People who are mixed in society think that when their lives are lost, they will come to the end, but this end is only for himself, and what follows is the infinite memories of his relatives and brothers around him, and it is also the beginning of a family's tragedy.

Seeing that Ah Zhen's spiritual position was enshrined at home, I walked to the bathroom to wash my hands, and then stood in front of Ah Zhen's spiritual position, twisted out three pillars of fragrance in the incense box, lit it, and inserted it in the incense burner......

I stood in front of Ah Zhenling, until half of the three pillars of fragrance were burned out, and I couldn't make myself believe that our two brothers who had played since childhood were separated forever.

After a while, I turned around, sat on the sofa in the living room, and subconsciously took out the cigarette case, wanting to light a cigarette, but suddenly remembered that there were children in the house, and put the cigarette case back.

"It's okay, let's smoke!" Wen Juan saw my cigarette collection and said flatly: "I've been smoking a lot lately, and my children are used to it." ”

After listening to Wen Juan's words, I wanted to ask her how she smoked, but she didn't open her mouth after all, with Wen Juan's current situation, what is it if she learns to smoke?

Wen Juan sat on the side with the child in her arms, took out a cigarette under the coffee table, handed me one, I shook my head: "Forget it, I don't smoke, you don't smoke either, it's not good for the child!"

"Smoking is not good for children, what about incense?" Wen Juan didn't listen to my dissuasion at all, lit a cigarette indifferently, and pointed to Ah Zhen's spiritual platform: "There is continuous incense there every day, doesn't it have an impact on children?"

Seeing Wen Juan's decadent appearance, I didn't know how to answer for a while, so I changed the topic: "Ah Zhen's father, isn't at home?"

"No, I'm out to work. Wen Juan shook her head: "Since Ah Zhen left, his father quit his original job, and now he works two jobs a day, going to the bottled water company to deliver water during the day, going to the rubber factory to carry boxes at night, and only going home when he gets off work at four o'clock in the morning, and then sleeps until eight o'clock, and then goes out to do the day shift work." ”

"If he continues to toss like this, won't he collapse his body!" I heard that Ah Zhen's father only slept four hours a day, and I immediately frowned.

"I also persuaded, his father didn't listen, after Ah Zhen left, his dad talked to me, saying that I married Ah Zhen, there was no marriage certificate, if I wanted to remarry, he agreed to let me go, and he would not stop him, the only requirement is to leave Jia Proud to him, after all, this is the only remaining blood of the Wang family. Wen Juan said this, sighed: "Seeing Ah Zhen's father's appearance, I am also very distressed, I told him, I will not leave this home, I will not leave the family proud, but his father is still not at ease, so he wants to take advantage of the fact that I can still help watch the child, and go out to earn more money, lest I leave in the future, the child will not be fed and clothed, and there will be no money to treat him if he is sick." ”

"Do you have any plans for the future?" After listening to Wen Juan's words, I also knew what Ah Zhen's father was worried about, after all, Wen Juan was just twenty years old, and a girl of this age was too uncertain, although Wen Juan was the mother of the child, no one had the reason or right to ask Wen Juan to guard the child for the rest of her life and not remarry.

"Seriously, I don't know. Wen Juan shook her head and said very realistically: " I love Wang Zhen very much, I really love him, otherwise I would not have violated the will of the family at the beginning, married to him such a poor and white silly boy, Wang Zhen is a very pragmatic man, with him, our life is always full of hope, but now that Wang Zhen is dead, my hope is gone, recently during this time, my parents have always called me, urging me to go home to live, but I have refused, I told them, although Wang Zhen is gone, but I am still Wang Jiaao's mother, or the daughter-in-law of the Wang family, hehe, although I can reject my parents with a very tough attitude, but to be honest, now even I don't knowI can persuade my family, but there is no reason to convince myself. ”

"Wen Juan, I have an unshirkable responsibility for Ah Zhen's matter, I know that no matter how I apologize to you now, it will pale and weak, but I'm really sorry, I really didn't expect it to develop like this. ”

"Nothing to be sorry about. Wen Juan looked at me and showed a bitter smile: " Xiaofei, you and Wang Zhen are very good brothers, and I am his wife, if it wasn't for you and Xiaogang to help, Ah Zhen and I didn't even have a decent wedding, although I don't know what kind of life you live every day, but I know that you are all very righteous and kind people, I know Wang Zhen better than anyone else, I know, if he really has a spirit in the sky, he will definitely not blame you, so you don't have to blame yourself, because your self-blame, in addition to letting yourself live in torment, can not bring Ah Zhen back to life, since he chose to go to the society to mix, he has to pay for the rest of his life, the fire in the storeBefore I married Wang Zhen, I knew what he used to do, since we got married, although he has always been very good to me, but I can feel that he is very tired, really, really tired, only when I mention the days with you before, he will show a smile, it is the kind of smile that really comes from the bottom of my heart, so I don't blame you for Ah Zhen's death. ”

"In these two cards, there are 20,000 yuan each, the password is 6 zeros, and there are 111888, which are given to the children by Mingjie and Yang Tao. After listening to Wen Juan's words, the guilt in my heart did not diminish at all, and I put Yang Tao's bank card and the card that Mingjie gave me before on the coffee table.

"Thank you. Wen Juan looked at the bank card on the table and did not refuse: " After Ah Zhen left, Gan Chudong came and left 500,000 yuan for the child, and there was a person named Sanhulu, who also came, saying that he sent money for you, gave me 100,000, and he kept 20,000 yuan for himself, and then there was a waiter who came, saying what kind of villa, and came to help Shi Yigang also sent 100,000, Xiaofei, it stands to reason that Ah Zhen is dead, and I am not qualified to consume the favor and friendship he accumulated during his lifetime, but I have to accept this money, after all, the child has to live, and I have to live!"

That's a big deal. I waved my hand and interrupted Wen Juan's words: "Ah Zhen is my brother, before his death, after death, there is no so-called favor, we send this money, not only because Jia Ao is Wang Zhen's son, but you are also his wife, you can rest assured, although Ah Zhen is gone, but we are still here, in the future life, as long as you have difficulties, no matter how big or small, you can call me at any time, no matter how big or small, I will do my best to help you solve it!"

"There is no difficulty, after all, people live, as long as they have money, they can solve more than eighty percent of the troubles, and now the money you send is enough for Jia Ao to study until college, and then I can also find a job to support myself, in this society full of exploitation and fraud, you can still think about our orphans and widows after Ah Zhen's death, I am very grateful." ”

After listening to Wen Juan's words, I sighed slightly: "Find an opportunity to persuade Ah Zhen and his father, don't always work so hard, if he collapses, your family has no backbone, and the future will only be more difficult, if he really wants to make money, then you let him do some small business or something, as for the investment money, I'll figure it out." ”

"Don't worry, I'll advise him. ”

"Well, I came here today just to see you and the child, and I was relieved to see that you were okay. I picked up the pen and paper under the coffee table and wrote my WeChat account on it: "Recently, my phone number has always changed, if you need my help with something, you can add this WeChat." ”

"Okay!" Wen Juan nodded slightly, put away the paper, I also got up, put a stick of incense on Ah Zhen again, and turned to leave.

"Giggles!"

When I walked to the door, Wang Jiaao in Wen Juan's arms looked at me and smirked heartlessly.

Seeing Wang Jiaao's innocent and bright smile, I felt a sour feeling in my heart for no reason, Wang Jiaao, who was less than a year old, didn't even have mature thinking, all he could do now was cry when he was hungry and laugh when he was happy, he didn't know how much injustice and bullying and ridicule would be waiting for him on his future growth path.

I am also a child without a father and no mother, Wang Jiaao needs to experience the life in the future, I have gone through it all over, for the kind of eyes in the face of other people's contempt and ridicule, and the inferiority complex from the bottom of my heart, I have a personal experience.

……

After leaving Wang Zhen's house, Yang Tao and the two of us retired from the Audi, and then took a taxi back to the riverside garden, in the afternoon, I turned off the mobile phone, locked myself in the office, and tried to adjust my mentality, until the night fell, I pushed the door open, walked out of the office again, and then acted like nothing had happened, what should I do.

Hiding my back in my heart is not necessarily a sign of maturity, but I have no other way.

……

In the next half a month, the days were always smooth as usual, after Guohao was released from prison, I only saw him once, and then I never saw him again, and disappeared with Guohao, as well as Dongge and the second brother, during which I called Mingjie, he has returned to Longcheng, as for what Dongge is doing, he doesn't know, and Dongge didn't call me, so I didn't ask much.

After a period of recuperation, Shi Yigang has also been discharged from the hospital, and moved back to our rented house with An Tong, Shi Yigang's body is still very weak, and he can only eat some liquid food such as millet porridge and chicken cakes every day, but with him and An Tong joining, our small collective suddenly became lively, I used the spare money in my hand to buy several high-configuration computers in the house, Yang Tao, we don't have anything to do every day, get together all day long, play games day and night, call takeout when you are hungry, take out enough takeout, go out to eat some barbecue and hot pot or something to improve the food, and then take a bath together, sing a K or something, Lin Xuan occasionally has time, will also come to accompany me to drill the grove, the life can be described as extremely comfortable, to a fairy will not change.

Although the recent period of time has been extremely comfortable, there is always a string in my heart that is tightened, because the people on the side of the Fang Devil have not heard from him for a long time, which is definitely not a good thing for us, with my understanding of the Fang Devil, once he is quiet, then he must be brewing some more shady tricks.

Lin Xuan and I get along very tacitly, the two of us are together, only talking about each other's things, she never mentions Shengdong Company, and I don't ask about Fang Devil, but even if Lin Xuan doesn't say it, judging from the longer and longer interval between her meeting and me, Fang Devil's side should be impatient.