Wang Jie has no objection to Yi Shuihan's decision.

In the final analysis, this matter is a studio business, and it has nothing to do with him.

Speaking of which, it has more to do with Zheng Liaoyuan.

But it's just a matter of signing an artist, and it's not a big deal.

The opportunity is given to this actor named Chen Guanjing, but whether he can grasp it depends on his own ability and chance.

The reason why Yi Shuihan made this decision was not because Chen Guanjing had helped him.

Rather, consider the pros and cons from a studio perspective, and if he can finally become famous, it will be a win-win thing.

But if he still can't get up, there is not much loss for the studio.

When the matter was decided, he left it behind.

The follow-up matters were handed over to Zheng Liao, and he continued to hold his own ten-city concert.

Following "Our Song", "Those Flowers", "Blue Lotus", and "I Want You", Yi Shuihan also launched songs such as "Listen to the Wind", "Life Like Summer Flowers", "Free Like the Wind", "Persistence", and "Ordinary Road".

Most of these are the works of Yi Shuihan's two favorite singers, which are both simple and gorgeous, the melody is comfortable to listen to, and the lyrics are very beautiful.

These works are screaming and shocking!

They never thought that after Yi Shuihan had been silent for three years, he would come up with so many high-quality works at once, which was jaw-dropping.

And Yi Shuihan also consciously unified the style of the song, which was a preparation for the release of the album later.

"Easy water cold! easy water cold! easy water cold!"

"I love you!"

"Ahhhhh

This was the last concert of Yi Shuihan's Ten Cities, and the atmosphere at the scene became more and more enthusiastic, because they didn't know when they would hear his singing voice again after this concert.

And Yi Shuihan's mood at this time was extremely calm, and the continuous stage performances made him not have the slightest sense of tension, and some were just tired and relieved.

Tonight, he is going to make a final summary of these ten concerts.

Maybe...... It's a summary of my previous life......

Yi Shuihan was a little hesitant about whether to sing this song, because it was too heavy.

But he finally made this decision, he was going to sing this song - "September"!

This is a song written by Haizi's poem and composed by Zhang Huisheng, and later added by Zhou Yunpeng and sung!

Haizi and Zhang Huisheng both committed suicide, and Zhou Yunpeng is still alive and well...... Because Haizi and Zhang Huisheng can't see it, Zhou Yunpeng can't see it......

For this kind of song, Yi Shuihan was touched too much, he didn't even dare to touch it, but in the end he mustered up the courage to say goodbye to his previous life.

The screams of joy gradually subsided, because the audience found that Yi Shuihan at this time was too different from before.

The cheeks under the black stand-up collar looked solemn and heavy, and the eyes that looked up into the distance were heavy and distant......

In the center of the stage, feeling the empty sound field in the venue that was completely quiet, Yi Shuihan exhaled calmly.

The index finger of his left hand pushed the ear in the ear to make the sensation of squeezing the ear more compact.

After a while, Yi Shuihan closed his eyes, and the oppressive world in front of him instantly turned into a dark space.

Before he knew it, he seemed to be back to the night when he was about to jump down.

The cool breeze is blowing, and the heart is cold!

In fact, Yi Shuihan knows that there are many people who will not understand his jump.

He could even imagine the indifference and ridicule of the people in the original world after the suicide was promoted.

"A person who commits suicide, no matter what he says, for whatever reason, is a cowardly person, and a coward who runs away from everything does not deserve everyone's respect!"

"If it's just because of acting, he can play some disfigured roles in itself, but he committed suicide, hehe, hypocritical, brain-dead!"

"Well, it's good, at least I didn't cause any other trouble when I committed suicide......"

……

What Yi Shuihan could imagine, that kind of indifferent and alienated eyes, as if he was really a coward.

But how can they really understand their own pain!

Just like many people don't understand Haizi, such a person who wrote "facing the sea, spring flowers bloom", such a person who wrote a poem that begins with "from tomorrow", such a person who said "Come to the world, you want to see the sun", chose to commit suicide......

But Yi Shuihan can understand and understand Haizi's "happiness is not a lamp, happiness cannot illuminate the earth", and understand his "happiness and pain, life does not bring, death does not bring it." Understand what he wrote in his posthumous work "Spring, Ten Seas", "What do you mean by the dawn." ”

Yi Shuihan only knew the panic, helplessness and pain that spied into the essence of the world when he saw this sentence.

For as long as he can remember, the world has been telling him – as long as you work hard for happiness, you will get it. Fairness, love, and care are all things that can be obtained, but the older he gets, the less he believes in them.

Go to TM love, go to TM happiness, go to TM life.

I can't find the hope you said, the happiness you said, the dawn you said.

Just like the disfigured Yi Shuihan, of course his previous savings were enough for him to have food and clothing for the rest of his life, but what was the point of living.

Acting was his only belief at that time, so what did it mean to him to not be able to act, and how could others understand?

The so-called playing a disfiguring role or a faceless role is just self-deception, where are there so many such roles?

Is it a bit narrow-minded for them to judge a completely different person with their own outlook on life and understanding of values?

Life is boring, dull and painful, most people can live, and a few people lose hope and choose to die, which is not cowardly, just a choice.

Life is brave, but it is accompanied by pain, and death is liberation, but not escape.

In Yi Shuihan's eyes, life and happiness are no longer linked.

To put it tragically, there is not much difference between dying and not dying.

Then finally this day, he was gone. It's just a play.

"How can my dignified overlord who went west to destroy Chu die at the hands of such a lowly person who survived his life!"

Yi Shuihan finished saying this line, finished the last addiction, and then smiled contemptuously and jumped down.

This is just an ordinary ending, Yi Shuihan doesn't care, so don't give too much meaning and gaze to others......

When he opened his eyes again, it was as if the dead Yi Shuihan had opened his eyes again, and his gaze suddenly became very deep, an indescribable mixed feelings.

(End of chapter)