Chapter 13: The Tribulation

Xiao Ran was exceptionally silent that day.

"Moyu, you know, in fact, I would prefer ginkgo biloba to cherry blossoms. "I never knew that Xiao Ran didn't like cherry blossoms, she used the word "more", and I understood.

Liang Wendao wrote in "Common Sense": Some people say that happy people are silent and puzzled, ask a friend, and the other party calmly answers: "Because happiness never compares, if you compare with others, you will only feel that you are in a sad situation." ”

Maybe the happiness that everyone pursues in their hearts is different, just like Shen Moyu thinks that Lin Zairan is already perfect, but what Lin Zairan wants in his heart is that little bit of sadness.

"Moyu, promise me that you will accompany me to see the ginkgo biloba fall every autumn in the future?" she said the last three words softly, revealing a sweet smile.

"Okay...... "Alas, I can't resist the temptation of beauty."

"Alas, Moyu, I really don't know what you like about that nerd, when did you have such a low vision!" Maybe in Lin Zairan's heart, Shen Moyu's so-called high vision is that there is only one friend like her.

"I think he's very good-looking, and a bit like a little boy in a dream. It's a very familiar feeling, anyway, I just want to see him every day, I want to hear his voice......"

"Stop...... Shen Moyu, you're so numb......"

Also, he gave me the feeling that he was a bit like the other side of Shen Zeyu. "Shen Zeyu, who was as gentle as that night.

Both men were silent.

"Moyu, if I leave one day, you must keep your current happiness, because this kind of Shen Moyu is very warm, like sunshine. "When she was ten years old, Xiao Ran's temperament changed after Shen Zeyu left, and she probably wanted to become more mature to protect Shen Moyu.

"Xiao Ran, you said that you won't leave me. We're going to go to A University together. "A University is the university that Shen Zeyu wants to go to, but he hasn't gone to see it yet, so he ......

Then, instead of her brother, she can go to see the scenery he wants.

Seventeen-year-old Shen Moyu is still writing stories, in which the girl's thoughts are all buried in that small diary, seventeen-year-old she waited carefully, May 31, is her birthday.

She blocked An Dubai's path with a card, "Don't be nervous, I don't mean anything else, can you do me a favor?"

An Dubai hadn't seen Shen Moyu for a long time, and since then, it was inevitable that he would be a little embarrassed, he thought that this girl would not come over again, he nodded indifferently, "If it's not too much." ”

"Can you read it?" Shen Moyu carefully took out the card and handed it to An Dubai.

"Shen Moyu, happy birthday, I wish you the moment you close the lid of the pen with the edge of the sword out of the sheath. Shen Moyu said thank you with a smile, his eyes were a little dark.

"Ann Twilight, why ...... "Why can you be smiling and gentle with everyone, but not with me."

But she still couldn't ask, and he left.

His back is actually pretty good, if not used to distance himself from her.

In the summer vacation near the college entrance examination, Shen Moyu became very silent, and Shen Zeyu told her when she was a child that she had a special talent, especially sensitivity and language perception.

"You don't need to ask if many things are worth it, just ask if it is like a treasure to you" This sentence touched me for a long, long time. She decided to stop tapping on the keyboard and start writing stories with her pen.

Xiao Ran became more and more silent, and even forgot about the agreement.

When Xiao Ran's mother found Shen Moyu, she was surprised. Because, she told Shen Moyu that Xiao was sick, because of some unbearable facts a few years ago, her father was not her biological father.

It turned out that what she had always insisted on was the promise she made to Shen Moyu when she was young, she said that she would never leave Shen Moyu, so she was always by her side.

In the autumn of the last year, Shen Moyu felt a little distressed when he saw Xiao Ran sitting on the bench and bowing his head. She said a lot to her, and then Koran left. I don't know if it's because of the serious condition, Xiao Ran said that Shen Moyu and her will no longer be friends in the future.

The moment she left was the second time I cried in my memory, the first time was the day my brother left.

The 100-day pledge for the college entrance examination has finally arrived.

I put down the story in my hand and began to plan for the journey of my life, many people think that the final raid will not be very rewarding, but how could Shen Moyu believe it.

Some things are still to be tried by yourself. For example, Xiao Ran also went to other places, so maybe the ginkgo biloba in other places will be different.

Every place without Xiao Ran is lonely, Shen Moyu has already felt the sadness of leaving school in advance, when a person faces a problem that cannot be overcome, when a person is lonely and sleepless in the middle of the night, when a person is silent and can't tell his sorrow, when he is missing, when he is doing problems, and when he is always alone.

Sometimes loneliness is the best growth agent.

When she received the admission letter from University A, eighteen-year-old Shen Moyu finally smiled, that day she went to Shen Zeyu's cemetery, this was her first time going, it was ridiculous, no matter what she said at the beginning, how to persuade her, she was unwilling to go once, because she didn't believe that Shen Zeyu had left.

She cried for a day and a night.

"Ling Xi, will she be okay like this?" Cheng Ye looked at the girl in the light rain a little nervously, with some pity in his eyes.

"Cheng Ye, she can only meet a good result if she survives the catastrophe. Haven't you noticed that she has grown a lot over the years?" Ling Xi is not a person who likes to talk a lot, they were too happy in their previous life and there was no hindrance. And Shen Moyu in this life is destined to endure unbearable pain, relatives have passed away, friends have left, and love is inadequate.

Only in this way can she grow up and meet the man she is destined to be in her life.

"Ling Xi, did you know these from the beginning. Then aren't you afraid, can't she survive Bai Yi's arrival?" Cheng Ye was a little surprised.

"She will definitely be able to hold on, because Shen Moyu has her breath on her body, and it is even stronger, I think I will be able to see her soon. Ling Xi smiled, but this smile contained too many things, and there was no joy or sorrow, and it was a little scary.

On the first day that Shen Moyu came to University A, he met An Dubai, who took off her school uniform and was more eye-catching than before, but Shen Moyu's eyes would never stay anymore, because when she saw him, she would think of the sickly and somewhat desolate back, and the withered yellow ginkgo leaves all over the ground.

In fact, Shen Moyu had also seen gentleness in An Dubai's eyes, because they were very strangers at that time, and she hadn't approached him yet. So she thinks that An Dubai doesn't like her, and even ...... Hate her.

In the first semester of her freshman year, she could always chase the eyes behind her, until she heard a rumor that the school of the English Department was going to pursue the president of the literary club, and the president of the literary club was Shen Moyu.

So, the first time she became a coward, she escaped.

She exchanged the results of a semester for an exchange place to go to Z University, and she came to another completely unfamiliar city alone, and the two universities, like the distance between A and Z in the English letters, are very far away.

On the first day, she met Xiaoxiao, a silly and cute girl with an easily deceived face, she has the shadow of Shen Moyu on her body, if you know Xiao Ran and Shen Moyu, you should find that Shen Moyu and Xiao Ran are more and more alike, becoming more mature, perhaps, still a lot older, makeup can be changed, but eyes can't deceive people.