Chapter 239: Memories Vignette Twenty-one

"His "Stupidity"——

He, a very ordinary-looking man, is characterized by being "stupid". Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

When he first arrived in our group, he made the machine "naughty", and there was an endless stream of scrap. At that time, I thought that this is usually the case for newcomers, and I was also when I first arrived, so there was nothing strange.

Time flies, he is a rare employee who stays and does not leave. Generally, newcomers can't stay for a few days, and they can't endure hardship. In this way, he is a man who can endure hardship.

I arrived earlier than him, so I can also endure hardships, quack! But he is even more terrifying than me, and he asks the team leader to let him drive four or five machines every day, which is a very large workload, and there is almost no time to stop. So, his move made some people think he was stupid.

Later, he even told the team leader that if his salary was not the most among the new employees in the group, he would quit or tell the boss......

The reason is obvious, he drove so many machines to catch up with production, just to exceed the planned output set by the team leader. Indeed, he really did it, and he overfulfilled the amount of each product. However, the requirement that the salary must be 3,500 yuan is a fantasy. So, some people say he's stupid.

At the time, I thought he was a bit silly. Also, I work so hard at work, I don't see anyone when I get off work, and I don't turn off the lights. For this, I kind of despise him.

To this day, he knows that my family grows vegetables, so he wants me to bring him a few catties of vegetables every morning, and then give me the money on the day of my salary. Where can I bring him food? I wake up in the morning and rush to work, so how can I have time to go to the vegetable patch? I told him the reason why I couldn't do it.

He said he could also accept the dish he had cut the night before. I really don't understand why he just asked me to bring him food.

Soon after, he said that his wife was pregnant, and he was worried that it would not be safe for his wife to go to the street to buy groceries. After listening to his words, I was first surprised, then moved!

He looks about the same age as me, but he has a wife, and he's about to become a father! Touched by the fact that we were all wrong! He works so hard that he wants to get a salary of 3,500 yuan just because of family needs. It's not easy to support a family alone!

I quickly disappeared after work every day, just because there was desperate motivation and love expectations at home. Also, worrying that his wife is not safe to buy groceries on the street is a trait that a man should have. He's such a good man!

Is he stupid? Look at myself, I seem to be really stupid......

"Only Sense" -

Philosophically, there are two major schools: materialism and idealism. Both have their own advantages and disadvantages, and they are the spiritual power that promotes the development of the world and the spiritual wealth of mankind in the world. Which do I love more?

I remember when I first came into contact with philosophy in high school, I had to think about a question: does matter determine consciousness, or does consciousness determine matter? Some people choose matter to determine consciousness, and some choose consciousness to determine matter, but I hesitate because I feel that both seem to be right and not right. Later, according to the mainstream of dialectical materialism, which my teacher pointed out, I could only believe that matter determines consciousness.

As my feelings grew stronger, I rethought the hesitation of that year.

"Matter determines consciousness" is more widely agreed, if there is no such thing, how can there be the consciousness of this thing? However, there are many people who support that "consciousness determines matter", and if there is no consciousness, then how can we know that this thing exists? Therefore, I can't be biased towards one of them in my heart, so I became a semi-materialistic and semi-idealistic sentimentist.

Sentimentalism was drawn out by myself in thinking too much. Even if it is a theory that is not accepted by the world or is criticized by others, I will protect it because it is my precious spiritual wealth.

Sensation refers to the sensation that arises under the condition of the coexistence of real matter and illusory consciousness. The senses here are divided into the primary senses and the secondary senses, the primary senses refer to the psychological level, and the secondary senses refer to the sensory level. Truth is also divided into primary truth and sub-reality. The main reality refers to the reality of the existence of conscious matter, and the sub-reality refers to the sub-reality that consciousness forms close to the real substance through illusory imagination. Huhu, it seems that there are only so many explanations at present, and there is no expansion and filling of loopholes. Let's get better with your feelings!

Because I love feelings, I only feel them. Follow your feelings, it's easy to break through, and it's easy to get lost. How do you find the meaning of life in your feelings......?

I am a sensory body. I have a variety of emotions derived from joy, anger and sorrow, and sometimes I can even be a little perverted! However, the feeling is strengthening me, and I am also enriching the feeling.

Between materialism and idealism, there is dualism. But my sensibility is not dualism, because dualism of matter and consciousness are completely opposed, while the matter and consciousness of self-sensitism are interdependent. That's the small difference.

Compared with materialism and idealism, I love only feelings.

"Liar" -

I've been lying to people all along, can you believe it?

From childhood to adulthood, I have been deceived by all emotions. I'm selfish and love to trick me into what I want. Of course, I also like to use "cheating" as my umbrella.

Kind people, I deceived their conscience. Evil people, let me trick a little bit of safety. So, I fulfilled my desires, had my own space, and was able to do whatever I wanted. In the deception, he moistened the cunning behind the meekness, and gradually let the "well-behaved" slowly grow up in the hypocritical nutrition and slowly become addictive. Everything was so natural that no one knew I was lying.

The consequences of deception are often bitter. I don't believe it! I think it's sweet.

I deceived my loved ones' love, but I also deceived my freedom and gave my relatives my heart, I deceived my friends' trust, but I also deceived my body, and gave my friends my help, I deceived my lover's sincerity, but I also deceived my dreams, and gave my lover my love. Hope is just hope, deceived and really not sweet.

I really want to cheat people for the rest of my life! I cheat the love I want! But how can I be so smart? I can't fool people......

Am I stupid? Maybe I don't have talent......

In my world full of lies, there are so many dreamy bubbles that look so beautiful, but they can't stand the touch. When the bubble of the world of lies bursts together, then there will be a hurtful "rain" and a painful "wind" to bring heartache! But it doesn't matter, I believe that the sun is always there. Well, the rainbow will have.

I'm a liar, I'm deceiving people, cheating people who are willing to be deceived by me for the rest of their lives......