Chapter 987: First Step 387
It's so simple and clear, why do I keep correlating, so explaining? Define things with labels, and then just focus on labels.
Too many things can distract me, too many things can make me afraid, as if I can live well as long as I don't kill myself. Fear, on the other hand, has been pushing me to live a better life as long as I resolve the fear in my head.
From a small fear, to a big fear, to some inexplicable fear, in short, I didn't get a moment of peace at all driven by fear. Once you have gained tranquility, once you stop, you will find that your words and actions are completely crazy.
And fear is that even if I know that all this is crazy, I still can't get rid of it, and I am still just driven by fear. How terrible those futures are, as if they don't get this now, if they don't get that, they will die in the future.
Although I would say that it is not so exaggerated, I think so in my words and deeds.
Everyone knows that fear is just a story that I make up, and then I am still driven by fear, whether it is for myself or for my children, endless fear is always spurring me.
Wouldn't you be tired? always grasping self-definition, always holding on to the character and not letting go, fear is too intimidating and too powerful.
I don't know how long this will last, and I don't want to know. All kinds of things are pulling at me, and all kinds of entertainment seem to be for sleep. And that knowledge keeps me away from the truth.
It's as if more knowledge can get closer to the truth, nonsense.
When I pay attention to literature, geography and so on, I already work on the elements of the picture, rather than jumping out of the picture.
Knowledge is nothing but a contrived thing, the result of associating elements of a picture. How many of these things are there? Can you learn them in a lifetime?
When I was in elementary school, I would always explain the difference between "discovery" and "invention", one is that the world itself exists but has never been known, and the other is created out of nothing.
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I found out that there was a tree here, and I said that it was, and I invented this tree.
I invented that the tree still exists when I can't see it, I invented that it is real when I see it, I invented that there is air and the world where I can't see it, I invented time where I can't see it......
This illusion comes from the fact that when I saw it a second time, things were going to be very much in line with all of the above inventions.
Like, here's a tree. When I slept a little, the next day I found that there was still a tree here, the same tree I saw yesterday. So, I would claim that the tree was still there while I slept.
Then I observed the tree every day, green in summer, yellow in autumn, and withered in winter, so I declared that the leaves of this tree would change throughout the year. Continue to deduce various patterns about the growth of trees and the change of branches and leaves with the seasons.
Assuming the existence of time is only a guess, and assuming the existence of objective things is still a reasonable guess. Unfortunately, no matter how plausible, no matter how many phenomena can be explained, speculation is speculation.
If aliens manipulate my memories and forge all kinds of photos, notes, books, and all the same thing. In this way, will I trust the memories in my head directly?
Of course, it can also be said that whether there are aliens or not, whether there are people manipulating my memories, these are the things that I perceive in front of me. Since I can only perceive these, for me, these are real.
See, this is fear.
It's clever to avoid the topic of whether I exist or not, if I'm just a character in a dream, would it still matter about the character's success, career, moral traditions?
To take all this as real is to say that what to do so much is not to eat or to make money. This is fear, the bewitching woman hidden in the depths.
True, this idea of aliens really doesn't make sense. Just as the falsehood itself is deliberately created, the character of Yuan Changwen is deliberately deceptive. Treating all of this as true is what it really means.
However, I didn't enjoy the world, and I didn't enjoy my role as Yuan Changwen. Infinity is the existence of no characters, no feet, and a series of binary elements such as walking, chatting, kicking, joy, anger, sorrow, etc., cannot exist in infinity.
If someone is enjoying all this, then there is no need to say anything at all. The point is, I'm just a lamb driven by fear. didn't enjoy the world, and completely lived up to the original intention of deliberately creating the role of Yuan Changwen.
Of course, it is also possible to deliberately want this counter-current, to want this kind of trembling in fear.
Nothing binds me, I'm free regardless of the role. Because the character is just a picture element, it was the whole deception that made me mistakenly think that I was the character of Yuan Changwen. So no matter what happens, in the end it is perfect, it is all grateful, and it is all worth celebrating.
No one will get hurt, no one will succeed, no matter whether the character is killed or not, it is just a performance in the limitations, it is just the presentation of picture elements.
Killing is a highly irrational act and the most pointless of acts. If you take the killing as your own talking point, as a thing to enrich the character's attributes, it is very meaningful. It's like someone likes math, someone likes astronomy, someone likes to talk about distortions in their heads, it's all the same.
The character of Yuan Changwen is not necessarily a good person, nor will he be a good person, nor will he have any heavenly punishment because of a bad person. In fact, it doesn't matter what the character is, because there is no one in this world at all, and this world does not exist.
Those distortions in the mind are only to enrich the reality of the world, so many theories and ideas will appear. Actually, it's nothing at all, it's just a human distortion.
Who is qualified to judge, and who can stop it?
Will the presentation of picture elements change because of thinking?
Unfortunately, you should not fear me, let alone deceive me. I don't know why, I suddenly began to hate you, even if the existence of this world is full of meanings, I will kill you.
The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, so don't be arrogant under my banner. There is no reason to talk about it, and if it did, then I should have stopped a long time ago.
Madman, what's the point?
I can clearly see that my family is still influencing me, hell. I never felt how important my family was, but it influenced me all the time. And the plan for the future, oh my God, this kind of thing is still arrogant in my head.
It's like I have to plan for the future so that I can live responsibly.
It's funny, fear is fear, and what responsibility is there to talk about.