Liu Yan thought that she had just had a dream, and when she woke up from the dream, the bedroom was still the same bedroom, the bed was still the same bed, the maids were still the same group of maids, and her father was still the same father.

This is Xinye, this is the backyard of General Zuo's Mansion, and this is home. Liu Yan sat on the bed, but she didn't have any sense of security in her heart. All that came to mind was the dark and damp cellar, the vicious soldiers, and the fierce man.

Yes, I am the concubine of General Liu Bei, but I am a redundant burden, and my parents can't see me at a critical moment of survival, let alone the soldiers under my father.

It was the two people in this family who threw themselves and my little sister on the side of the road, and I watched them disappear. Left behind two little orphans and a carriage without horses.

That's right, this qiē is not a dream, they and they have all happened. And I, after suffering and humiliation, ended up with hatred and returned to this place.

In those dark days, I prayed every day, praying for the damnation of those who abandoned themselves and their sisters, of those who did nothing to be indifferent to the bullying and torment of their exiles in a foreign land.

However, no, my mother abandoned us for the sake of my brother, but she didn't live long. Soon the father had a new wife, a new world. As my father's power grew, my torture grew.

Glad that I never forgot this, Liu Yan took a deep breath, stabilized her mind, and instructed the maid outside: "Go and see if the second lady is asleep?"

Sister, the only relative that Liu Yan recognized in this world. "I will protect you from suffering like that again. No matter who it is, it's not allowed!" Liu Yan read silently, closing her eyes and waiting for the news.

The maid soon came back to report that the second lady had not slept yet, and was waiting for the young lady to pass. I think of my sister's round apple face, and the two pear vortices that are revealed when I smile. Liu Yan's people relaxed.

The maid was really relieved to see the young lady smile. A few days ago in the morning, the young lady had woken up with a change of temperament, which had frightened her for a time. It's better now, but it's very different from before. Strict, indifferent, and silent.

But as long as she opens the door and goes out to face Madame or Second Miss, she will turn back into the innocent and lovely young lady she used to be. Especially with the second lady, the two have been almost inseparable these days. No, you have to sleep together at night.

The sisters' rooms were very close, and it took a few moments to reach the door. When the maid saw that the eldest lady was coming, she hurriedly stepped forward to salute and open the door. Liu Yan walked straight in. hugged the little girl who flew towards her.

"Sister, why are you so slow, I'm sleepy. The girl in her arms kept rubbing in her arms like a coquette. Liu Yan put one hand on her shoulder and patted her back with the other: "Qiao'er is good, my sister is wrong, my sister will not compensate you." ”

Liu Qiao immediately smiled when she heard this: "If you are wrong, you will admit punishment, and punish my sister to sing to me until I fall asleep!" "Okay, I'll sing to you until you fall asleep." Liu Yan gently hugged her sister, pretending to inadvertently lower her head and rubbed her shoulder.

At that time, my sister had a high fever and was delirious, and she had nothing to do, so she hugged her sister and cried, and her sister's faint voice sounded in her ears: "My sister sings to me until I fall asleep." ”

Her sister, beautiful and lovely, was right in front of her, forever closing her eyes in her singing. Hugging this little body again, feeling her warmth, tears falling uncontrollably. No, you can't cry. Tears are a symbol of weakness, and I must not be weak!

Before dawn the next day, Liu Yan's biological clock woke up from her dream, feeling that there were people around her, and when she turned her head, she saw that her sister's little head was pillowed on her shoulder. The beating heart gradually calmed down.

Got out of bed lightly, bypassed the screen, and the maid outside waited with her clothes in hand. Seeing the eldest lady come out, he immediately helped her wash and change her clothes lightly, and went out after getting dressed neatly.

Since this has been the case every day these days, the maids have become accustomed to it. She followed her all the way to her room, her steps were slow, and the maids walked slowly behind her.

It's still early, and you can still see the shadow of the morning star and the waning moon. Liu Yan paced slowly, breathing in the slightly cold air of the morning, looking up at the dark and dreary sky, a voice lingering in her head, constantly telling herself that staying here could only lead to a dead end.

These days, I've been thinking about my own way out, staying here, and the future is predictable. It won't be long before Prime Minister Cao Cheng will go south, and that person will follow him south, remembering the man who took himself as a trophy.

Liu Yan couldn't help but tremble, those days of humiliation and torture, those days of despair but unable to die. Liu Yan swore that not to mention that God gave her another life, even if she was given ten lifetimes, she couldn't forget it.

In order to avoid living like this again, in order to save the fate of herself and her sister, she must leave here with her sister as soon as possible and leave this ghost place, Liu Yan secretly decided.

However, as a weak woman with no longevity, it is not easy to survive in this troubled world. Liu Yan deeply remembers that before their family came to Xinye, they fled all the way and almost got separated several times.

After arriving in Xinye, she lived a relatively stable life, at least she and her sister had their own rooms and maids. Her father, known as the state pastor, was a general. In fact, it is a dish in the eyes of others, and the weak soldiers are outnumbered, and whoever attacks them will only have the life of running away.

I still remember the man who captured her, and looked at her with the eyes of an ant: "Don't say it's you, even if it's your father, it's just a merit in my eyes, count him fast, otherwise I will kill him with a knife!"

Liu Yan smirked, this is her father, who is strong inside and outside, and has a soft persimmon-like appearance. But he still has a heart of stone. Liu Yan will never forget that when her mother separated from their sisters in tears, holding her younger brother and taking advantage of the carriage to go against them, she also cried that she and her sister's lives were miserable, she was a daughter, if it was a son, her mother would not abandon them.

But in the blink of an eye, when the man sued her, they found the bodies of Mrs. Gan and Mi, but they did not find her brother. Liu Yan suddenly had a feeling of retribution from heaven.

Mother, this is what happened to you when you abandoned us, they all say that blood is thicker than water, and we and my brother are all flesh that fell from you, but at that moment, only my brother is the family, and my sister and I are just strangers.