How he came out of that home full of sadness, Zhou Can doesn't remember very well. He wanted to know where she was working, and her sister pulled out a letter she had written home. Her words are fresh and fresh, like flowing water, and at the turning point, she is strong and powerful, just like herself, fresh and beautiful, soft on the outside and rigid on the inside.

She said that she was very good, and her words were all about her family, encouraging her sister to study hard, caring about her father, and comforting her mother.

He copied down her address and wanted to write to her, but he thought that what he should say, would it arouse her sadness more and more, and she encouraged her sister to let her sister fulfill her unfulfilled dream?

And now he is more worried about what will happen to her in the future, this worry is out of the friendship between classmates and friends, and even more out of regret for this excellent girl. This state of mind is complex and indescribable, with a little bit of loss, with the shallow melancholy of youth.

Zijun has really been bad for a while in the past half a month. Although I knew that I would not be able to go to school before, after all, it was still summer vacation, and I had dreamed that one day a miracle would come to my father. Now with the arrival of September, if there were some thoughts of escaping before, this moment can be regarded as really facing the reality that you really can't study anymore. Thinking of that agreement, and thinking of that sunny boy, who had been swaggering in her dreams lately, those feelings that she could not deceive herself, that boy, how much she wanted to go with him all the way!

Although she didn't think so deep and far, she didn't think about it in the name of love, but the feeling of liking was real. And this feeling will also fade or bury deep in their hearts as they get farther and farther apart.

I am always unwilling in my heart, after the pain, after crying, I still pick up the book again, let those inferiority complexes and cowardice hell with it, when I meet again one day, I can still compare with you, this is the arrogance of her Chen Zijun.

There are still ten days before the National Day, and there are a lot of things in the factory recently, and I have to work overtime until 90 o'clock every night.

"Alas, if this continues, this girl will become a withered flower. Yao Zi leaned over and whispered in Zijun's ear.

"It's still fresh, don't worry. Zijun quipped, after figuring out certain things, people have become more positive, and there is no way to change the reality, so they have to work harder to live.

"Where to go to play on National Day?" "No matter how busy you are, you can always have one day or two days off, right? Everyone is looking forward to it, no matter how good the day is.

"Don't go anywhere, rest for two days. "I always go out to play like this, and I have to spend a little bit if I don't spend money, Zijun thought about the situation at home and decided not to go out. It's better to read a book on the lawn near the company, because I've been busy with work recently, and the time to read a book has been reduced from two hours a day to only half an hour. After all, it is to learn new knowledge, and there is no teacher to explain, everything has to rely on one's own comprehension and experience, which is simply not enough time.

"You're so boring. Yao Zi began to speed up the movements of his hands again, chatting still has some impact on speed, staying up so late every day, it is not cost-effective not to take a few more yuan. Zijun smiled helplessly and said no more. The two of them calmed down for a while and did a lot, seeing that they were only going to get off work in two minutes, but there was a noise on the other side, and many workers would stop what they were doing and look at their necks, and many people had already left their posts and gone there. But a female worker fainted in the workshop without warning, and when Zijun and the two passed, they had already been helped and sent to the infirmary.

"What's the matter, it's not so busy that you want to faint, right?" Yao Zi looked curious, and also squeezed into the middle of the crowd.

"I guess I'm sick. ”

"Well, I've lost a few pounds since I came here. Ah Zi touched his face and felt sorry for himself.

"I also feel like I'm losing weight again. Zijun also touched his face, and the previous goose egg face had completely turned into a melon seed face. On the small face with a big palm, the eyes are big and bright. But his face is not good, pale, bloodless, which makes people feel pity.

"Zijun, I regret it. ”

"Huh?" Zijun didn't know why.

"I used to think that reading was the most painful thing in the world, but now I know that there is more painful thing. ”

Zijun was amused by her mournful tone, "So what?"

"Well, forget it, I still don't like to read either. ”

Zijun couldn't understand why someone wouldn't like to read, and she wanted to but couldn't. For a moment, silence spread.

"I noticed that she was not normal. A voice came from the crowd.

"Well, let's hear it, what's an abnormal law?" The eager and curious female voice was also of the same age.

"I'll just tell you, don't say I said it. ”

"Say it, say it!"

"I found out that she has been nauseous and retching every morning recently, and there is nothing we don't know about in our dormitory, and when I asked her, she said that she had eaten a bad stomach. ”

Sure enough, it was a very familiar person, and he made the appearance of wanting to suppress his voice, but he made it clear to everyone present.

"In my opinion, it's not that I have a bad stomach, but that I have something in my stomach. His voice rose slightly because of excitement, as if he wanted to suppress it and couldn't help but spray thin, and he couldn't help but laugh a few times after he finished speaking.

"Hmph, I see that she is still pretending to be tall, making herself look like a peacock, isn't it just to hang Xiaokai. ”

There are a lot of beautiful girls in this factory, and I don't know how many of them have been broken. "This is a woman in her thirties, with a pointed chin and hanging eyes, and she looks snarky at first glance.

"You accumulate virtue, don't talk about other people's little girls like that. "Finally a kind voice appeared.

"This is why we don't accumulate virtue, it's that she doesn't accumulate virtue, she doesn't love herself, she can do it, and we are not allowed to say it, what kind of world is this? The bitter woman retorted, her voice amplified.

"That's it, that's it, it's wearing work clothes and wearing lipstick, wearing perfume, dressed like a goblin, and it's not out to stand on the street, who is dressed up. The other voice said again, and laughed non-stop after speaking, causing everyone around to laugh too.

"Let's go, let's go, what are you arguing about here after work. The supervisor's voice spread from outside the crowd, and everyone had to disperse, in groups of three or five, some were still whispering in private, Zijun and Ah Zi followed behind, listening to it still gloating, this matter has not yet been decided, so it spread so loudly, how else is this girl a person?