Chen Shi probably didn't expect me to wake up, he pursed his mouth, and we couldn't see each other's expressions clearly in the dim light in the ward, I sat up from the bed with my arms propped up, a little painful, .cOM Chen Shi helped me, and the movements were very light.

Turning on the light, he glanced twice over my exposed arm and pulled a tube of ointment out of his pocket, "I'm sorry about the previous incident. ”

I shook my head, "You didn't mean to. ”

I didn't ask Chen Shi to help me rub the medicine, but went into the bathroom with the ointment myself. When I took off my clothes, the finger marks on my arms were very clear, and I could imagine how determined Chen Zhi was at that time. It's like I told him not to come to me again.

Now, I don't feel like I'm a popular existence, at least, Chen Shi doesn't welcome me.

But he didn't welcome me and I couldn't help it, Grandma Chen couldn't do without me, I stayed in the hospital for the past two days except for going home to take a shower and change clothes, and when it was Monday when I should go back to school, Grandma Chen still kept holding my hand.

The doctor said that her condition is serious again, and this time she really needs someone to accompany her 24 hours a day, not only the problem of urinating, but also phlegm, and when she coughs phlegm, someone will help to suck the phlegm, otherwise it is very dangerous to not be able to pass in one breath. Now is not the time for Chen Zhi to be strong, he knows that even if he doesn't leave an inch, he can't hold his eyelids twenty-four hours a day, looking for Hu Gong, and he is not at ease. My mother and Xu Nia can also come to help watch, but the point is that Grandma Chen doesn't want me to go.

It's as if I left and broke up with Chen Shi, she now thinks that the two of us are a couple, and everyone cooperates not to explain.

received a call from Xu Yi, which was also the day of the day.

I went home to take a shower, and when I came out of the bathroom, I saw a missed call on my phone, which was from Xu Yi.

I called back, Xu Yi's voice came out of the earpiece, he said, "I'm back to Beijing, let's have dinner together in the evening?"

It's been more than a week since I last met Xu Yi, and I really didn't care about him, so I don't know when he left Beijing.

I told him I couldn't eat with him anymore because I was home.

Xu Yi asked me if there was something going on at home, and I didn't say the reason for coming back for a long time, so I had to tell him that it was okay, but I was too tired recently.

Hanging up, I felt sad.

It's sad because I lied to Xu Yi, this incident is enough for me to blame myself, but I don't seem to have a choice, and I really can't go out of the current situation.

I want to stay, and I haven't thought about what I want to do with Chen Zhi, and even now that the relationship between him and Chen Xiang has been written by reporters, I have told myself that if they are really together, I will bless them. I want to stay because I can't ignore Grandma Chen, and because I can't leave Chen Zhi when he needs help the most.

I made lunch at home and took it to the hospital. When he entered the ward, Chen Shi had just come out of the bathroom, and his hair had not yet been dried.

He took a bowl of soup and fed it to Grandma Chen, but Grandma Chen closed her mouth and refused to drink.

Chen Shi frowned, "What's the matter, grandma, you don't want to drink this, do you?"

I looked at Chen's wet hair and said, "Grandma told you to dry your hair first, otherwise you'll catch a cold." ”

Chen Shi put down the bowl, raised his eyelids to look at me, said thank you and went into the bathroom again.

I fed Grandma Chen and finished the soup, Chen Zhi hadn't come out yet, he went in to blow his hair so the door was not closed, I walked over to take a look, and found that he was facing the mirror and was struggling to lift his arms, probably to the same height as his shoulders and couldn't go up any further, so he didn't dry his hair for half a day.

I walked over to him and asked, "What's wrong with your arm?"

Chen Shi saw me in the mirror, and he turned around, "It's an old problem." ”

"You've been carrying a guitar and hurt it?"

Chen Shi nodded, and began to raise his arm with difficulty.

"I'll do it. I took the hair dryer from his hand and looked at him from behind, "You lower it, I can't reach it." ”

"Hmm. Chen Shi bent his back and lowered his head in order to cooperate with me, his face showed a trace of pain, and the place where he had old injuries was on the back of his shoulder.

"Still don't, you stand well. ”

"I'm fine. ”

"Don't be reckless, hurry up, otherwise you will fall ill and no one will take care of Grandma Chen." ”

I moved a chair over and asked Chen Shi to sit on it, but he was so tall, and it seemed that he had been a little taller in the past two years of separation, and even if he sat down, I had to tiptoe a little to help him blow his hair.

I have also helped him blow his hair before, Chen Zhi's hair is very long, and his fingers are soft and soft to the touch.

"You've got gray hair. ”

"Huh?"

I pinched the hair, "I'll pull it off for you." ”

"Good. ”

Chen Zhi has white hair, although there are only two or three, but in my memory he has black hair, and he stinks for a few days when he was asked by the company to dye it flaxen.

Now, he has gray hair.

Chen Shi smiled, looking very unconcerned, "It's twenty-seven, there must be." ”

"Hmm. ”

I nodded, indeed, twenty-seven, not very old, but it didn't seem to be too many years younger. When I met Chen, he was only twenty-one and I was nineteen.

In a blink of an eye, he was already twenty-seven, and six years had passed so quickly. And we don't have many six years in our lives until now.

Blow dry my hair, and I said, "I'll give you a shoulder on it." ”

"No need. ”

Chen Shi wanted to stand up, but I stopped him, I put my hand on his shoulder and pressed it gently, I haven't helped someone press the shoulder for a long time, and I used to learn from my mother because Chen Shi couldn't lift his arm because it hurt at the end of every performance.

His shoulders were stiff, the result of that stiffness, years of hard work.

"You have to check it out when you have time, otherwise it will be more serious in the future. ”

"Good. ”

At the end of the massage, I had to help him pull his arm, but this action required holding hands, I hesitated, Chen Shi looked at me, "It's okay, I'll go see grandma." ”

I didn't say anything, but my mind was in a mess.

This is the first time I have thought about Chen Shi's life over the years, there doesn't seem to be anyone around him who can take care of him, so how did he get over the past two years, and how hard it must be to toss his body like this.

I can't think about it anymore.

Chen Shi is still sick, his physique was not particularly good before, he often had some small problems such as cold and fever, he began to sneeze in the afternoon, the tip of his nose was red, and his eyes were wet. I asked him to take a rest, but he refused, until Xu Nia came over in the evening, Xu Nia said that he had a cold now, if he didn't want to pass it on to Grandma Chen and I, I would go home and sleep honestly, Chen Shi agreed.

I went out of the hospital with Chen Shi, and Xenia gave me the car keys.

The first time I drove after getting my driver's license, I was a little nervous, and Chen Shi sat next to me with his eyes closed gently, as if he was asleep.

I stole a glance at him, and then he craned his eyelids and looked at him tiredly, "What's wrong?"

I turned my head, "It's okay, where do you live now?"

Chen Zhi sniffed, the red look in front of his eyes was actually very much like crying, "It's still by the Haihe River." ”

"Hmm. ”

I should have thought that Chen Zhi would definitely go back there if he didn't have any other place to live, as for me, I haven't been back since that time I left, this road is still very familiar to me, although I drove carefully, I can't help but think of some of the past.

In the past, Chen Shi sang every day, going to the rivers and lakes, on Nanjing Road.

If I have time, I will listen, after the performance, the two of us walked back hand in hand along the river, in fact, the car ride is very fast, but we both like to walk slowly like that, I will be able to help Chen Shi carry his guitar, he gently scratched my nose and said no, people passing by the road will look at us.

I smiled in my heart and I said, "I'm so happy now." ”

Those happiness have now become a thing of the past.

No matter how slow it is, Chen Shi turned his face sideways to the window all the way, I don't know if he was asleep, and he didn't call him when he stopped the car, just sat quietly like that, not thinking about anything.

After a long time, the security guard of the community came and knocked on the car window, saying that my car was parked in the wrong place.

I apologized, tried to reverse the car into the parking space, tried several times but it didn't work.

"I'll do it. ”

"Huh?"

It turned out that Chen Shi was not asleep, but he stared at the car keys and said, "Forget it, you can drive back." ”

"No, you have to go to the hospital tomorrow, it's inconvenient to have no car. ”

Chen Shi thought about it and said okay.

I got out of the car and saw him sitting in the driver's seat, I had already walked outside the community when he reversed, I used to always complain that the lights here were too dim, but this day was exceptionally bright, it was Chen Shi who took a photo for me in the back.

When I got home, I found that there were a lot of dishes on the table, and my mother had been in the nursing home these days, so it was impossible for me to come back and cook, and there were so many.

"Mom?"

I walked to the kitchen, but I didn't expect to hit Xu Yi, who happened to come out of it.

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