Chapter 291: What Reason

I don't understand why the Lin Egg that I had been protecting so well disappeared. I tried to find the answer, looked up at the world, but still didn't know the result.

…… However, because I knew another result, I was quite mistaken. I confirmed one thing, the black star cluster that had been inherited in me had changed, and it had become a world that I was not familiar with. I'm not familiar with the world in front of me, and I still think it's this unfamiliar world, which causes me to lose my precious lindan.

…… I am angry with this world, and I want to take revenge on this world and destroy this world until this world returns my most cherished Lin egg.......

…… Can you understand why I'm angry, why I'm destroying the world? Well, I see...... Thou hast understood that meaning...... Indeed, as you say, the reason for your anger is naïve, very willful, characteristic of a bad-tempered child. However, I do not regret it, because in my concept, it is not wrong to be angry about the things I love, because it is a manifestation of my true love for those treasures, a concrete proof.

…… What's the matter, I like the things I love, the courage to confront the world? You are so special, you hate the destruction I do, but you like the motives for why I do it. The feeling you give me is so contradictory, but it inexplicably exudes a charm that I love.

…… You were shy, but I didn't expect you to have a simple side...... Thou hast been angry, and I am not pleased that I have spoken thy heart so plainly. Sure enough...... It's contradictory.

…… But, again, this point of yours is very attractive to me. For it is very similar to my Creator, and you and our Lord have this quality. However, it is because of this quality that my Lord has that fate to create me.

…… Not only that, but the contradictions of our Lord have created many things. I look at that Creator, and I get a lot of joy and learn a lot from it.

I love my lord, I really do. Therefore, my lord has entrusted me with the task, and I will definitely complete it...... I've always thought so. Of course, this is not the fault of my Creator, it is not the task given to me by the Creator, and because the conditions for completion are too difficult, I will never believe that it is the real cause of the failure of my mission, and I must admit that the task will fail purely because I have not worked hard enough, because I am too complacent and careless.

…… Judging by your reaction, you can see what my "failure" is.

…… You really learned very quickly, and after just experiencing such a little time, you caught the rough. Although it is only a rudimentary condition, you seem to be able to learn from me, and through this way of induction, you can feel the emotions that I unconsciously reveal to myself.

…… Thou knowest that there is nothing wrong with this, that while I hate this world and destroy it in a frenzy, I have been searching for the treasure that has been lost from my hands. Even if I go crazy, I still won't forget what I should have done.

I am looking for the treasures of the Creator, the "traces" left by the lost eggs. I followed those traces and met those human beings, and the life of the Creator who was driven by human beings.