Chapter 19 Significance

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Actually, I really wish I had a girlfriend. Because, at least one person can listen to what is in his heart.

After the evening self-study every night, there are not many people who stay to study, and many of them are one-on-one couples. I don't like flirting while studying! The reason is simple, because I don't have a girlfriend......

Forget it, bear with me!

However, once in a night self-study, Jingyan actually said that she liked me! I thought she was joking, but who knew that she was real!

I asked her, "Why do you like me?"

I remember her answer as if it was, "Because you're pretty boy!"

I was in a mixed mood at the time, because it was the first time that a girl confessed to me, but I wouldn't have dragged it out before I was admitted to university.

I'm going to refuse her, but how can I refuse? Or write long words on a piece of paper, all of which are polite rejection of her words, and then hand it to her.

Then she was not happy and seemed to cry......

I don't understand......

Unexpectedly, her tablemate Guan Lianmei actually helped her speak, asking me why I refused and so on.

I wondered, why can't I refuse?

I said a lot of things, but she also asked, "If it were me who confessed, would you refuse?"

Oh my God, someone asked me that? I nodded slightly......

But she said, "I don't believe it! You don't feel anything about either of us!"

I replied helplessly: "Yes, yes, but ......."

She immediately interrupted me: "Well, why would you refuse?"

I...... I was really speechless. If you have a feeling, it doesn't mean that you like it! It may be like the feeling of a brother to a sister......

That night, I sent a message to Jingyan, all saying sorry or something like that. Because I don't want someone to be upset about me, but she doesn't get back to me.

The next day, she took the initiative to turn her head and talk to me again, talking and laughing. also said: "You want me to help her and Guan Lianmei cook, and then eat together." ”

I expressed confusion and asked, "Why?"

She just said something......

Then I realized that it was all a misunderstanding. She's not happy again!

I didn't send any more messages, and just because she said that she wanted me to cook, I was sure that I wouldn't be delayed. It's a big part of my time to study, that's it......

So, for a while, everyone had nothing to say.

Later, she was assigned again, and she soon got another boyfriend. Every night after self-study, they are chatting intimately. When I saw it, I felt a little uncomfortable, but I was also glad that I didn't delay it before I was admitted to university.

At that time, the class liked to order takeout, including fried duck with sauce, tofu skin, etc. It's spicy, it's delicious! I once ordered some pastries to be taken out, and I bought an extra one. I'm sorry for Juan's sister to help me pass it on. Juan's sister is a cousin and is in the same class as me.

Ever since that pass, Juan's cousin has felt like Juan and I are boyfriend and girlfriend.

Later, I often saw Juan and a boy chatting outside the classroom. I thought she was dragging it out. I don't feel very comfortable in my heart, but I also face it calmly......

Juan's cousin also came to tell me that Juan often chatted with a boy, as if she was procrastinating. He also asked me if I knew......

Like, she was trying to tell me that I was being pryed at the wall. Whew, but Juan and I are just good friends. I smiled......

Later, on the way back to the dormitory, I also saw Gan holding hands with a boy in her class who was very good at basketball. In an instant, I felt very lost! But what does it matter to me when people are procrastinating? Why am I lost? Hey......

In this way, my mood affected my study, and I played a song on my mobile phone after class to listen to it, and I was also said that the song was so ugly by Liao, who was sitting next to me. What a blow to me!

Fortunately, Zimei in front of her seat helped me say: "It's your business if you think it's not good, just think others think it's good." ”?

I felt a little comforted. Zimei, for me, is a bit of a cool girl. I didn't have much communication with her, though. It's all because I'm so silent......

Well, there's some fun in the classroom, which is that there are often funny movies. For example, "Short Boy Amorous" starring Wang Zulan, the first time I watched it, it really made me laugh until my stomach hurt! Of course, the Cantonese version is funny enough!

Other than that, I can only go and watch playing basketball.

Speaking of playing basketball on the varsity team, I miss the excitement of watching the senior brothers play basketball in my freshman year of high school!

I remember one time the school team played a friendly match with the school team in Education City, and it was dark after several times of extra time! In the end, our school team narrowly won! I have never been so excited before! I also began to understand why the fans are always so crazy......

However, when I was in my third year of high school, the school team was no longer as strong as it was in the previous two years. But look at it, and the mood will be a little better.

If you run in the morning, you won't be in the mood, but you'll run hard. Because it needs to be vented......

Sometimes when I meet Ying in the hallway, she laughs, and I laugh too. It's just that there is one less title.

During that time, my feelings were extremely complicated! So, I desperately wrote a journal to express my feelings, mostly sad and so on.

Time goes quickly, take graduation photos.

I didn't feel anything either, it was boring! After hastily filming it, I went back to the classroom and continued to read......

When I took the oath in the 100 days, I also came out in disguise to take the oath.

President Luo's speech was still so exciting and full of humor. Ha ha!

In the last 100 days, Gan and I were friends again.

After the evening self-study, I like to buy snacks to eat, and she met me and took the initiative to say hello to me, so it was fine. Whew, take the initiative, or her.

She and I were like this for three years of high school, and she and I were very close to each other, paving the way for the future.

Or, if you are leaving, it is also another kind of fate.

I don't know, just let it be......

Heaven arranges it like this, and it always has its meaning.

When I was in elementary school, I was so scared of junior high school because it was unfamiliar.

When I got to junior high school, I wasn't afraid of anything to be afraid of, except for a little bit of a difference, but I was afraid of high school life.

When I got to high school, it turned out that the horror was all false and there was nothing terrible at all, but I still hopelessly continued to be afraid of my future college life because I was confused.

Before taking the 100-day oath, I often asked my cousin Yan University, who was already in college, what was it like, and whether it was cool or not.

But no matter how much I asked, I couldn't suppress the fear in my heart, and I was still confused......

I've been superstitious since I was a child, and I can't help it, it's been passed down from generation to generation. Therefore, I will ask God and ask about the future.

At that time, there was a Guandi temple near my house, and I went to throw the Holy Grail, which is the kind of positive and negative.

I begged like this: God, if I can be admitted to the undergraduate, give me the holy grail of positive and negative.

Throw it out, roll it, roll it, and one of them will not fall! This shows that it may or may not be possible.

I had no choice but to throw it again, and it was still the same.

Throw it again, and it's still the same,

It's just three things, I won't throw it away. Because I've never been in this situation. It seems that Heaven still wants to tell me that my fate is in my hands.

If you work hard, you may be able to get your wish. If you are lazy, you may be disappointed.

Ever since that prayer to God, I've been resigned to it. Neither 100% effort nor absolute laziness. Everything in moderation......

In the last 100 days, I often look back on the past and think about how much I've changed.

In the hallway, there are usually my sentimental eyes.

At one point, I was alone in the hallway. It just so happened that a very special girl in the class, Chunying, passed by the corridor and threw me a sentence: "Huh?!Liu Jinlong, are you pretending to be depressed here again?!"

I was instantly frightened! What?! She actually saw through me! Oh, rude and rude!

She's more straightforward and a good girl, but it's a pity that she has a boyfriend. Whew, nothing, I didn't like her, just talk.

For those 100 days, I went to the dining hall relatively late. I don't want to queue up, but I also want to be quiet. Of course, I have someone to accompany me.

Although he is not a woman, it is good to be able to accompany me to dinner.

His name is Xincai, a boy who makes me speechless. Because, in the address book of the class, he did not write his own information. In other words, after graduation, he chose to cut himself off from the past. Ay......

Oh, and speaking of contacts. Why don't I feel anything about the sophomore in high school? Because the sophomore class didn't have anything left, just a Q group with no one to talk to.

Whew, it's okay! I really care, so why bother with the address book?

As for the new talent, I always say that I am in good shape! I'm embarrassed to talk about it......

He thought my body was perfect for dancing, and dancing must be beautiful! He also said that if he could have my body, he would definitely dance!

Thank him for that sentence, because I remembered it. I really, love to dance by myself......!

Skip the rest of the review and exams...... I don't want my studies to be heavy in my memories.

Or the commissary after the late self-study, I began to see Gan often......

Sometimes she deliberately looked for me, and when it was raining at night, she said she didn't have an umbrella. I happened to have it, so the two of them walked in the rain.

Originally, I liked to use the umbrella in my right hand and let her be on my right. But she insisted on my left, and said she liked the left.

That's when I remembered Rainie Yang's "Left" because my heart was beating on the left.

While sending her back to the dormitory, she secretly looked at her, she seemed a little shy and a little happy. Uh, I'm ...... Let's go fast!

She said to go slower......

Wishing you wanted to walk in the rain with me for a little longer, but my right shoulder was already soaked to keep it from getting wet......

Okay, finally sent her to the girls' dormitory. After saying goodbye, I sang "Rain Love......

Special moods, special characters, God always arranges so appropriately.

That's why life is full of meaning.

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