"This ...... Old man...... The old man also felt ......, "Huang Chengyan, who has always been able to speak well, stuttered at this time." After all www.biquge.info Sima Guang's matter is not Huang Chengyan's family matter, he can't stand Sima Hui putting down his body and asking him for help, and he can't bear to respond to the mission. He didn't expect Liu Yan's reaction to be so strong and direct, and he didn't know how to pick up the stubble for a while.

"Old man, I advise you not to wade into this troubled water. The matter of Sima Guang's entry into Sichuan was a decision I made after discussing it with Ma Jing. Sima Guang's knowledge and ability are clear to us, me and you. You wouldn't say that he was not good at learning, but if you said so today, then I will also make a statement here, Sima Guang can not go, then ...... Please Mr. Sima go in person!" Liu Yan not only didn't give Sima Hui face, but even Huang Chengyan felt like he had been stripped off a layer of skin, and his face hurt hotly!

He couldn't help but look at Xu Shu who was silent on the side with a look for help: "Brother Yuanzhi, look at this matter...... Can't you just be accommodating, and you have to be so unsparing?"

"Ahem...... The things that Her Royal Highness the eldest princess has decided, no one can change. Sima Guang has qualifications and experience, and is the right person. Xu Shu didn't need to look at Liu Yan's face at all, he knew that if he opened his mouth to intercede for Sima Guang at this time, he was afraid that it would have the opposite effect, and Sima Guang's future situation would be even worse. Maybe the apprentice is just waiting for herself to speak, so that she can expand the impact area.

"That's right, that's what I consulted with you. If you go back and tell Mr. Sima, just say that the palace said that Sima Guang entered Shu, and he will come back after three or five years, and he will not let him stay for a lifetime, so the old man doesn't need to worry so much. Liu Yan softened her tone: "When Mr. Sima is in the house, the palace will not go, so as not to make his old man feel guilty." ”

Listening to what he said, only Liu Yan can say it. If you are really afraid that Sima Hui has a grudge, you should visit and explain in person. Now you say that you don't want to visit, and you are sure that you want to suppress people, so why do you say those kind words?

But Liu Yan said so, Huang Chengyan smiled bitterly in addition to a bitter smile. Her Royal Highness the eldest princess's words were too hurtful, and he didn't dare to tell his old friends about it. Hey, this old friend is good at everything, but he cherishes feathers too much. Well, this time, people are about to pluck out all your feathers, and you just remember to beg for mercy, what's the use?

Huang Chengyan withdrew, Liu Yan still sat still, and said softly to Xu Shu on the side: "Teacher, do you think that I am too strict with Mr. Shuijing? He, after all, he is your best friend, and he is really old." If, I mean, if you feel the need, you can go to Sima's Mansion. ”

"No need...... If your subordinates won't go, Your Highness can rest assured. Xu Shu's tone was light, and he couldn't hear the emotion.

"Well, that's the end of it. After landing, you go to Nanyang, and I go to Xiangyang. I have already sent a letter to Li Yan, and I can't let you run in vain. Liu Yan changed the subject herself.

"The subordinates did their best, and the subordinates retired. Xu Shu got up and prepared to leave.

"Teacher, since you don't ask me why at this time, then I will assume that you understand. You know, the last thing I want is for us to have unnecessary disagreement. Even if the rift is already there, I don't want it to get bigger and bigger. As long as you ask, I will definitely tell you about the Sima family. Liu Yan felt that her emotions were a little unstable, closed her eyes, and tried her best to control herself: "This palace has no good impression of the family, but it is not a generalization. ”

"Even if I asked, you told me, what can you change? You will still do this, what is the difference between me asking and not asking?" Xu Shu did not turn to leave, but he did not look up at Liu Yan, but looked down at his toes, his voice was very soft, but Liu Yan heard the emotions inside, at least, the teacher changed his name.

"It makes no difference, the Sima family, and other families that I feel are threatening, I will not tolerate them. Liu Yan said domineeringly, but her heart was relieved. What she is most afraid of is that the teacher will lose his temper and leave as soon as he flicks his sleeves and leaves, then she will really hurt her nerves.

"As long as you know what you're doing, I don't think I need to stay here anymore. Xu Shu seemed to have let go of the burden: "Your Highness, as your teacher, I can't teach you anything anymore, and as your subordinate, I can't help much." If all goes well, allow me to bid you farewell. ”

"For the sake of the Sima family, do you want to ask me to resign?" Liu Yan only felt that her brain hurt as if it was about to explode, her eyes were red, and tears flowed down naturally: "I hate Sima Hui! I hate my father who was killed by me! I hate them! It's because they all forced me to die! Teacher, you are the person I trust the most, and the person I once thought I could entrust everything would leave me for them! I ...... I...... Okay, you go! The door is over there, I won't stop it!"

"You said your father was going to force you to die, so you killed him. Why did De Cao force you to die? You want to hate him so much? Even if he has some fame and fame, and some pretentious, it is because he has this capital! If you treat him like this, aren't you afraid that others will say that you are ungrateful!" Xu Shu finally turned his emotions into interrogation.

He really couldn't understand why the apprentice was like this. Sima Hui once supported her when she was at her end, helping her quickly establish her reputation and make them master and apprentice. This is a great kindness, how can an apprentice be ungrateful to such an extent! Is this still his apprentice? How can he mingle in the circle of Jingzhou after being called a teacher? How can he have the face to meet his old friend and his old friend's protégé?

"I said, I'll tell you if you ask, and of course I'll tell you. Liu Yan burst into tears, but her voice was not choked at all: "I don't deny that Mr. Shui Jing has helped me and has great kindness to me. But no matter how great this kindness is, it can't be used to kidnap my life. I have nothing, only in this life, this life is my own, I want it to always belong to me! Mr. Shuijing wants, I naturally can't give it, what do you say?"

"When will he ......" Xu Shu was stunned.

"There are some things I didn't want to tell you. I wish you never knew. However, these things are nothing compared to the fact that you are leaving me. Anyway, I've already experienced all the humiliating things. The tears on her face hadn't dried yet, but Liu Yan smiled bitterly: "The rejection of the marriage proposal is the end of this matter and a turning point." ”

"......" Hearing the word proposal, Xu Shu swallowed back what he wanted to say. The experience was so shocking.

"That's why I mustered all the courage to propose to you. It's because you're the only one in the world who can marry me, the only one. At this moment, when talking about such a topic, Liu Yan did not blush, nor was she excited, so calm that she was surprised by herself, probably because she was too desperate, so there were no waves.

"Back then, I was sixteen years old, and if I didn't marry, I would face the end of being escorted into Xu Du by a holy decree of Cao Thief, not to mention that I was unwilling, and Mr. Shui Jing was unwilling. Probably only you will think that as long as I get married, anyone, as long as it is not you, will be happy. Liu Yan said as she walked towards Xu Shu, step by step.

Xu Shu subconsciously denied: "I never thought about it like this. But, what does that have to do with your hatred of Tak Cao?"

"Mr. Shui Jing said that my husband must be from Jingzhou, and he and his circle must approve it. Tell me, who else can I choose besides you? Among my peers, who can withstand the pressure of Mr. Shui Jing, or the pressure from the court of Xu Du? Mr. Shui Jing even forced me by kneeling down to me and using such actions as raising clan allegiance. In that situation, in that environment, what is the difference between doing this and forcing me to death?!" Liu Yan finally said all the grievances that had always existed in her heart:

"Of course, I hadn't proposed to you yet, and I still have your hope. But what happened next made me too desperate. Thinking about it, only the dead are the safest and most suitable, I can't marry you, I can only marry the dead, the dead won't refuse me, the identity of the surviving person has brought me a lot of convenience, and it's worth paying a little price. ”

Xu Shu was dumbfounded, and the words of the disciple brought him an impact no less than that of a ten-magnitude earthquake, which confused his thoughts. He can't think of anything now, he can't say anything. However, the apprentice's words continued.

"Maybe Mr. Shui Jing didn't think that I could be a Jingzhou pastor, and then I became a princess. So he only thought he was a charcoal in the snow. But then everything went sour. He wants to control my marriage, and by the way, control me, but who am I! What does it matter if there is one more thing and one less thing that pokes the backbone, anyway, that's what I did, and no one else can do anything to me except you, right?" Speaking of this, Liu Yan was actually happy, as if she had thought of something interesting.

Xu Shu didn't understand why she could still laugh, it turned out that the things that made her feel funny should have cried for him. Because Liu Yan was still talking, there was no sign of closing the chatterbox.

"I thought I wouldn't be able to live if you refused to marry me. Later it turned out that there was actually a solution. Now you say you're going to resign, and I'm very uncomfortable, really, so hard. But I also know that there is no way I can change your decision. It couldn't be done back then, and it can't be done now. After you're gone, I think I'll find a way to live. Liu Yan lowered her head: "Let's go, I won't send it." ”

Xu Shu felt that if she really left at this time, this girl would really not do anything. The next day, I went on the road as usual, and returned to Xiangyang for a meeting to report it, and the matter was over. After that, he didn't dare to think about how she would "self-digest" this matter.

How deep the pit left in Liu Yan's heart by what happened in the past, how deep the same pit in Xu Shu's heart is. At this time, where is it possible for him to walk away. Fang Cai was angry and said that he wanted to resign, but in fact, he was just acting rashly. There was no way for him to watch his apprentice do something ungrateful, and then be ridiculed by others afterwards.

However, after listening to the apprentice's complaint, he really couldn't move. Before he heard it, he warned himself not to listen, because the lessons of history told him that after listening to the apprentice's reasons, he would definitely be soft-hearted and fall to her. But the result is so weak. He was again persuaded by her "reason".

There is no way, the reason for the futile is too "bloody". He couldn't help but consider whether the consequences of his impulse were something she could afford. Xu Shu felt that he could think of this problem at this time, which also showed that he was hopeless, and it was impossible for him to cut off with the apprentice anymore.

He even began to think about whether the ending would have been better than if he had softened his heart at that time, agreed to the request of the apprentice, and made a fake couple with her, would the ending be better than now? This thought startled Xu Shu, how could he have such a thought? Really damn it, if he could have thought like this, where would today's situation still happen! He must not have the slightest idea of exceeding the rules, otherwise he will be thundered by the sky!

Xu Shu's face was unprecedentedly ugly, and he really didn't leave or stay. The two feet seemed to have taken root on the ground, and the head seemed to be pressed against the neck, and the thousand stones could not be lifted.

Liu Yan was so close to the teacher at this time that she could reach out and grab his clothes, but she didn't do so. She was afraid that she would not be able to keep the teacher by reaching out her hand, and as a result, she would not be able to grasp anything.

However, she didn't feel like Xu Shu couldn't lift her head. On the contrary, from the moment she walked towards him, her eyes never took off his face. She looked at him almost with an urgent gaze. She wanted every word she said to be imprinted in his head and listened to by him. Because of these words, she would never say them a second time.

As a result, she was disappointed, and the teacher did not look up at her from beginning to end. He kept looking down at the ground, as if a flower could grow on the flat ground. Then, she was deflated again. This ending is the same as the last time she proposed, she failed again.

Liu Yan, who lost her courage, turned her back after saying the words "go well, don't send it", walked back to her position quickly, but did not turn around and sit down, but kept standing there, as if she had been immobilized. As a result, the two of them just stood all the time, becoming two statues.

After a long time, the voice of the guard came from outside the door: "Your Highness, the ship has arrived in the middle of the lake, do you want to come out and have a look?"

A word woke up the person in the dream, Liu Yan almost couldn't wait to turn around: "Of course you have to see!" Saying that, regardless of Xu Shu's presence, she walked out in a hurry, stopped when she passed by Xu Shu's side, and then ran out in three steps and two steps regardless of her demeanor.

Xu Shu waited for her to leave before she breathed a sigh of relief as if she was looking forward to a prisoner who had been released from prison, and finally passed this hurdle. With a futile personality, sleep tonight and wake up tomorrow with nothing!

But after thinking about it again, he began to smile bitterly again, and he fell in love with her again. De Cao is really hopeless this time. According to the disciple, although she didn't break him into pieces, at least she had executed him several times in her heart.

Thinking about the section where the apprentice proposed to him back then, Xu Shu himself hated Sima Hui a little. If it weren't for what you said so explicitly, how could the disciple have made up his mind to propose to himself? The disciple was completely forced and frightened, and there was really no way to do it. That's a marriage proposal and a cry for help!