176 How long has it been since you sang to me?
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When Rarity said that, I almost became a rapist on this trip.
Thankfully not, but yes or no doesn't seem to matter that much.
When I hurried to his studio with a heart in my hanging, afraid that Chen Zhi would be sick and uncomfortable, I saw the picture of him staggering behind the dots and wanting to hug others.
He looked dead, I don't know if he drank too much or fainted.
Dian Dian also noticed it, and when he turned around, he was frightened and hurriedly dodged.
I pushed open the door and walked over, unscrewed the thermos bucket in my hand, and poured all the ginger soup on Chen Shi.
Expectation, disappointment, and then despair. I once thought that Chen Shi and I would not come this far, but at that moment I completely felt despair.
Chen Zhi coughed a few times, ready to get angry, and also regained his senses.
He looked at me puzzled, then turned his head to see the dots. It should have understood what kind of bastard thing he had just done, and his body shook a little.
"To the west. ”
His voice seemed to tremble as he called my name.
I looked at him with disdain, what kind of medicine, bowls, blankets, all thrown on the ground.
Let's go, this time it should be my turn to leave in a chic and neat way.
However, I was not familiar with the terrain here, and most of the lights in the office building were turned off at night, so I didn't go very far when Chen Shi caught up.
He wanted to pull me back, and at first he used a lot of force, but then, perhaps he was afraid, so he called me softly and held my hand gently. It's light, but I want him to pull his fingers together when I shake him off and walk forward.
"Interesting?" I turned and yelled at him.
"To the west. Chen Shi still called my name, his voice tinged with sickly weakness.
I looked at the clothes he was wearing, and they weren't completely soaked, they were just the kind that were wet but dry a little bit on his body, damp, and a messy wrinkle.
Well, there's the one I splashed.
It's embarrassing.
As for his people, they are actually about the same, with messy hair and blank eyes.
I don't believe this look if I really have the energy and strength to do some beastly things, and I was obviously scared by the fact that he was just like that.
I looked at Chen Shi, and Chen Shi was also looking at me. In his eyes, I saw a hint of emptiness, a hint of panic.
What was he afraid of? Afraid that I would misunderstand, or that I would know something he didn't want me to know, or that I would break up with him. To be honest, I didn't think about breaking up, and probably already felt that the two of us were destined to be together, so I was just angry and just wanted to walk away for a while. But Chen Shi refused to give me this time.
Now, the more he pushes me, the more he doesn't let go, the more tired I feel.
After a while, Chen Zhi finally moved his mouth.
He explained, "I drank too much. ”
"Got it. I smiled, then lifted his grip, "Can you let go now?"
"You're mistaken. ”
"Well, I misunderstood. So let me go. ”
Chen Zhi's temper, he couldn't let go of me and let me go. I also knew that if he really wouldn't let me go, even if I could demolish this place, he would still be just as stubborn.
I didn't bother to pay attention to him, or even bother to look at him. The two of them just stood in place, Chen Shixian couldn't help it, he got closer, opened his arms and wanted to hug me.
I dodged neatly, "Don't touch me!"
Chen Zhi was also in a hurry, but he held back. Can he bear it, today's incident really broke the bottom line between the two of us.
So he began to explain again, "I drank too much, so I thought it was you just now." Xiangxi, you believe me, okay?"
I looked up at him and closed my eyes again.
I don't know if you've ever thought about the feeling of the world turning from color to black and white in vain. That's how I feel now. In the past, the Chen Zhi I saw was colorful, vivid, and desperately born in my mind and heart.
And when I looked at him again, it was like looking at a black and white picture.
Let's say it's changed, there are still the same outlines as before, but different is different. Actually, I'm not reconciled, but unfortunately I can't do anything, I can only watch the two of us tossing and tormenting each other like this. I think Chen Shi should have the same idea as me.
Look, I know him so well. He hugged me the next time, hugged me very tightly, and would not let go no matter what, and then swore again and again that he would not do this again, and told me that we had forgotten about it and that we would have a good time in the future.
Then Chen Zhi really hugged me, he took me into his arms, and the wet piece of his body was also attached to my body. I didn't like the taste of ginger soup, but now that unique smell permeated us.
I even felt that if it weren't for that bowl of ginger soup, I wouldn't have pushed Chen Shi away.
But that's what happened in the past. I thought the smell was so disgusting that I didn't want to hear what Chen Shi said and explained. I believe it was a misunderstanding, and I believe that no matter what Chen Shi's twisted personality would not do, he would not have done that kind of thing.
What about believing?
I asked Chen Shi, "Have you ever thought about if I didn't come over today?" If that was not a little bit just now, but a girl who likes you. Have you ever thought about what will happen after that?"
Chen Shi was speechless.
I continued to ask, "Is it possible that you can get yourself drunk every time we fight?" And then, Chen Zhi, do you dare to say that you didn't want to take revenge on me at that time?
"I'm not, I really don't know. ”
"Well," I gave him a faint look, "didn't you say you were going to marry me? if I said we're married now, but you're never allowed to sing, you're not allowed to touch your guitar." How?"
With that, I laughed.
Chen Shi looked at me with a blank look in his eyes. He pursed his lips, and I stopped him before he could nod.
"Joking Chen Zhi. Do you really think I'm going to say that? So forget it, you don't believe me until now. I used to be confident that you would understand everything about me, but what happened? Do you know why I asked you that?"
Chen Shi let go of his hand and took a step back and closed his eyes.
"Because it's been a long time since I've heard you play the guitar for me face-to-face and sing a song for me. You must not know that what I fell in love with was the way you sang for me. ”
I took a step back as well, and tears fell in the blink of my eyes. The effect is similar to filming, in fact, only I understand how much pain I have.
It's been a long time since Chen Shi sang a song for me. He probably doesn't remember it clearly.
Perhaps that's why we came together in the first place, but now it's gradually moving away from the original purpose. I still hadn't thought about breaking up, I was just tired and I said, "I want to be quiet and go." ”
This time, when I turned around, Chen Shi didn't catch up.
Entering the elevator and pressing B2, the elevator door gradually closed, and Chen Shi's figure gradually disappeared. And the moment the elevator began to fall, my heart also fell into the abyss.
Later, when I got off the elevator, I cried myself into a tearful man.
That night I packed my bags and moved out of the rented house with only Dong, and I stayed in the hotel for a few more days, but it was very inconvenient to take Dong with me, and then I had to forcibly put him in Rarity's house.
When I went to find Rarity, I met Chen. He's been looking for me for the past few days, but he can't find me.
I didn't make up for the lost mobile phone card, and directly changed to a new number. So Chen Shi could only wait for me to appear.
Unfortunately, the reality is so ridiculous that he doesn't even know about me going back to work at the TV station, so he can't see me until Rarity gives him a tip-off.
Chen Shi asked me if I could talk, I looked at him and sighed, "Wait a little longer." ”
How can I be healed so quickly, I don't have the heart to talk about it now, maybe I understand that even if we are reconciled like this, there is still the possibility of unexplained tragedy in the future. It's better to think through before making the next decision.
Later, Chen Shi also came to me several times, and he knew about the bookstores and supermarkets I liked to go to, so he walked around there all day long.
I told him not to look for me again, wasn't he busy before, and how could he believe that he had time to spend all day long. Chen Shi didn't say anything, and looked at me pitifully every time.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm too hard-hearted.
Later, Chen Shi still knew about my return to the TV station. Thanks to Rarity's guilt, Rarity didn't plan to betray me in the first place, but he heard that I wanted to go to Japan.
Actually, I came back to the TV station this time because of the advice my master gave me, and with my major, I am actually very suitable to work as a resident reporter in Japan, which is also a kind of improvement for myself. At that time, it was impossible for me to leave Chen Shi, so I naturally missed that opportunity, and this time I came back here from the very basics, and it was also for that opportunity.
Before arguing with Chen Shi this time, I wanted to try my best, but I might not succeed.
But then I really wanted to take this opportunity to see the world and try a life without love.
When Rarity hears the news and thinks I'm leaving, he tells Chen. It is said that Chen Shi was talking about a very important job at that time, and when he heard the news, he ran out to find me desperately.
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