Loneliness is the carnival of one person, and carnival is the loneliness of a group of people. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Actually, my personality is more restrained, so I am more slow to heat. It's impossible for me to be fully immersed in a carnival scene all at once.

What's more, half of the carnival scene was people I didn't know. Then, it will only heat up more slowly......

I like singing K, but I usually have some stage fright. In front of acquaintances, I do it all. And what about in front of strangers?

I drank a few beers quietly, dizzy and not in any mood.

My little niece, who was still in kindergarten, sat on my lap and wouldn't let me look at the screen. Well, let's order two songs......

Originally, there were only two songs that I had to sing, but people I didn't know kept cutting into them. It felt like if I hadn't cut the songs myself that night, as if it wouldn't have been my turn to sing those two songs.

There's really something wrong with this rhythm. Isn't it supposed to celebrate the birthday of the second sister? Why does it seem to be a carnival KTV of a group of people I don't know?

The group of people I don't know are really hilarious, but the rhythm doesn't suit us very well. They belong to the more noisy active group, while our side belongs to the relatively quiet passive group.

After waiting for a long, long time, it was finally my turn to sing normally. However, I couldn't sing. In addition to the fact that I can't sing high notes, there is another very important reason - I feel very nervous when singing in front of a group of strangers.

Therefore, I just stopped singing in a hurry, and I couldn't drink much, I just wanted to get out of that carnival scene as soon as possible. There, every breath is depressed......

Perhaps, there's nothing wrong with all this, it's just my personality. I prefer a quiet atmosphere to a noisy revelry......

The bright sight, the bitter taste, the harsh hearing, the disgusting smell of smoke, the numb touch, the feeling I don't like.

Quietly go back to the inn room, lie quietly on the bed, and quietly think about my heart, how difficult it is for me to fit in......

Maybe for me, loneliness is a one-man. Carnival is the loneliness of a person.

Quietly......

Time goes on.

In the past, I had obviously not filmed a tow at that time, but I helped the person who was filming a tow to solve the so-called love problem. How awkward is that?

Now now, although I have been filmed and delayed, I still feel that I am still very naïve, and I can't help myself at all, but I am still pretending......

When I was still in my hometown at one of the a.m. Beijing time on one of the days, I suddenly received a WeChat message from Yanzi. According to Phnom Penh time, she sent me WeChat at 0:00 a.m. in Phnom Penh.

At the time, I was a little surprised, because she usually goes to bed early, so what is the reason for sending me WeChat so late?

Is she going to confess to me? There was such a conjecture in her heart......

In the dead of night, the moon is dark and the wind is high, and there are lonely men and widows...... Something slightly abnormal began to appear in my mind......

"There's a question I'd like to ask you. When my friend asked me, I didn't understand. Ask you to take a look. ”

"Shenma question?" My heart is confused.

"I ask you. A woman, her boyfriend asked her to take off her clothes to show him her body, and ignored her for two days if she didn't take it off. The other day he said, 'Do you think we're funny?' and then he said, 'Just once.' ’”

When I read this WeChat message she sent, I was shocked! It turns out that my boyfriend would make such a request?! Of course, I was also relieved......

Before I could reply, she sent a few more embarrassed expressions and a sentence: "A friend of mine asked me, I'm not a man, I don't understand." In that case, does my friend still want to be with him? She likes him very much...... So ask you to take a look. You're a man. ”

I replied in a daze: "The world is so big, there are really no surprises......"

She smiled and asked me, "What do you think?"

Well, after a deep thought, he replied: "If that man really loves your friend, he wouldn't make such a request and say something like that at all...... Obviously, the man had a playful mentality. ”

She should have her own thoughts: "I think so too." That means the man doesn't like her at all, right?!"

In fact, I was afraid that I would say the wrong thing: "It should be." ”

But she felt that I was right: "Yes, how could I have made that request?" and disrespected her. ”

The problem is that even I myself was infected by her: "yes, obviously a scumbag!"

She smiled.

Then, she sent something like this: "However, she said that the man passed this passage in English to her." ”

I read that paragraph in English, and it goes like this: sometimesireallywanttofetyou, justrememberthatinthisworld, however, ioftenfetthewholeworld, justrememberthatyou.

Meaning: Sometimes I really want to forget you and only remember the world, however, I often forget the whole world and only remember you.

At that time, I felt that I was so talented!

She then posted, "What does that mean? And then, she was going to say yes...... But the man passed this sentence to her again, 'You pushed it three times and four times like this once, do you dare to ask for a second time?' and she was in a worse mood now. I don't know that, she asked me for help, but I'm not a man. ”

At that time, I was thinking, how could such a talented person make such a request? I didn't believe it, so I copied and pasted that paragraph in English and searched for it on Baidu. Really......

I replied: "It's not interesting, it's a trick used by a scumbag to trick girls...... Obviously, this sentence was simply searched out on Baidu and then copied and pasted and sent to your friends. It wasn't written by him at all...... I really don't believe that someone who writes such a beautiful sentence would make that kind of request. That man is really a scumbag......"

After posting this sentence, I suddenly felt that something was wrong. How can I say that I seem to understand the essence of the scumbag......?

After reading it, she smiled and replied: "Haha, it seems to make sense." ”

I asked her to search for Baidu and definitely see that paragraph in English.

After she went to see it, she said that she wanted to tell her friend that it was not worth it.

I short-circuited my nerves with the phrase: "Well, don't go the wrong way because of a moment of confusion...... likewise, I said it like a god......

She smiled and thanked me.

After that, we talked a little, and the night was deeper......

She sent me a dynamic picture of good night, which was a pair of cute pets sleeping together, and then a red heart floated out, and the word "good night" in the red heart.

Seeing that "good night", I thought cranky again......

Dear self, don't overthink it, okay?

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