Chapter 959: What Exactly?

In a general sense, people are accustomed to divide people into two parts, body and soul. Of course, anatomists may not share this view, and some scientists and materialists refer to these two parts as body and consciousness. But it is undeniable that most people accept the distinction between body and soul.

In fact, whether it is soul or consciousness, the difference between the two is only a metaphysical point and a scientific point, which essentially distinguishes some things inside human beings from flesh and blood, and believes that human beings have an external appearance that can act in addition to being able to act, and this inner body represents a person's individual in more sense.

However, in Ming Chuan's eyes, he has another name for soul or consciousness - energy. This kind of energy is different from the energy that we usually say is provided to the body through food and other external objects, and he refers to a special kind of "energy" that is condensed by the condensation of anger and ghostly energy.

Ming Chuan didn't know what other exorcists called these "energies", whether they were called "souls" like ordinary people, but no matter what others called them, it had nothing to do with him.

In his view, the so-called "soul" of human beings is the condensation of energy, which is dominated by the energy of vitality before death, and the energy of anger quickly dissipates after death, and the energy of ghost energy becomes the main part. Whether in life or after death, that part of the human core is always just the condensation of energy.

Therefore, Mingchuan has always treated ghosts and humans equally, because whether it is the living or the dead, the core part is just energy, and there is no difference.

Is it just energy?

If it's just energy, then what about the human mind, what about the emotions? How do you explain that?

A voice refuted his point in Ming Chuan's head.

The voice made him feel a little irritated.

Originally, walking next to this so-called "mountain of five senses" made him feel pressure, and the stones on the soles of his feet made his feet hurt, making him feel that every step was as painful as walking on the edge of a knife, and the burning pain spread from the tips of his feet to the scalp. Now that he heard the small voice in his head, Ming Chuan felt even more irritable, as if there was a fire burning in his heart, and countless ants were gnawing on his skin, making him want to yell at his head to vent the nameless fire in his heart.

The human soul is not the same as mere energy.

Even though Ming Chuan was feeling unusually irritable now, the voice in his head was still talking to himself, not considering his feelings at all.

If it's just pure energy, why don't those ghosts want to come to the ghost world, why do they want to stay in this world, and where do the obsessions that keep them come from?

If it is just pure energy, why are those human beings different? How are those people's thoughts and personalities formed? Where do everyone's love, hatred, and hatred come from?

The voice questioned Ming Chuan one by one, and he couldn't answer these questions, which made him more and more bored.

"Shut up!" Ming Chuan yelled at his brain.

"Are you scared?" the voice asked, instead of closing his mouth as he wished, "Are you afraid of discovering that the truth is different from what you thought?"

"Shut up!

"You're scared. The voice continued, "You are afraid that the truth of the world is different from what you imagined, and you are afraid that the truth you have always believed to be nothing more than self-deception. ”

"Shut up!" Mingchuan roared, "I've never been ......"

"Nothing?" Before Ming Chuan could finish yelling, the voice rang out, "You want to say, you have never had that kind of thought?

"What are you talking about?" and who told me what?" Ming Chuan was furious, and he didn't know what the voice meant.

"Do you think you can really forget all this by pretending to forget? Do you think that as long as you don't remember, what that person said won't have an impact on you?" the voice questioned over and over again, making Mingchuan feel more and more anxious.

"What are you talking about?" Ming Chuan was a little confused by these words, he could have completely ignored them, but deep down, there was an indescribable uneasiness eating away at his heart.

He stopped, but the pain in the soles of his feet did not lessen in the slightest, but became more and more intense, as if standing in a brazier, and the soles of his feet were so hot that he could not stand upright, so he had to lift his feet and continue walking.

Walking on the burning hot ground, every step is torture.

Ming Chuan's consciousness gradually became blurred, and only the words that the voice had just said were left in his mind.

What does that man mean by what he says? Who is that person? What does he say?

"You can't remember it because you erased that memory, and you don't want to remember it yourself. The voice in his head became clearer and clearer, and he could no longer hear everything but this voice, "You don't want to remember, you want to forget everything, because once you think about it, you remember everything, you know who you really are and why you are here." ”

Who am I?

Is there any need to think about this question?

Isn't the answer obvious? I'm Mingchuan.

No, I'm not called Mingchuan anymore. After the last time I made an agreement with Ahsan, I changed my name, and now my name is "Kaguya".

It has the same name as Takayama Kaguya and the Kaguya I burned to death with a ghost flame.

In this way, I am now "Kaguya", the legendary "Kaguya" who went to the ghost world in the form of a human? No, I am just myself, and I am different from the legendary "Kaguya".

The name was changed in order to connect the present self with the "Kaguya" in the ghost world, so that his soul body has a more reliable connection with the ghost world, and the soul body that came from his connection with the ghost world was used as a sacrifice to open the ghost door.

But......

The ghost door opened, and his soul body didn't suffer too much damage.

At the time, he thought it was due to the fact that what had been placed in his body had worked when he had worked with Impermanence before.

He didn't play the role of a sacrifice, but the ghost door was successfully opened.

Why?

"It's simple, because you belong here. The voice in his head rang out again, "Do you remember, who are you, what is this 'thing'?"

Ming Chuan was slightly stunned, and then, the sky swirled.

"Lord Mingchuan, what's wrong with you?" there seemed to be a shadow in his ears, but this voice became more and more distant, more and more ethereal, and finally, disappeared into the depths of darkness.