Among the boys who went skiing in Gunma with Tachikawa, the object of Haruko's confession, there was a man named Osawa who took great care of Sachiko. When I returned to the hotel in the evening, the girl was chatting with the quilt covered, and both Eri and Haruko said that Osawa-kun must be interested in Sachiko.

Teenage girls, not to mention it, are fine, when they really talk about this, they are the most pure and direct, so that they have no scruples.

However, Sachiko was indifferent to the ridicule of her friends, as if she had no interest in love.

The youthful and energetic first love, Haruko is full of unprecedented vitality and vitality because of such a love, and Sachiko is not looking forward to the arrival of her first love. But now, thinking of the connection, she shook her head again and again in her heart.

On the day of his return from Gunma, Osawa privately asked Sachiko for contact information.

Sachiko didn't hate Osawa, but he didn't have a good impression either, so he took the initiative to ask for contact information and gave it to him out of politeness, but he didn't have any more thoughts in his heart.

What exactly is love......

As far as Sachiko feels, it's not vibrant, nor is it exciting.

By the time I arrived in Tokyo, it was already evening.

At the station, boys and girls say goodbye to each other. Sachiko didn't stop by with anyone and bought a ticket alone. When I got home, I found my mother's shoes in the hallway.

Leaving her luggage in the hallway, Sachiko walked through the hallway and smelled the fragrance wafting from the kitchen. She walked over and saw her mother in an apron looking down at the ingredients.

"Mom. ”

Fuji Ayako looked up and smiled, "I guess you're coming back at this time." ”

Hearing her mother say this, Sachiko felt ashamed. She deliberately didn't tell her mother when she would go home, but her mother still calculated it in her heart and expected it. Sachiko is sorry for her childish methods.

"Let's go change our clothes, leave your luggage there first. At this time, Fuji Ayako had already spoken and ordered.

Sachiko let out an "um", "Got it, Mom." "In the face of such a mother, she can't show her thorns to prick her.

Sachiko took a shower and changed into her home clothes when she came out, Ayako Fuji was setting up the dishes. Dinner was only eaten by the mother and daughter, but even so, seven or eight dishes were carefully prepared.

Fuji Ayako loves to cook a lot, and even if the family members are simple, they never eat so-so. When sitting opposite her mother, Sachiko was deeply aware of what the so-called dependence on life was all about.

In this world, the two of them are each other's only relatives...... Thinking of this, Sachiko's heart is full of love and warmth for her mother.

However, the energetic and energetic mother made her think that what would happen if the mother had another child?

If the mother has another child, then even if she leaves the house and walks far away, because there is another child with her, it doesn't matter.

was obviously treated so kindly and gently by her mother, but Sachiko thought of these things in her heart. She was ashamed of her thoughts, but there was still a voice in her heart saying that there was nothing wrong with them.

Because the love that depends on each other is really heavy, mothers and daughters have to give up many things actively or passively for this reason.

The meal was eaten peacefully. Fuji Ayako asked about being in Gunma, and Sachiko answered them one by one.

Talking about snow, Fuji Ayako showed a nostalgic look, "Now Akita, it's still covered with snow." …… The snow in Tokyo could not be retained, and it fell in the evening and melted the next day. ”

"Does Mom miss Akita's hometown?" Sachiko thought her mother would hate her hometown with so many unhappy memories.

But Ayako Fuji didn't think about it, "Of course I do." ”

The next time I met Ye Zhao, it happened to be an evening with snow particles drifting. Ye Zhao came in the snow against the wind, and when he entered the door, the snow particles on his coat had turned into water droplets.

Fuji Ayako walked around behind him and pulled down the sleeve of his coat for him, feeling the wet fabric.

"Didn't you have an umbrella?" she asked.

Ye Zhao's answer was that the young man was young and vigorous, "You don't need to use an umbrella on a snowy day." ”

Hearing him answer reminded Ayako Fuji of her school days, when young students were playing wild in the snow with their bare hands when the first snow came. During the meal, she couldn't help but say, "I want to go back to Akita to see the snow." ”

"What?"

"I want to go back and see the snow in Akita. "When I was in Akita, I always had to worry about the heavy snow in the winter, but now that I think about it, I miss it very much......

When I didn't get closer, I felt that everything was amiable. That's what people are.

Ye Zhao was surprised by her idea of jumping out.

Looking at her appearance, Fuji Ayako is undoubtedly a dignified and mature, middle-aged but charming beauty. But in her personality, there is such an innocent - or unrealistic side.

Her dignified and mature beauty attracted young lovers, but her unrealistic side made it impossible for her to keep her sanity after she succeeded. Since she was with Ye Zhao, Fuji Ayako felt that she had experienced the feeling of being in love again after a long absence.

Ayako Fuji proposes to go with him to Akita to see the snow. Ye Zhao was moved by her, and he also felt that it would be okay to take this opportunity to relax as a short trip.

As soon as Ye Zhao agreed, Fuji Ayako was full of energy, and began to enthusiastically plan how to vacate the itinerary and how to avoid people's eyes.

I don't know if it's ridiculous or pathetic, while being tormented by the love of betrayal, she is stimulated by the pleasure of cheating, and the more ashamed of her behavior, the more she is addicted to it and can't extricate herself.

An abnormal relationship can destroy a person's mentality and will, and even Ye Zhao, who was infected by her, also looked forward to this trip that was too bold when he thought about it, and didn't think about what kind of points would be rolled after this dice was rolled.

A few days before departure, Fuji Ayako began to pack her luggage, and let out the wind in advance, telling Sachiko that she was going to go on a location and would stay for about two days.

"Where are you going?" asked Sachiko.

Fuji Ayako opened her eyes and said nonsense, "Kanazawa." ”

"Can you take care of yourself these two days? Or I'll call Aunt Masami and ask her to take care of you. ”

"I'm okay with myself. Sachiko replied, "Mom......" She stopped talking.

"What's wrong?"

Fuji Ayako knelt in front of the suitcase, counting what she was going to bring, not noticing the suddenly boring look on her daughter's face.

"I wish you all the best. Sachiko said.

Fuji Ayako's hand moved, and she felt that a thorn had pierced her.

A week later, the tavern regular, who had done bad things, took the 5,000 yen sum he had brought with him, and led the tavern hostess he had abducted to take a night train, and fled from Tokyo to the countryside of Akita.

At this time, it is already the best time to enjoy the snow. When I came to Akita, in order to fulfill the idea of enjoying the snow, the tavern regulars and hostesses went deep into the mountains. The snow in the mountain has not yet melted, and when I first started climbing, I saw the dead grass covered by frost and snow, and further up, the snow gradually covered the dead grass until I could only see a patch of white.

What kind of request Fuji Ayako makes, sometimes even if it sounds willful, Ye Zhao always tries to meet her. When a request is made, once it is promised, it is often very happy and the interest is high. But once the promise is fulfilled and the demand is met, what follows is the emptiness of lost purpose and expectation.

On the morning of the return trip, she had to go back to her hometown of Xianbei. couldn't resist her, Ye Zhao had to delay the trip, and followed her back to what she called the "real hometown".

As a child and as a student, Ayako Fuji spent her time here, and her first love took place under the cherry trees in Kakunodate.

At this time, it is not yet the time for the cherry blossoms to bloom. After the good season of snow appreciation, it is not the season for cherry blossom viewing, and it is inevitable to be caught in the middle.

"When I was sixteen years old, I met and fell in love with Sachiko's father, and because I liked him, I gave birth to his child at the age of twenty. Ayako Fuji spoke bluntly to him about her dead husband.

She didn't feel embarrassed at all, naïve to the point of making people feel incredible.

"At that time, I didn't think about anything, I just felt that I wanted to give birth to a child and his child for the life I liked. Fuji Ayako said in a calm tone, "Although it has brought all kinds of unhappiness and misfortune to Sachiko, she is indeed a child born because of love." ”

"It was the only gift we had from our terrible parents. ”

"That's enough......" Ye Zhao's words sounded light.

Fuji Ayako turned her face away and looked at him, "When I heard you say that you like me, I also think it would be good to have a child of yours." But when I think about it, I feel that such a child is too pitiful. ”

"......" The expression on Ye Zhao's face froze.

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