The rain doesn't seem to be willing to stop......

Well, children without umbrellas always have to run. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info walked out of the cafeteria and looked up at the sky for three seconds, brewing his emotions. Well, it only takes three seconds. Yes, you read that right, it only takes three seconds for me to stand out from the encirclement of all kinds of visions behind me, enter the rain realm with zero damage but huge influence, and then run out of passion, sway out of youth, throw out of wildness, and finally get all wet and sexy!

Well, imagination is always magnificent, and reality is just a bit embarrassing......

Take a deep breath and run slowly into the rain. I'm very energetic, and there's nothing I can't think about. The rain is so cool! It makes people feel so comfortable! Whew, the feeling of the rain hitting the face is like being kissed by nature, full of love.

Don't wake me up, I'm intoxicated.

Running and running, slowly walking and walking, because the rain loves me, because, I also love the rain.

Rainy days can be beautiful, can be a lot of sentimentality, can be very missed......

What to forget, what to be beautiful, what to leave behind, what to let go, nothing, just think about something......

Whew, drenched in the rain that didn't get wet, nostalgic for a minute of beautiful past.

It's raining, it's good!

No one could see my face, only the rain......

At that time, it was the day of the college entrance examination again.

Well, the youngest male grandson of my grandmother in the Liu family is also going to take the college entrance examination!

If there is no accident, all of Grandma's male grandchildren have been admitted to college, but I am the only one who has not graduated.

I like it, I'm still a very different one. Whew, what university you get into is not the most important thing. Most importantly, be sure to go to college.

Studying in college is not to find a good job, but in college, there is a very important mental journey that can be experienced, which cannot be bought with money......

That night, I painted her. For some reason, I suddenly wanted to draw her.

When I first drew her, I felt that I couldn't put down the pen, and it was so rusty to draw. Painted once, it doesn't look like it at all. So, erase it and redraw it. I'm a person with a lot of patience, and I rarely draw and erase and redraw, at most I just revise it. But for her, I forced myself to be patient.

After drawing again, I don't draw her expression first, but the other parts, leaving the expression part for the end.

Sure enough, her expression was special. In particular, the nose and the mouth will become different if they are slightly deformed. So, her nose and mouth must be like that, and whether her eyes are drawn like or not depends on whether her nose and mouth are drawn like or not.

When I finished it, I was amazed. Because that was the most similar painting I felt like she had ever painted.

Of course, it is also the one I regret the most. Because in the painting, she wears the ring he gave her on the middle finger of her left hand. I struggled for a long time to decide whether or not to draw the ring, after all, it was the hardest thing for me to accept.

However, in my opinion, she is the most beautiful and attractive. It's a pity that her beautiful time was not brought to her by me, but by him who gave her a ring. So, I drew the ring anyway.

Take a picture of the finished picture and upload it to the space album "My Sky Is Not Empty".

Wait, wait for her to see.

Why would you want her to see it? I don't know.

Perhaps, I want her to know that when I paint her, I am not painting myself, but I am really drawing her.

I remembered that she said that I painted one of her pictures like me, and I said that it really looked a little like me, because when I first saw her picture, I also thought she looked like me.

She said that others thought she was just my sister at most. At that moment, I felt so lost. Why do you have to be like a brother and sister?

I've heard that when a person thinks about someone a lot, it becomes more and more like the person he thinks.

I don't know if I'm nervous or if I'm thinking too much. Sometimes I look in the mirror and look at the curvature of my mouth and the dimple at the corner of my mouth really like her mouth is laughing. Perhaps, I am making a fool of myself again.

So, when I saw her picture that looked so much like me, I decided to draw it. Because, I always think too much, is she thinking about me too? At that time, I didn't want to think too much, but I couldn't control myself......

After passing the painting that night, she never came to see it. Because, she didn't post news all day that day, and she didn't know what was going on.

Wait, wait, I'm a little messed up. I feel like I want to go out for a walk. So, I decided to go on a small trip the next day.

It wasn't until the next morning, when I got up, that I looked at the space dynamics, and she came to see it.

Then, the heart of the little trip was suddenly gone.

She's going home.

She resigned.

She is leaving Shenzhen.

She may not be in the same city as me anymore.

She, I, may not have the opportunity to see each other again.

If, that's for a lifetime. So, what should I say......

At that time, the song on the mobile phone happened to be put on "The Girl's Prayer", and the lyrics "Pray that heaven and earth will spare a pair of lovers, and what I am afraid of will never happen......"

Although, she and I are not lovers anymore......

Time goes on.

One day, after getting off work, listening to my new favorite song, I ran to the grass of the square with "Flash", and as soon as I lay down without caring for anything, the night sky full of emotions embraced my twinkling eyes......

In the square, there are all kinds of people, happy, sad, helpless, and confused...... I'm one of them......

At some point, I started to like to use ellipsis...... Is it a qualitative change? I haven't studied it......

It was another day with mixed emotions. Actually, it's not complicated, it's just that people always like to complicate simple things......

When I got up in the morning and rode "Shiny" to work, I always felt like I was going to have a runny nose and was about to come out. It was uncomfortable, and when I wiped it with my hand, it turned out to be a nosebleed. Maybe the chocolate ice cream cup was too hot after dinner the night before. Fortunately, the nosebleeds are quite sticky and don't flow much......

When I go to work, the big fan above my head just blows straight at me, and although I don't feel any heat, the wind makes my nose so uncomfortable!

A runny nose and a yawn. Continuous, uncomfortable, disgusting...... It should be a rhinitis attack. It's okay, just get used to it......

Okay, is it really okay?

All day I was in a state of emotion, fantasizing about the past, the present and the future.

Emotions were still the most important factor for me at that time. I can't handle it properly because it's so powerful that I can't find myself.

She, what should I do......

When is it time to move forward and when is it time to give up?

I once read a sentence that "If you take one step towards me, then let me walk the remaining ninety-nine steps." ”

However, all I had was the feeling that "I took ninety-nine steps towards you, and I don't want to take the last step." ”

It's like a bird can't fly in the sea, not because of lack of ability, but because there is no expectation on the other side.

I've told myself many times, and I've been advised many times, let it go......

Seriously, it's really hard to let go. After all, the beauty of first love is too beautiful......

However, I can't seem to see the truth clearly. The beauty is no longer what it was at the beginning, so why bother yourself like this?

Indeed, since the previous meeting, I took her to play for an hour or two, and I cried stupidly for a street at night, all the reluctance and regret have cried......

After that, although we never met again, there were occasional collisions between virtual worlds. I found that my heart would still be a little sad. But I think it should not be nostalgia, but unwillingness. Unwilling to be so simple and beautiful, the happiness is broken so easily, and the unwillingness to be careless will never be able to get back that simple happiness, unwilling...... Unwilling to ......

If I want to be with her again because I am unwilling, then it will really hurt her. Why should I be so cruel? Let her go, and let myself go. Although I am very unwilling, I believe that time can make me slowly fade.

We don't know what the future holds. Maybe they will always be separated, but there will be no intersection; maybe they will suddenly cut off everything, and there will be no news related to each other; maybe they will continue to be familiar strangers, with nothing to say, just indifferently watching each other in love, marriage, baby, etc., just for a lifetime......

I have two things that are very important at the moment! One is chasing my dreams. The other thing is to start a new relationship and learn how to love someone.

The love songs in the headphones are always so sentimental, but I like it, it's nice to have feelings!

Looking at the night sky with tears crystall, these feelings are all my heart and soul treasures......

Be yourself, you are the one who needs yourself the most......

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