Liu Yan's coming-of-age ceremony 8
If you want to ask Liu Yan in her previous life what she would do when she encounters such a problem, she will probably choose to go against the grain, and she can accept it no matter how others arrange it. However, this life is different, after being reborn, the first thought she had when she woke up was that no one in this life wanted to control her fate, and no one wanted to decide her affairs for her.
However, after that, she met Xu Shu, the man who had been imprinted in her heart in her previous life. After getting along for a long time, little by little accumulation, she finally made up her mind to confess, but she felt that she had hit an iron plate. After being disappointed and sad, she no longer believed that there would be happiness knocking on the door in this life.
God gave her a chance to do it again, so that she could take revenge on her before, and she had lived the life she wanted before, not including love. When she decided that she liked Xu Shu, she thought that he would agree to marry her, anyway, the two of them had very low requirements for marriage. One is just to escape the possible situation of being forced into marriage by Cao Cao. The other didn't think about getting married at all, and if someone was willing to marry him in a divorce, it would be a great thing.
However, she never expected that Xu Shu would reject her, and she refused so completely, she put her face up and proposed, but she got nothing. This hurt her very much, and after the injury, she became completely conscious. In this world, no one is taken for granted, he must help you, he will protect you, he will stand by your side and support you, even if he has sworn to you before, even if you trust him so much. When it matters, you still have to rely on yourself.
As for love, that's how it goes. Since he doesn't want to marry, then forget it. Anyway, I was just asking him for help, and I didn't expect him to agree to talk to me or anything. Expectations are already low, why are they so disappointed? Or is he right, on the surface, he pretends that he doesn't care about anything, he doesn't want anything, he can lose everything, but in fact, in his bones, he is always suffering from gains and losses.
It's time to make up your mind, if you don't have anything in the first place, then you won't be afraid of losing. Liu Yan silently said to herself: From now on, you can only go down your own road. You can't back down, you can't give up, you have to keep going. So, she silently made a decision for herself.
At the regular meeting of the princess's mansion a few days later, Liu Yan changed her habit of being the last to appear in the past, and sat in her position early, waiting for her subordinates to come in. Beside her, there was another low table, on which there were no official documents or refreshments, and a tablet was placed on which the name of the deceased was Wu Yun. The officials who arrived first looked at the tablet inexplicably, not knowing what it meant for Her Royal Highness the princess to put a tablet in his hand early in the morning.
I saw Liu Yan wearing a dark curl robe, wearing a black silk curtain, black, and a flat face, as if she had been smeared with paste. The officials who came first were all guessing whether this Wu Yun would be a relative of the princess, and the princess was a relative who died, so she was in a bad mood? Then there was no need to put the tablet of the relative here, right? Everyone was puzzled.
Later, heavyweights, Huang Zhong, Xu Shu, and Pang Tong came in one by one, and Liu Yan got up to greet them, and did not leave her seat from beginning to end. Everyone knows that the atmosphere is not right today.
Pang Tong faintly felt that something was wrong, and gestured to Xu Shu with his eyes, Xu Shu frowned and looked at the unusually strict apprentice, as well as the inexplicable tablet, he didn't know what was going on with the apprentice. However, I knew in my heart that this was certainly not a good thing.
The most bitter is Jiang Wan, who is presiding over the meeting, and he can't figure out the situation, but people can't figure out the situation, so they can't speak, but he can't, he is the host, and he must be the first to speak! So, Jiang Wan's face was very embarrassed, and he stood up and bowed his hand to Liu Yan: "Your Royal Highness Princess, can today's regular meeting begin?" It means to hint at her, put what you want to say in front, in case you are going to detonate an atomic bomb, you want everyone to have time to recover, isn't it?
Liu Yan hooked her lips and smiled, and then hidden, honest people are also quite clever, this is for fear that they will lie down inexplicably! Following his meaning, Liu Yan spoke: "Taking advantage of today's regular meeting, I have two very important things to announce, the first is that I want to hold a ceremony for myself, and there will be a detailed official document to be sent to the adults after the meeting." The second thing, after the wedding, is that I have to do the wedding. ”
The first thing to say is okay, after all, Liu Yan's coming-of-age ceremony has been discussed for too long, although each of the subordinates dares to mention it, but it has been simulated several times in their hearts, and now the above finally relented and said that it is going to be done, then it is inspired to do it with the highest standard, the big deal is the pomp and circumstance of Kou Feng's wedding last time, and it will be done again.
But the second thing made the bottom explode, the princess was going to get married? Who did he marry? Why didn't he have any shadow at all? I didn't hear of it at all! At that time, Kou Feng took the troops to Guiyang for training, and the people were not in Xiangyang, otherwise he would definitely be the first to jump. It's just that there is no him, and there are Xu Shu, Huang Zhong and other people who are close to Liu Yan. Xu Shuhuo stood up suddenly, staring at Liu Yan with a pair of eyes, and his eyeballs were about to protrude.
When I saw her just now, I felt that something was wrong with her, and I had nothing to do to put a tablet by my side, how unlucky. Now, listening to her say that she was going to get married, and looking at this tablet again, a bad premonition captured his heart. Therefore, he stared at the disciple closely, hoping that what she said was not what he thought.
Liu Yan's voice was calm, and she couldn't hear the fluctuation of affection at all, but the words she said made everyone cold to the bone. Even Huang Zhong, who had hair as white as a beard, couldn't help but shudder when he heard her next words, and he was stupid on the spot.
"This is the man I want to marry. Wu Yun, a native of Nanyang, his family is in the middle of the road, his parents died, this marriage was originally a baby that my father ordered for me, I never thought that when I was ten years old, their family suffered from the plague and he died. Although he died, my parents also died, and this marriage contract could not be canceled, so I had to fulfill it, so I had to marry him. ”
"This, this is not true!" Xu Shu was the first to blurt out. I just proposed to myself a few days ago, and I didn't even mention that there was such a thing, why did a dead fiancé suddenly appear now? This must be fake! She must not be allowed to do this. If she really married the dead and became a surviving person, although she is a princess and the requirements for observing festivals are not so strict, if the surviving person voluntarily wants to observe festivals for her deceased husband, even if it is the emperor's holy decree, she cannot be allowed to remarry. But if you aspire to keep festivals, it's a lifelong thing and you can't change it anymore.
At this moment, Xu Shu's hands and feet were cold, he understood what Liu Yan was going to do, and he also knew that she had really made up her mind. Just, how can this be? She's only sixteen years old! Isn't it cruel to be a widow like this for the rest of her life?
Yan'er! How can you do this? Why do you do this? Even if I can't marry you, Jingzhou has so many famous children who are compatible with you, and there are so many people who want to pull the red thread for you, why do you torture yourself like this and push yourself into the most unbearable position?
"Your Royal Highness the Princess, marriage is not a child's play, please think twice, Your Royal Highness the Princess!" Xu Shu was so anxious that he didn't know what to say, so he knelt down for Liu Yan. Huang Zhong and a few others who were closer to Liu Yan knelt down when they saw this situation. This is the first time that Lao Huang Zhong has knelt down for Liu Yan, and his Hong Zhong-like voice is full of anxiety: "Yes, princess, this is a big deal, you can't just make such a hasty decision, you can't regret it in the future!"
"Your Royal Highness the Princess, this matter is not appropriate, please ask Her Royal Highness the Princess to withdraw the order and make him think of other ways. "Mi Zhu is also anxious, this girl, this is going crazy! How painful it is to be a widow, you don't need to ask others, just look at Mrs. Mi. Mi Zhu has the most say in the harm of widowhood, how could he be willing to watch Liu Yan voluntarily choose to be widowed?
As soon as Mi Zhu said this, more people knelt down for Liu Yan to persuade her to take back her life, and finally the hall said that some people knelt down, and only Liu Yan sat alone. Seeing such a scene, her originally frozen heart finally dissolved some ripples, this is a feeling that has been lost for a long time, and this is almost the feeling when Xu Shu met Xu Shu in Xu Du in her previous life.
It's just that this time is different from the past, she will never be swayed by others again, and she will never let herself fall into crisis again. She wants to cut through the mess quickly and solve this tumor at one time, of course, the feeling of digging deep with the knife is painful, but after digging it out, it will never attack, after a long time, the injury is healed, and it will be over. Now she can bear this kind of pain, and she is willing to bear it!
Therefore, she was still expressionless, and she didn't even stand up, just sat quietly and spoke slowly: "This matter is so decided, and there will be no discussion." This is the marriage contract that my parents set for me, and my parents' orders cannot be violated, although both parents are gone, and the relatives I can find have been estranged after so many years. But a promise is a promise, and if there is a promise, you must keep it. Otherwise, it is treachery, and I, Liu Yan, will never be that treacherous villain!"
Speaking of this, the corner of her eyes swept to Xu Shu, and with a slight glance, she saw him kneeling on the ground, struggling to persuade herself. I sneered in my heart. I've begged you to help me through this crisis. But you rejected me, is it so hard that I didn't kneel for you?
Now, what are you begging me for? Beg me not to marry? Who will I marry if I don't marry him? Marry the person you have chosen, and I will be at your mercy in this life? Even if you can't do this, Sima Hui and the other patriarchs of the scholar clan will do it, and when the time comes, will you help them or help me? Won't it be very difficult? Therefore, I am doing this today to help you lighten your burden, and you don't have to worry about me begging you to marry me, and you don't have to worry about breaking your vow.
Only the dead are the safest for me. I volunteered to marry him and be a survivor, and that's all I have for the rest of my life. I've pursued it, I've tried hard, but I've not succeeded. People like me don't have a lot of time or opportunities for me to try like that, and instead of dwelling on personal issues in the future, it is better to marry myself to a dead man and be a surviving person to be pure and comfortable.
"Princess, you can't ......" Xu Shu heard her say "don't be a treacherous villain" and felt a lot of pain in her heart, and couldn't help but beg her, wanting her to change her mind.
But Liu Yan is determined to do this now, especially when she hears Xu Shu's voice, it stimulates her even more to do her best to determine this matter. Therefore, she interrupted Xu Shu's words with a cold face: "Okay, I've finished talking about these two things, and the rest of the time will be handed over to you, Senior Brother Jiang, you will continue to preside over the meeting, and you will continue to discuss." After speaking, he reached out and put the tablet in his sleeve, got up and prepared to leave.
Xu Shu almost crawled over with a roll: "Princess, princess, you can't, you can't ......."
"There's nothing that can't be done, this matter is solved like this, this is what my parents meant, but also what I mean, teacher, you don't have to persuade me anymore, you can't persuade me," Liu Yan bowed her head and bent over, stretched out her hand and gently pulled Xu Shu's arm, and then let go: "You get up!"
After speaking, without waiting for Xu Shu to react again, she hurriedly retreated inside. The subordinates who didn't slow down for a while outside were left. Xu Shu's face was pale, and his whole person was crumbling, and at this moment, his thoughts were chaotic, and thousands of words were filled with them, stirring his thoughts into a pot of porridge.
Liu Yan's decision is really amazing, a few days ago she told Huang Chengyan and the other three in Sima Hui's mansion that she wanted them to draw a red line for her, and if there was a suitable candidate, she would sue him, and he, as a teacher, would help her decide the right person.
He thought she had figured it out and was still happy for her. I didn't expect that it had only been a few days, and the old hen had become a duck. What has happened in the past few days, and how could such an earth-shattering change occur? Xu Shu was confused for a while.
Xu Shu is like this, and everyone else is like this. Even the teacher doesn't know what the situation is, and being a subordinate is even more confused, how much stimulation did Her Royal Highness the princess have to make such a move similar to self-harm? This is tantamount to taking ******** and waiting for death for a young girl who has just started her life!
Princess, although it is possible that you will be forced to marry by Cao Cao, but that is only a possibility, why should you block all the ways out in order to put an end to this possibility, even you will not be able to get out? This will hurt you much more than being forced to marry. After all, you can still fight vigorously if you are forced to marry, and if the war is in your favor, you can get rid of this fate. But now, you choose to stay alive and widowed, this is killing chickens and taking eggs more than worth the loss!
Why do you have to do this? Why do you force yourself to a dead end? People are desperately trying to find a way to survive when they encounter things, how can you be the opposite of others? )