The time of the two women passed quickly and fully, and when I was scolded to death by the instructor on the driving school's practice field, Wang Ling also vomited at home because of pregnancy reaction. This year, smart phones have begun to be popularized, we have all changed to new mobile phones, and we have also begun to use WeChat, which has become much more convenient for communication and exchange.

I secretly recorded the coach's scolding and sent it to her, encouraging her to say, "Look at me being scolded so badly, do you feel a little more comfortable?"

She sent a helpless expression, and then took a picture of her vomiting haggard to me, and she said, "Send me your bitter gourd face too." ”

I burst out laughing, and sent her a picture of my shivering presence on the practice field. We two women just soaked together all day long, ate and lived together, and chatted from time to time when we were not together, and the days passed quickly.

Qin Xinhao never appeared again, Wang Ling directly gave up looking and waiting, for those men who left us, Wang Ling and I seem to have the ability to quickly let go and re-enter a new life. I thought about it, I figured it out, and I felt that it was nothing to have multiple children, and it was not that I couldn't afford to raise them. Once a woman is financially independent, she may be more psychologically dependent on men.

I don't have the same good opportunities as Wang Ling, and I haven't reached her current standard of living, but I will work hard and will always work hard.

Natural vitality is not strong enough to cause me to be frequently reprimanded by the coach in the process of training, the process of training repeatedly want to give up, psychologically nervous to see the steering wheel will feel trembling hands and feet, but when I think that from now on I have to rely on myself to fight alone to fight out a piece of the sky, I feel that no matter how much suffering is worth it, there are steep slopes ahead, narrow bridges and curves dare to open and dare to break through, the coach said to me: "Although you are clumsy, but the momentum is still there." ”

I gradually let go of myself, no longer as shrunken as before, I began to tell jokes to the riders who learned to drive, secretly stuffed a box of cigarettes or a bottle of drink for the coach, and when I drank water, I also brought a bottle to the strange riders, and tried my best to make myself happy every day, try my best to integrate myself into a collective, and share the experience and tips of practicing with everyone.

There is really no time to be sad, every night when I drag my tired body back home and start making dinner, Wang Ling is still in the morning sickness period and is very picky about many ingredients, I have to prepare what she wants to eat in advance and then go home and make it for her. After eating, we took a shower and watched TV together, then chatted in the same bed until we went to sleep.

Wang Ling said: "I really hate that we can't drink now, otherwise we will make two small dishes, have some wine, and live a good life." ”

I said, "How about it, my best friend is more reliable than a man, right? ”

She laughed, and she said, "I will not forget you after my revolution is successful and the little guy is successfully unloaded." ”

I quipped, "What, are you going to give me a wedding?"

She couldn't laugh enough, and she said, "If I dare to marry, do you dare to marry?"

I immediately flinched, and I said, "Forget it, let's get through this period for the time being." ”

If we used to be just "comrades-in-arms" who worked together, now this kind of relationship has been slowly sublimated, not only friendship, but also family affection. She asked me more than once to go back and pick up Yan Yan to come over for a while, because we always mentioned the past in our chat, mentioned some of my past parenting experiences, and I described that she gradually liked Yan Yan, and after seeing Yan Yan's photos, she liked it even more.

It's just a pity that Yan Yan is still in school, and I will soon put into a new job after learning to drive, Wang Ling can't take care of himself, how can he take care of a child who doesn't have enough self-care ability?

Although learning to drive is hard, you can pass it in the end with hard work. It took me the fastest time to get my driver's license, and the night I got my license, the three of us got together again to determine the responsibilities of my job, and Li Dadao would also give me some corresponding customer resources and customer information.

Li Dadao took us to a very upscale restaurant, where we used to only come for socials. When he parked his car downstairs, I saw a scene that broke my heart.

At the entrance of the hotel, Yan Bin stood side by side in a suit and leather shoes, as if he was greeting some important guest. Once upon a time, the man standing next to him was me, but now time has changed.

When Wang Ling got out of the car, he was busy sorting things out and didn't see it, so he pulled me and said, "Go up quickly, why are you stunned." ”

Later, she also saw that scene. Yan Bin clearly saw us, I saw his gaze pause when he glanced at this side, I couldn't see his specific expression too far away, I only felt that my heart was very sour, and I couldn't move my steps when I stood still.

I suddenly remembered a sentence I saw not long ago, "What I'm most afraid of seeing is not two people who love each other hurting each other, but two people who have loved each other for a long, long time suddenly separated, passing by like strangers." I couldn't stand that kind of cruel process, because I couldn't understand how the intimacy that was implanted in the first place could turn into the indifference that would be forgotten in the future. ”

My mood was probably like this paragraph, and the relaxed state of mind that I had prepared was instantly shattered by this scene. The so-called forgetting and letting go are temporary, but in fact, the mind has been staying there, staying in the place where he was hurt.

Even if he has a thousand hardships, it is unforgivable for my love. I can understand his choice, but I've taken his promise lightly.

Wang Ling was also stunned with me, and Li Dadao said: "You two go inside and wait first, and then I'll pick up a friend and come over to meet you." ”

After saying that, he drove the car and started the engine with a bang, and disappeared under the gaze of a vote of people. Seeing us too, she seemed to say something to Yan Bin, Yan Bin nodded, and she smiled and motioned for us to walk over.

Wang Ling and I glanced at each other, she sighed, and she said, "You have to face it, be generous, let's go." ”

I nodded, squeezed out the sourness in my heart, replaced it with a fake smile that didn't smile, and walked to the door side by side with Wang Ling. said: "Yan Bin, look, isn't this Shu painting?"

I smiled and said, "Long time no see." ”

She smiled brightly, her face full of pride, and she said, "yes, yes, I haven't seen you for a long time." I thought that when Yan Bin came to our company, he would bring you capable generals over. I didn't expect you all to find new jobs. ”

I glanced at Yan Bin, who was standing there straight like a sculpture without much expression. I remember that in the past, he would never wear a suit on such an occasion.

I smiled and said, "Thank you, Miss for remembering us, we are all fine, you can promote our manager Yan well." ”

That day, I wore a black tight skirt, the hair that had grown up was also cut short, and I had big red lips, Wang Ling didn't wear makeup because she was pregnant, and she was plain in a little white dress, and the two of us stood together like black and white twin flowers, with the same hairstyle and different aura.

said: "Shu painting is still so beautiful, there is a chance to come to our company to develop, and let your old superiors take you, how about it?"

I politely declined, and I said, "No, I have a new job now." Thank you for your kindness, we'll wait here for our friends, go in first, and we'll talk another day. ”

She nodded, probably sensing the subtlety between us and Yan Bin, so she glanced at us separately. Wang Ling said to Yan Bin with a smile: "Manager Yan, how are you doing lately?"

Yan Bin smiled slightly, and then said, "It's okay, what about you?"

Wang Ling has always trusted Yan Bin, she always feels that he always has his own purpose in doing this, she also called Yan Bin after I broke up with Yan Bin, but Yan Bin told her that the reason why she did this was because it was a better choice, and there was no other reason, and said that he was no longer the Yan Bin of the past, and the values were of course different from before, saying that he could not bear the blow of failure, and now he would rather make such a choice. After Wang Ling heard her say this, he also had a lot of complaints about Yan Bin, feeling that he had changed, and he was no longer the Yan Bin he used to be.

Therefore, Wang Ling deliberately took my hand affectionately in front of him, and then kissed me on the face in front of everyone, and snuggled up to me and said, "Thank you for letting go, now I am very happy with Shu Hua." ”

It wasn't just me, everyone was stunned, their eyes widened, and they didn't seem to believe what had just happened. I naturally knew why Wang Ling did this, so I also kissed her on the face, and then we openly walked into the hotel hand in hand.

When she arrived at the box, Wang Ling couldn't stop laughing, she said, "Looking at their petrified expressions, do you feel relieved?"

I said helplessly: "Since then, there have been stains all my life, do you feel relieved?"

At this time, her phone rang, and after whispering a few words, she hung up. She said, "Yan Bin called, do you want to know what he said?"

I asked, "What did he say?"

She said: "He asked me how Qin Xinhao and I were, and I said that I was divided. He asked me why I broke up, and I said because I was in love with you. He said you're not, I said I found out that I actually like women after I met Shu Hua, and we are living together now, you wish us happiness, and we wish you and can be happy. After listening to this, Yan Bin hung up the phone silently......"

I said, "Aren't you? don't make me feel like I'm really getting along with you, I'm getting goosebumps right now." ”

She said deeply: "Actually, I feel like I'm really in love with you." ”

My pores suddenly became terrified, and I said, "Are you serious? Wang Ling, don't scare me, if that's the case, I'll move tomorrow." ”

At this time, Li Dadao brought someone in. When I saw that person, I was taken aback.

It's really a place in life where we don't meet, I didn't expect that after such a long absence, we actually met again. The world is so small.