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Chen Shi didn't notice my uneasiness, closed his eyes and held my mouth, still very focused.

I could only accept it patiently, and suddenly I felt that I couldn't enjoy it at all.

I love Chen Zhi, and I only love him alone, and I will think of Xu Yi definitely because I saw him today, and no one can be so generous when nothing happened, so now even if I clearly know who this man who is making out with me is, I still can't help but have a feeling that others are watching me, which is very uncomfortable.

I didn't put the sheet into it, but later Chen Shi still felt it, he hurriedly ended, took me in his arms and kissed my nose and ears one by one, "What's wrong?"

I shook my head and laughed, laughing absent-mindedly.

How can I tell him that telling this kind of thing is definitely not a confession but a death, and it should be good to conceal it properly.

"I'm just tired, I'll go take a shower. ”

I tried to get up from the bed, and as soon as I moved, I felt something flow out of my body, and my face turned red as soon as I brushed it.

Chen Shi smiled and scratched my nose, "I'll come." ”

He parted my legs and wiped them with a tissue, and I felt embarrassed and tilted my head to the side. It's been together for so long, it seems to be the first time that this kind of thing has happened, Chen Shi has seen me like this before, I don't know, when I was together, I was made by him and didn't have the energy to pay attention to these at all, okay.

I couldn't help but tilt my head to look at him and see his serious ascetic look.

To be honest, it's so handsome and good-looking.

I was immersed in the nymphomaniac of Chen Zhi and almost forgot about being shy, but in the next second, Xu Yi's face suddenly appeared in my mind. I wrapped myself in a sheet and ran to the bathroom.

Afterwards, I explained to Chen Shi that because he was too shy, he kept smiling at me and didn't take it to heart.

But I was very concerned, I thought I was really sick.

Later, I really went to see a psychiatrist, and there are some things that I can still see, and there is nothing wrong with going to the doctor when I feel that my condition is not good.

The doctor, too, is a complete stranger, although he doesn't have too many concerns about talking about private matters. I confessed my situation.

To put it simply, I have recently started to feel anxious about the fact that I once had a relationship with Xu Yi. It's hard to describe, and in the simplest and most cheesy way to describe it, it's that I can't concentrate on rolling the sheets with the old ones.

Of course, I also know that I love and love Chen.

The psychiatrist said that since I didn't have this anxiety for a long time, the reason for this feeling was related to my recent life. She thinks I'm too nervous right now, and because I'm overloaded every day.

The treatment, in addition to talking to her to relieve her emotions, is to exercise more.

I don't know the bottom of my heart but still actively change, first discussed with Mr. Bi about one day off a week, and then reduced the time to go to work every day, and went to run and exercise when I had time, I didn't know if it was useful, I worked hard, but I was still in a state of nervousness and anxiety when I faced the needs of Chen Shi to roll the sheets.

After half a month, Xu Yi appeared in the izakaya again, he made a special trip to ridicule me, and it was naïve in two words. With the last experience, I specifically avoided him, but he asked me to go in to serve, and this time with his little girlfriend, I really let me wait inside for him to order.

I didn't say anything, just treated him like an ordinary guest, and the etiquette was not bad, but in fact it was really physically and mentally exhausting.

Xu Yi came to our store and others didn't know that Rarity also knew, but he was very generous and asked Rarity directly about my current situation. Rarity also knows everything about who made him a black-bellied GAY, and in his words, he really wants to see what Xu Yi plans to do.

But I don't want to, I thought about resigning for a while, but after hesitating, I still gave up this plan, Chen Shi's lawsuit is completely over, and there will be a press conference at the end of the month, and then a new single will be released. The biggest problem with my resignation now is not money, but Chen Shi's meticulous mind, he will definitely worry that something has happened to me.

He was worried about me, so he couldn't concentrate on his own business, which was the last thing I wanted.

Rarity gave up gossip for a while, I don't know what he did to get Xu Yi to stop coming to the store, and of course, Rarity didn't know that I was going to have an anxiety attack right now. Later, Xu Yi didn't appear, but his absence doesn't mean that the previous things can be written off, my situation is more serious, and the doctor has no direct method, or I still have to adjust it a little bit by myself.

In a blink of an eye, at the end of the month, Chen Shi has already begun to prepare for the press conference, he does not have an agent, and Rarity is here to help with this matter, but Rarity has other jobs, and there is not much that can really help, and many things have to be explored by the two of us little by little.

For Chen Shi, there is a lot of pressure and anticipation, I can understand his mood, he is born to belong to the stage, but saying goodbye to the stage and the flash for too long, when facing those cameras again, there will definitely be discomfort, a few times I got off work early and saw Chen Shi practicing in front of the mirror. I watched snuckly from the side, not bothering him.

Chen Shi practiced smiling in the mirror over and over again. In fact, he is not a person who loves to laugh, I used to think that he always likes to be handsome and cool, and after getting along for a long time, I realized that it was just because he was introverted and shy, but the most taboo thing about being an artist is introversion, Chen Zhi must let go of himself.

When he turned his head, he saw me, pursed his lips and smiled, a little shy. I laughed at him, he said he was going to punish me, he ran over and hugged me around the house, I also put my arms around his neck and felt very happy, but when he kissed me, I started to get nervous and uncomfortable.

I clapped Chen Shi's hand away, "Let's go shopping." ”

"Huh?" Chen Shi looked at me in surprise, he used to offer to go out with me, but I didn't agree, for fear of being photographed by reporters, this is the first time I took the initiative to go out with Chen Shi, he seemed very happy, "What's wrong today?"

I hugged him, "In two days' press conference, I'll accompany you to buy a few new clothes, my husband is so handsome, he must dress up." ”

"Good. ”

Chen Shi agreed, but he still kissed me with his eyes closed, and I kept telling myself in my heart not to be nervous, not to be nervous, the person who kissed me was Chen Shi, and even then I still couldn't really focus.

Chen Shi and I really haven't gone shopping together for a long time, and even when we were together a few years ago, we didn't have the time and opportunity to go shopping. The only time I bought him clothes was in Japan.

There's another reason why I want to come out with him today, Rarity and I talked about the press conference, and after the press conference, Chen Zhi will be ready to make a comeback, so I think he is about to return to the public attention, and then I can't walk the street with him openly, and Chen Shi can't stand any negative press now. Rarity prepares me for maybe a few years from now.

The worst plan is to return to a life of gathering less and leaving more.

Even if one day we can really stand side by side in front of everyone, falling in love with a star is different from ordinary people, our love may never be a matter of two people, and there will be many tests to be accepted in the future.

And Chen Zhi never intended me to be a shadow behind him, he said that he would find an opportunity to make our relationship public, he was not afraid of any repercussions, and I happily agreed to him, but this was all superficial, I had already agreed with Rarity's words, and decided to live silently behind Chen Shi.

This time, I am afraid, for the last time in a long time, we had the opportunity to walk hand in hand on the street.

We didn't go to very big brand stores, we went to some brands that ordinary young people like, Chen Zhichang is good-looking, and his figure is also a typical hanger, I picked out a lot of clothes for him to try on for me to show one by one. Chen Shi felt very troublesome at first, but later agreed to me. And I just sat outside and waited to see Chen's fashion show.

In fact, he really looks good in every outfit. I said I really regretted that I didn't often pull him out to go shopping before, I felt like I was at a loss, obviously my boyfriend was so handsome, but I didn't appreciate it properly.

Chen Shi said that we will have many opportunities in the future.

I smiled and said yes, yes, but I was a little lonely in my heart.

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