Chapter 157: The First Step 457
Is it really possible to spend time with your family at home and then kill them?
I don't know, and I don't want to go into that kind of question. It would seem, with so many problems, how could there be no problems. However, these are only representations of the elements of the picture, and the assumption of seeing the problem has already destroyed the problem.
There is no need to answer at all.
Perhaps, many people will experience so-called youth troubles, midlife crises and the like. Why don't you think about it carefully? Why treat this state as a bad thing, as something that you have to avoid?
Avoiding this, and avoiding life, only to tremble under the whip of fear of that bewitching woman.
As if it's right not to think about this, it's right not to let yourself fall into sadness and sadness,.
Where does this judgment come from, and why do you believe it?
I want to believe that everyone is a real person just like me, and I want to refuse to believe that everyone is based on fear just like me. There is no one else, and I don't have to convince anyone else, and I don't have to extend my discoveries to the whole human level.
It seems that I am like this, and so are others. However, I can't be sure that others are really like me. So, there is no need to talk about other people, and there is no need to say anything about all human beings.
It's just me, and I can only be sure of myself.
Even, I don't know at all if the content of fear causes fear. It's just that each time the two appear as a package, but that doesn't mean the connection between the two.
Just like every time an element of the picture is presented, the body is always in the middle of the picture, but it does not mean that there is really a person walking in the world. I can't confirm any of the causal relationships, but I can remember that the elements of the picture were presented in this way, but I don't know if they are or not.
It's not extreme, it's just a matter of facts, just honesty. In other words, this is the extreme, and only the extreme can force itself to the point where it has to face it.
All along, I turned a blind eye to those things, or I saw them and stuffed them with emotional sugar. This time, Extreme seemed to forcibly hold down my head, looking at it carefully, unable to move, and the emotion wanted me to turn my head while Extreme held my head hard.
When my gaze is fixed, no matter what kind of falsehood it is, it can't bear it. If you don't really control me, it's either indifferent or you kill me.
It sounds ridiculous if you can't be sure that what you're afraid of leads to fear, and if you can't be sure that something you're happy leads to happiness. However, I really can't be sure of that.
I can only say that at this moment I am aware of the fear, and I am aware of the content of the fear.
That's all.
It seems foolish, then, to try to kill fear through the content of it. Fear just appears, and the content of fear just presents, so what?
What about believing in fear, living in fear, worrying about all kinds of life things all the time? Is this failure? Is this not success? Is this something that must be avoided?
Emotion management? It's funny, what do the elements of the picture want to present, can the mind be controlled? I can't think that I can really control the presentation of the elements of the picture just because I remember in my mind that my mind can control the behavior and thus the development of things.
Those are just what I remember, and it's like the so-called experimental proof that nothing was proved at all on the basis of the removal time. I don't have any reason to take these memories as real, even if the same thing happens countless times in my memory, I can't say that the next time it will happen according to the things in my memory.
Right, honestly, I don't really have a way to confirm it.
Whether it works, I don't know, and I won't believe it. As for whether others believe it or not, I don't care, and I don't intend to convince others to kill with me.
The paradox is that I am part of the presentation of the picture elements, I can't wait for the picture elements to be presented, I am presented along with the picture elements. It's not about doing nothing, it's surrendering, it's about letting the elements of the picture unfold naturally.
Instead, we see the flow of elements and unfold them together.
Water droplets can't watch the ocean flow, they can only flow with it.
Whether the water droplets flow downstream or against the current, they are all the presentation of picture elements. In this respect, there is no such thing as a forward and a countercurrent.
Yuan Changwen found himself going around in circles, and then returned to a state where he didn't know anything and couldn't be sure. Even metaphors that seem good and convincing in order to overturn their own distorted views are only false after all.
What is all this going on? What kind of life was I living in the past? The twists in my mind are constantly taking control of me and making me hostile to life. Even the idea that life is going to kill me is created by a distortion in my head.
I wouldn't say that, and I wouldn't think that life was full of malice, but all my words and actions were worried. Then, in order to rationalize this concern, in order to show that this concern is not a bad thing, what is there to think twice, what is cautious, what is cognitive upgrading.
Really, isn't that the biggest problem when thinking within my knowledge and knowledge? I've never found that, and why would I be proud of my thinking?
It's not modesty, it's not a little understanding, it's not a threesome must have my teacher's bullshit. That kind of humility is just another compliment to the distortion of the mind, and in any case, it is an affirmation of the distortion in the mind.
In fact, I just know too much, too many things that I simply can't know. Treat speculation as truth, and don't care about the assumptions in the affirmative sentences. Any existence that claims to be more than I know, whether it is a god or a demon, is.
The nature of the world, the nature of the economy, the nature of the flow of all things, am I in a laboratory or a virtual world? What are the six reincarnations in the human world and the fairy world, all of them are shit.
Even if there is a miracle all of a sudden, and then God comes out and tells me about the nature of the world, it's. There is no world at all, it is all a presentation of picture elements.
Even if it really tells how the world came to be, or what the nature of the world is, it is still just a picture element explaining the picture elements.
Where is the truth? Where is the truth?
Yuan Changwen looked at his own thinking and felt the emotion, as if he would never be pulled by the distortion in his mind again. Even, even if there are some demons and monsters that suddenly appear now, even if you don't have spiritual power, even if you will be slaughtered by others, you can't make me believe in the distortion in my head.
Those demons and monsters can only scare me, and then go back to their respective homes.
The existence of the character must be false, what else is there to say?
The rot inside me was pervading, and nothing could stop it, as if my death had become inevitable. It's all false anyway, and I don't have any reason to catch it.