thing be lost.

He would run to the pile of clothes drenched, and impatiently probe the little notebook with his hands, until the red light reflected from his pocket, and he could bake his body with confidence.

But it's a pity that the happiness of the "general" didn't last long, because he only received Han Ying's only reply, and he couldn't contact her after that, and the dozen or so letters sent one after another were all lost in the sea.

This abnormal situation naturally made him depressed and unable to sleep, and all kinds of cranky thoughts occupied his brain.

At first, he guessed whether it would be Han Ying who regretted it and was reluctant to contact him again. After a while, I thought of the regulations of the army that ordinary soldiers were not allowed to fall in love, and I was worried that the content of their correspondence had been exposed, which affected Han Ying's future.

In the end, he finally couldn't bear this torture anymore, so he decided to go to Han Ying's house to ask for an explanation. Unexpectedly, I found out that Han Ying's home was gone.

The doors and windows of the Han family's small western-style building were not only smashed to shreds, but also affixed with the seal of the Revolutionary Committee. The big-character posters posted on the outer wall of the small building are all exposing the crimes of Han Ying's parents. They were actually branded as spies of foreign countries!

When the "general" inquired in detail with the neighbors around him, he learned even more shocking news that Han Ying's parents had committed suicide at home a week earlier. Now the body has been cremated, and it is unknown where it is buried.

What about Han Ying?

Nobody knows......

For a long time after that, the "general" has been going around in circles to find people.

He rushed to Xi'an first and found the unit where Han Ying enlisted, but he didn't expect to hear that Han Ying was taken away by the Political Department of the Bincheng Military Region.

He then rushed back to Bincheng, and finally met the army cadre who took Han Ying away, but heard that Han Ying had been discharged and demobilized and placed under the management of the Street Revolutionary Committee.

Okay, then he regained the street, but learned that Han Ying had responded to the call of the country and went to the countryside to become an educated youth. As for where exactly I went, I have to ask the office of educated youth.

At that time, the number of people who went to the countryside to join the queue was tens of thousands. The Educated Youth Office in Bincheng has less than 20 people, so how can it be managed clearly? Every time, the household registration is cleared and the people are sent to the countryside to be distributed and resettled by the local government departments.

So now, the "general" completely lost the news of Han Ying.

In fact, to be honest, the "general" is not sure whether Han Ying's parents are really guilty, and he can't figure out such a complicated political issue. But taking 10,000 steps back, even if Han Ying's parents are really spies, then he can't watch the innocent Han Ying suffer and be implicated, and ignore it.

So he has not given up his efforts to find people for several years, but unfortunately, under his many efforts, Han Ying has never been found. So after a long time, even he couldn't help but gradually die.

But human fate is really a strange thing, like a big fishing net, I don't know when, the two strands of rope that have been separated will be crossed together again.

In 1976, by chance, a boy who came to the "general" to buy sea cucumbers for the wedding of his relatives told him that there was a girl of the same age as him who wanted to marry, and her size, waist, and appearance were all great!

The "general" didn't care when he heard it, thinking that this kid wanted him to be cheaper, so he took the initiative to reduce the price a little, but never mentioned the meeting. Unexpectedly, this kid insisted on it, saying that the girl promised that he would take a fancy to him, and it would be stupid not to meet him.

"It's so good, why don't you keep it yourself?, besides, how dare you conclude that she can take a fancy to me?" said the Admiral, half-jokingly.

"She doesn't pick men at all, she just has her arms and legs complete. There are three key points, first, she is a 'black five' child. Second, you must pay a bride price of 500 yuan. Third, she had to find a way to get her hukou into the city. You have been in the sea for so many years, you should have the financial resources......" This kid looked at the "general" a little interesting, so he roughly talked about the situation.

In fact, the kid doesn't know much about the very detailed situation, because that girl is a young person with his cousin, and she really can't stand the rural life and wants to take this road.

In this year, the "Black Five" is something that everyone avoids. In addition, this money is certainly not a small amount, and ordinary people absolutely cannot afford it. In addition, it is also an earth-shattering event to move the household registration from the rural areas to the cities. At that time, there were indeed many girls who would rather look for the crippled, the dumb and the blind for the sake of their household registration.

But according to this kid's words, it's actually a good thing, because without these conditions, a "sea bumper" would not be able to find such a beautiful object for eight lifetimes!

But the "general" is still not moved, it's not that he can't afford the money, nor does he dislike the "black five categories", but he can't tolerate others in his heart. Unexpectedly, just a few days later, when he sent the sea cucumber to the kid as agreed, he happened to meet his cousin and the girl at the kid's house.

It was two flowery women, they were both sitting in the hall with their faces chatting, and they did look like movie stars, but they were talking and laughing with cigarettes in their mouths, and they looked like female spies in movies.

The kid who wanted to be a matchmaker was quite proud, and after opening the door, he quietly stabbed the "general" with his hand. "How's it going, do you regret it?"

The "general" was stabbed by him to cry and laugh, and said in his heart that he really deserved to be a child of the "Black Five", too corrupt and degenerate. Fortunately, I didn't agree, who is rare to be such a demonic "fox spirit". No matter how beautiful a woman is, she is a rag if she has a bad character.

So he sent the sea cucumber directly to the kid to ask for money, and wanted to leave immediately.

Unexpectedly, the sound of their words made the two women turn their faces, and the outstretched arm of the "general" immediately froze in the air like a plaster, and he couldn't describe the feeling of surprise at that time, even if he acted in a movie, he couldn't play the scene at that time.

One of those two women turned out to be Han Ying!

Han Ying also immediately recognized the "general", she said "sigh", and then the two of them turned into wooden stakes together.

It's not hard for anyone to guess this kind of scene, the two of them knew each other in the past. Therefore, the superfluous two people "swished" and disappeared.

The "General" and Han Ying seem to have stood relative for 10,000 years before they regained their vitality. In order not to continue to be embarrassed, the "general" took the initiative to ask Han Ying to go outside.

Frankly speaking, the heart of the "general" is like a boiling kettle, rolling with a hundred degrees of heat. He said unscrupulously about the scriptures he had been looking for Han Ying for many years, and asked Han Ying about what happened later. He especially wanted to know how Han Ying had spent all these years, what had happened to her, and how she became more bourgeois than the bourgeoisie.

But although Han Ying silently followed him through the streets, she didn't say anything in the face of his question, just walked with her head down. Let him not know what to do.

Finally, the "general" completely stopped, and mustered up the courage to say categorically, "Han Ying, if you really don't want to say it, I won't ask." But you can't marry someone without even picking a man's appearance. I have five hundred pieces, and if you want to use them, take them. You don't have to think about it, I'll get you back to the city anyway!"

Unexpectedly, Han Ying, who had been silent, not only did not appreciate it, but her mouth was ruthless. "Jiang Haichao! You must not want me!"

After saying that, he left him dryly and left.

The "General" seems to have been standing on the streets for another 10,000 years. He was so sad that his eyes were a little wet when he had vowed not to cry again since his father's death.

He was sad for his years of hard work, and he was also sad for Han Ying now. He couldn't have imagined that he didn't care about how ugly she was to become a spy, and he wanted to help her, but she would do this to him.

That flickering youthful and innocent Han Ying seems to have disappeared forever!

After the "general" returned home, he lay down like a sick number for a long time. He's definitely out of love again. He stir-fried on the bed like a fish in a wok for a long time, and finally jumped up, found the little red book, and wanted to tear it off to vent his anger. But when it came to the end, he couldn't bear to see the four words "friendship lasts forever".

Because don't look at him, he hasn't seen Han Ying for so many years, but after just a while, he seems to have loved her all his life, and he feels that he can't live without her. What's worse is that he always has Han Ying's shadow flashing in his mind, all of which are beautiful shadows.

Even when he thought of her cigarette in his mouth, he forced himself to change his eyes, and felt that it was not so ugly, and that there was a mature and charming beauty.

No way, he fell in love with her early on!

So, he quickly found the kid's home again, and after inquiring about the address, he rushed to the educated youth spot where Han Ying cut the queue.

This time it was different, Han Ying came back from work at night to see the "general", pulled him to the threshing floor, and talked about it himself without waiting for him to speak.

She said, "It was a mistake for you to come to me, you didn't know me, and if you knew me, you wouldn't be like this."

Then she kept talking about that she was not the Han Ying of the past, and that Han Ying was dead. She didn't look at the "general" at all, as if she was saying to him, and as if she was talking to herself, "I have no classmates, no friends, no relatives, no job, no hukou, I don't have anything ......"

The "General" saw Han Ying's eyes flickering and knew that she was going to cry. But at the same time, he was also pleasantly surprised to find that no matter whether he was pure or mature, Han Ying's two big black eyes looked at him as before.

At this moment, Han Ying brought up the sentence "You must not want me!", and "General" suddenly understood the meaning like an initiation.

God, how simple and clear this sentence is!

In fact, it is not a refusal, but a plea. Isn't this clearly saying that the initiative is in his hands?

That is to say, Han Ying knows his feelings, but she is afraid that he will be good with her.

She didn't feel worthy of him!

As for why? In fact, it is not difficult to figure out that such a crazy year has ruined a good girl. God knows what kind of misfortune happened to her, even her parents committed suicide, and after so many years, she has also sought death.

Yes, now he will not feel inferior in the face of Han Ying, but if he is allowed to choose, he would rather never be able to stand by Han Ying's side, and he would not want Han Ying's life to suffer such blows and tribulations.

it, love anything! As long as she's a living Han Ying!

The "General" secretly glanced at Han Ying, and in the shadows, her eyes were so nervous and straight at him. This made him more sure of his guesses, and immediately accentuated his tone.

"The past is gone, let's not care about the past! I'll tell you now, if you want to use the money, I'll give it to you. You want to go back to the city, I'll help you. But this thing is not the same thing as engaging in the object, although I do like you, you have to be happy that I am willing to support you for the rest of your life. But whether you want to follow me or not, you have to decide for yourself, I don't force you, you can't spoil yourself anymore......"

On this night, the "General" won a big victory. Even the hard-hearted girl will be moved to tears when she hears his sincere words. After that, he did keep his promise and worked hard to help Han Ying run the relationship and get transferred.

He sent sea cucumbers to the secretary of the brigade, cigarettes and alcohol to the captain of the production team, and went to the village office to spend money to invite the cadres to eat and drink. In the past, he hadn't treated his leader like this, he disdained to do it, not that he wouldn't do it, but now for Han Ying's sake, he couldn't care about anything.

After going back and forth like this, he finally caught up with an opportunity to recruit workers in the city, but although the village gave Han Ying the recommendation quota, the final decision was still in the hands of the Township Revolutionary Committee.

The secretary of the brigade went to the township for this matter, and came back to find the "general", saying, "Miss Xiaohan's family problem is a big trouble, and it should not be her turn." But there is an opportunity that the daughter-in-law of the director of the Township Revolutionary Committee has just become pregnant, and she is vomiting sour water all day long, and she is crazy to eat the "pike crab" from the "old foreigner". But now is the mating season for this kind of crab, and the fishermen can't do anything, and they are about to make the director's family anxious. If you can catch a few of these crabs and send them before the final quota, then this will be done!"

Is this difficult?

Difficult!

Because everyone in Bencheng knows that the "pike crab" is a deep-sea creature, if you want to catch it underwater with a breath, it is definitely equivalent to a person empty-handed to catch birds flying in the air. And it is extremely dangerous.

But in order to save Han Ying from fire and water, the "general" is to go to the sky to pick up the stars and go to the sea to catch the moon, and he has no words of ambition. He patted his chest on the spot and said that he promised to send the crab roe early tomorrow. As a result, he went to sea with his fellow that day.

The tide was too strong that day, and the current was particularly fast, but fortunately, with the cooperation of his companions, he finally caught more than 20 of them. By the time the "General" climbed ashore, it was already dark. But he didn't think about going home at all, so in order not to delay things, he directly took the crab roe and rushed to Zhiqingdian.

He stopped the car on the side of the highway, the headlights were dazzling, and he couldn't stop waving his hand. Even if he held up some conchs and tried to bribe the drivers, it was useless, and those drivers couldn't see what he was holding at all. As a result, he could only drag his almost unconscious legs step by step and continue walking.

Just halfway through, he heard someone calling him in the distance, "Jiang Haichao! Jiang Haichao......

He immediately recognized that it was Han Ying's voice. He was already so tired that he was about to fall asleep, but he regained his energy and immediately walked over to her.

Han Ying threw herself into his arms.

What can be asymmetrical with this enthusiasm is that Han Ying cried and scolded the "general" for being stupid, she said that she was not worth it for herself. She also said that as soon as she heard that the "general" had gone to fish for crab roe, she walked along this sea until she saw him. If she couldn't see him, she would stay until her leg was broken. She was so scared that she thought he was ......

"Do you think I'm dead?" "General" rushed to the interface with a sense of happiness.

Han Ying immediately covered the mouth of the "general" with her hand and prevented him from saying this word. But she herself said something even worse, "You shouldn't want me, you shouldn't! You don't want me to be too late ...... now."

The "general" was really angry, and scolded the dirty words in front of Han Ying for the first time, "You () are still thinking nonsense! If you don't want to live with me, just say it!"

Han Ying was only stunned for a moment, and then asked a hundred times, "Why are you?

"General" was still angry, and said viciously, "I'll say it again, if you don't want to talk about the past, I will never ask, but if anyone has bullied you, and you can't get over and want revenge, tell me your name, and I'll kill him now! Tell you, I don't care about your past, it's not your fault! I'll do it for you! Just for you! As long as you are Han Ying, it's enough! For you, I can die!"

Han Yingmeng hugged the "general" and cried, she was carried away and cried silently. It's louder than the horn of a passing car!

I don't know how many dazzling headlights illuminated them all over their hugging bodies, and sank them into darkness again. She finally stopped her grief.

Suddenly, she whispered again, "Jiang Haichao, I didn't expect you to be so good...... But if I tell you everything, will you be as good to me as you can again?"

"Definitely better!"

The "General's" body was suddenly filled with strength, and he reluctantly crouched down, forcing Han Ying to climb on his back, and then carry her on his back. Striding firmly towards the distant lights...... (To be continued.) )