Chapter 200: This Cold and Real Life

After Shen Tianze listened to Lan Lan's words, he lowered his head and fell silent again.

“…… Ozawa, my answer is only representative of my own character, but not for you. And I don't know anything about you either, so you'd better judge for yourself about some things!" Lan Lan looked at the silent Ozawa, and added with a pretty face still very seriously.

"You're right. The better he treats me, the more I hesitate in my heart, the more guilty I actually feel, and I always feel that my position is not firm, which is a betrayal of the relatives he has hurt!" Ozawa responded in a low voice: "After you finish speaking, I know it in my heart!"

"What's wrong with you, what's the matter?" Lan Lan looked at Ozawa's slightly pained expression and suddenly asked with some concern.

"It's my family's business, I have a relative who is a good friend of mine...... Forget it, don't talk about it!" Ozawa concealed the story between him and Brother Jiu, but after introducing the topic outside, he stopped there.

"Okay, you still have to deal with your own affairs at home!" Lan Lan really didn't ask stupidly, but persuaded from a different angle: "Come on, let's continue to drink the bar." Let the two of us, who are both more depressed in life, get drunk and rest, and then go back to our respective homes and find our mothers to ......!"

"You are singing and dancing here every day, what are you so depressed?" Ozawa teased softly after picking up his wine glass.

“…… I don't deny that there are girls who work here who are lazy and don't want to live a normal life! But I dare say that a large number of girls can pull down their faces and do this because they have no other way to make more money. Lan Lan scolded Ozawa sharply.

"What about you, why are you?" asked Ozawa as he spoke.

"Why? Why else, for money!" Lan Lan generously admitted her appeal.

"Need it at home?"

"It may be a bit vulgar to say, I have three brothers and two younger sisters at home, my father is a gambler, my mother is sick, the conditions are not only very ordinary, but also a total of three small rooms, so until now, my brother and I have not ...... a family!" Lan Lan held the beer bottle, bit her red lip with her teeth, and continued with a slight frown: "Actually, before I did this with my girlfriend, I had already thought that if one day the people in my hometown knew that I was doing this, I might have to be scolded by countless people for being a broken shoe." But I can't help it, I was born in this family, so I have to accept this reality!"

"Your three brothers don't want to earn money to marry a daughter-in-law, why should they let you help?" Shen Tianze frowned and asked.

"They didn't force me, or asked me to marry a rich man, but I was very anxious when I looked at my family like this...... You may not believe me, but it was a week before I came to work here...... My mother was hospitalized and had no money to renew the fee, so our family borrowed money from everywhere and begged the hospital for two days...... But before the money was half borrowed, the nurse threw out all my mother's luggage, and the scolding may have never been heard in your life!" Lan Lan paused when she said this, her hands unconsciously clenched the wine bottle and continued: "Then our family picked up my mother and went home...... On the way, she suddenly said to us...... Oh, this life is like this, I died, I died...... It's all free......!"

When Shen Tianze heard this, he was silent again. Because although he didn't have parents when he was young, the second uncle and the second aunt were hardworking, so although the family didn't have a good life, it didn't get to the point where he couldn't open the pot. But in the countryside, Lan Lan's encounter is also common, so Ozawa can still understand her difficulties.

After Lan Lan turned her head and saw that Xiao Ze was silent, she suddenly smiled and asked, "You always come to the night club, maybe you're tired of hearing this kind of thing, right?!, or do you think I'm pretending to be pitiful and crying poor?"

"No, I just think that it will be difficult to change the situation at home if you drink here by yourself!" Shen Tianze responded softly: "This is like a big dye vat, even if you have ideas in your heart, you will lower your bottom line in this environment!"

"Yes, during the time I've been here, I don't know how many guests I've met who want me to come out, hehe!" Lan Lan smiled helplessly: "I don't come out, the boss is not happy, the guests are not happy;

"Drink to earn a hundred, come out to earn a thousand, how long can you last?" Shen Tianze asked very realistically.

"I don't know how long I'll last...... Maybe my mom got sick again and was hospitalized again...... I'll leave with the guests, hehe!" Lan Lan responded to Ozawa with a smile, his words were very honest, but his words were realistic and uncomfortable to hear.

"Drink, drink!" Ozawa greeted with the same helpless expression.

In the dim light, the two pushed the cups and changed the glasses, chatting, and unconsciously drained most of the beer, and finally Ozawa almost fell asleep on the sofa.

……

Late at night.

After Shen Tianze finished vomiting, he was walked to the side of the street by Lan Lan's arm, and then he turned his head to look at Lan Lan, whose skin was as white as snow and her pretty face was blushing, and asked face to face ambiguously: "I don't want to go back, let's go to you!"

"......!" Lan Lan looked at Xiao Ze, and after hesitating for less than three seconds, she nodded directly and responded: "Okay!"

As the words fell, everything seemed to make sense, and both adults seemed to know what was going to happen next.

Lan Lan took a taxi, sat in the back seat and rested her head on Ozawa's shoulder, her mouth was filled with a heavy gasp after drinking, her two small hands clenched, and her heart was pounding.

Ten minutes later, the two returned to Lan Lan's house, Ozawa looked at the leaky rental house again, fell on the bed with a pop and said, "...... Let's find a new house tomorrow, I can live here in the summer, but I will suffer too much in the winter!"

"Wrap me up?" Lan Lan replied, still a little nervous.

"I'm a very B-number person, I know how many pounds and taels I have, and I'm not at the point where I can support anyone. Shen Tianze rubbed his face and responded: "But I am still willing to help if I can do it!"

"No, it's nice for me to stay here. Lan Lan said and took off her sports coat.

Ozawa lay on the bed, covered his face with a soft pillow, and sighed: "This bed is comfortable, so fragrant!"

"I'm going to wash my face!" Lan Lan looked at Ozawa's back, turned around and was about to walk outside the house.

"Didi!"

At this moment, Lan Lan's pager rang, and then she looked down and bit her lip with a hesitant expression.

"What's wrong?" Shen Tianze asked while lying on the bed.

"My girlfriend paged me, saying that she was in a hurry, let me go over!" After Lan Lan finished saying this, she immediately explained: "She usually doesn't pager me so late, I'm quite worried about her." If you don't squint for a while, I'll be back in two hours at most!"

Shen Tianze was stunned for a moment, and nodded directly: "Okay, you go!"

"Okay, you squint for a while!" Lan Lan picked up her coat and left the house with a puff of smoke.

An hour later, Shen Tianze lay on Lan Lan's bed and smoked nearly half a box of cigarettes!

Nearly three hours later, Lan Lan still didn't come back, but she made a call to Ozawa: "...... I...... I may have to wait a while for my girlfriend to get into a fight with his husband...... I cut my wrist with a piece of glass, and I was in the hospital with her, so I ......!"

"Needless to say, you're busy!" Ozawa replied expressionlessly, and hung up the phone without waiting for Lan Lan to finish speaking.

After sitting on the bed and smoking a cigarette again, Ozawa directly took out five hundred yuan from his pocket and threw it on the bedside table, then shook his head with a sneer and muttered: "Routine, it's all routine!"

When the words fell, Ozawa left Lan Lan's house full of alcohol, because he was not the first day to play a night game, and he knew very well what routines those girls who didn't want to sleep with you would use, so he definitely wouldn't continue to wait like a stupid BB like a ghost. It's just that...... He was a little uncomfortable, because in this city, Lan Lan was probably the only person who could talk to him, so if she didn't want to, then she could just say it directly, and there was no need to use this way......

……

Inside the hospital.

"Are you stupid, are you stupid? For such a man, do you still cut your wrists?" Lan Lan persuaded his girlfriend covered in blood.

"Leave me alone, you hurry home and find your Ozawa husband......" The girlfriend had a hemostatic bandage wrapped around her wrist, sitting on the ground crying and shouting.

P.S.: There's a change in the early hours of tonight.