073: Not forgiving is the best outcome

The roar of his voice and the excitement in his words made me stunned when I stood on the side, but my mother smiled with a cold smile in her eyes, and she was very charming, in short, like the woman I knew.

Her face was radiant when she smiled, and she didn't take anyone seriously, like an angel tainted with vices, looking good, but dark in her bones.

"Nie Yun, who do you think you are? I'm not the little girl who asked you to take care of me back then, if I miss it, I won't be anymore, and if I miss it, it's a boring comfort. ”

Nie Yun looked like a fool, and the soul that was hit by her words flew away, and when my mother passed by him, his eyes were hollow, and he didn't react at all.

"Would you like to talk?" she asked Huo Jidu.

Huo Jidu nodded, and then led her to the side hall, and I followed closely.

For the first time, I realized that it was good to have parents, at least, she would deal with it when it leaked.

When I closed the door, I saw my mother's hands resting on the back of the chair, her long eyelashes, glistening with tears, and then sliding down uncontrollably, but she quickly wiped them dry.

It turns out that stubbornness is really for people to see, and vulnerability is reserved for herself, she should love Nie Yun very much, very much, but the pain of the past has brought her too much harm.

After she tidied up herself, she turned to look at Huo Jidu: "Lily told me about the diary, and the contents are not all written by her......"

Huo Jidu looked at her very seriously and hit the nail on the head: "I'm afraid, you are not qualified to explain her in this matter." ”

The words are harsh and sharp.

"You take too little care of her, you don't know what she is going through, to put it bluntly, even if you stand here at this moment to stand up for her, it is only for a while, you can't make up for the rift between me and her, and you can't make up for what you lack for her, you are an irresponsible mother......"

The rebuke progressed like waves crashing on the beach, and my mother's tears slipped uncontrollably from the corners of her eyes, leaving painful marks on her delicate face.

"You're right, I owe me a lot of money and I can't pay it back for the rest of my life, I never knew that my daughter had gone through so much, it was because I didn't care enough, Huo Jidu ......" She stood up violently and propped her palms on the table: "You love her very much, don't you?

Huo Jidu showed a particularly bad smile, his rich brows narrowed slightly, and he looked like he didn't care to the extreme: "She hid too much from me, the trust between me and her collapsed, I still said the same thing, the child comes out, I want the rest, I won't touch it again." ”

The words were as tough as yesterday, and they didn't give the slightest leeway, and they were as desperate as if they were afraid that I would see something.

I rushed up: "Huo Jidu, nothing happened to me and those people, the contents of the diary have been tampered with, I wanted to explain to you when I found out yesterday, but the phone couldn't get through." ”

While arguing with him, my mother gave me a look and quietly left.

When Huo Jidu and I were the only ones left in the room, I walked up to him in a low voice, and then wrapped my arms around his lean waist: "I really didn't realize that the diary was tampered with, I was too stupid, I'm sorry......"

I pressed my head against his strong pecs, and the next second, I thought this man would wrap around me, but he was greeted with a faint detachment.

A cold voice fell from the top of his head: "Enough hugging, do you think I will forgive you every time without principle?" Lily. ”

He fumbled my hand from behind, then broke it open on both sides, moving my palm back against him: "I forgive you a lot, a lot...... You said the diary was yours, and you confessed what you recorded. A cold smile tugged at the corner of his lips, which opened up bit by bit, and then turned into a lonely mockery: "Now...... You told me that this is fake, that your diary has been altered?"

He leaned in front of me aggressively, squeezing me backwards until he hit the edge of the table, and then he leaned down on me condescendingly, holding me down to an elbow support for the table.

"What kind of frigidity, it's all fake, right? What is it to seduce men for frigidity, is it easy to deceive when Lao Tzu?" He looked at me viciously, the green tendons on his neck were exposed, and his cold face was full of heavy anger: "It's because I spoil you too much and give you the opportunity to lie to me three times or five times?"

He pulled the diary out of my arms, threw it on the ground in front of me, and then stepped on it: "Who cares what you remember in your diary? I don't believe you as a person...... Lily, you have disappointed me so much, what do you want to do by hiding these things from me, pregnant with my species?"

The angle of his jaw was sharp, above me, holding me low, and my gaze was still fixed on the diary he was stepping on, broken and humble, like my heart.

This time, he didn't forgive me anymore and didn't want to hear me explain.

Jidu ...... "I'm scared, really scared.

The thought that I couldn't stay by his side made me feel like I had fallen into a cage covered with cloth, and it was pitch black.

"What do you have to believe it?"

"How's that? I won't believe you anyway...... I'm not the only man who can make you wet, Lily...... Would you like to try it?"

He's a demon, a very bad man, and at this moment, he brings out the bad in his bones to the fullest, and he subverts my feelings about him.

"Huo Jidu ......"

He slapped his palm on the table next to me, and scared me so much that I couldn't even run away with tears.

"Remember, I, Huo Ji, don't have to be you, put away your tears and your hypocritical pleas, what else will you explain besides 'I love you'?" Lily, take a step back and tolerate you, now you can completely leave me and be free......"

I can't take care of anything, he left me, where can I be free, and held his face: "Jidu, you can check the handwriting, the words behind are newly added, and the ink will definitely show flaws, okay? Or I'll go and show it to you after appraising, okay? You give me time, believe me, is it okay? Leave you, where do I get my freedom, I ...... all my heart" Because of the uncomfortable choking in my throat, I couldn't speak, so I could only take a breath and slow down before continuing: "It's all for you...... Without you, what will I do to be free...... Please, don't let me go......"

Shen Nao once said that a woman who is not humble or resistant in love will grasp the initiative of love, and will make a man die, he made me a proud woman, at this time, I deeply realized that too deep love will make a person humble to the dust, and he can't see anything, where does the pride come from?

I only have Huo Jidu in my eyes, and leaving him is the biggest destruction for me.

His indifferent expression made me feel like I had lost everything: "Huo Jidu ......"

"Just think it's a beautiful misunderstanding......"

"But we're reconciled, aren't we? I still have your baby in my belly, and you're his father. ”

A mocking smile appeared in his deep eyes: "I won't turn around because a woman has my child, you want to give birth, I will let him be good for the rest of his life, if you don't want to give birth, it's okay." ”

I never thought that Huo Ji would say such a thing, if you don't want to give birth, you can do it. How can a man who cares about a woman not want the child she has born?

Why, more than ever, did he decide this time?

Watching him leave the room, I was cowardly and had no way at all, I really, I didn't know, how to keep a man.

Hiding myself in the chair, I curled up my hands and feet, not at all at a loss, my hands in my hair, pulling wildly, tears too many to see.

"Lily......"

I don't know when my mother came in, I just know that I broke down, she touched me, I threw myself into her arms and cried in a hot sweat, a heart-rending body, and it lasted for a long time.

I stopped because of the pain in my abdomen, and I felt that something was wrong, and with all my patience, I grabbed my mother's hand and popped out two words from between my teeth: "Get out of ......"

She helped me up, but I couldn't stand at all, and in the end, Nie Yun, who rushed in with her, carried me out.

As I passed through the hall, a fluttering 'who is showing hypocrisy' from Nie Zhuoge's mouth passed by me, and then she was slapped hard by my mother.

It's just that my heart is broken, and I don't have time to take care of it.

Nie Yun carried me into the car, started, and in one go, the car slowly drove away from Huo's house, and I leaned on the car chair and cried silently.

"Lily, are you hurting somewhere, don't scare Mommy......"

I still didn't speak, only the pain in my heart......

Many years later, Huo Ji asked me if he hadn't made this choice to protect me, would the ending between me and him be different, would I not be designed to be sent to Macau, and would we have a second child.

I said: There are no ifs in the past life......

We both love each other so much that we love each other so much that even if we are defeated by reality, we will carve out a gap to love each other.

Nie Yun sent me to the hospital, and the doctor blamed me for a while: "How do you take care of a pregnant woman? Her uterine wall is thin, the child is noisy, and the movement is big, and it is easy to bleed when she bumps into it, you should pay attention to it and have regular check-ups to avoid the symptoms of premature rupture of membranes, and if it is difficult to give birth at that time, it will be troublesome......

My mother put her hand to her lips, and after listening, she turned her head away for a long time before she turned around: "Thank you......" nodded vigorously, and at the same time, tears welled up.

After the doctor went out, she peeled my hair back to reveal her forehead: "Lily, come back to Australia with me, give birth to the baby, and mom will take care of you, okay?"

I really need to be quiet, and I really want this child so much, I can't continue to toss anymore, but I am reluctant to leave Huo Jidu.

I'm not dying yet......

"Mom, I can't bear to ......"

"He doesn't want you anymore, why are you still reluctant? Give birth to the child first, is it okay? Otherwise, if you are like this, my mother is afraid that something will happen to you sooner or later......

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