The sun was good, but Zi Belle was not in a good mood, and he leaned against the door frame, his chin gently raised, so that the tears would not flow so easily.

For so many years, he has been pretending to be strong every day, not caring about his father's snub to him, and taking all the blame and indifference as a test of himself.

Every time he was snubbed, he only felt that he had failed to do a good job and let him down.

But the more he grew up, the more lonely he became, and he understood more and more that it was not that he didn't do a good job that his father was unhappy, but that he didn't care whether he did well or not.

When eating, he doesn't care how much he eats, and when it's cold, he doesn't care if he's warm enough. Injured, he doesn't care if he's hurt badly, when he's sick, he doesn't care if he's strict or not.

Sometimes he often wondered if he was his father's biological child, or if he was a baby he had brought back from somewhere, or if he was an abandoned baby at all, but he had taken him in and kept him alive.

But in the end, he gave himself a reason to love him.

In any case, I have to thank him for living in this world.

Listening to Ouyang Heyue talking to him in the room, his heart ached for a while, this was his father, but he couldn't talk and talk well together like other fathers and sons.

They had never had such a heartwarming scene.

Now he was finally going to lose him, but he never dared to ask, he didn't dare to ask the sentence, "Dad, do you love me or not?" ”

The sun shone on his face, and a teardrop sparkled and slipped down his cheek.

Ouyang Heyue hung his head, looking at the boss's thin hand, feeling the temperature of his fingers, his hand was slightly warm, but the palm was very dry.

Is this person about to pass away? Is there really no way for Lang Zhong?

She thought in her mind, coughing up blood, as if it must be lung disease.

This disease may have been cured in modern times, but in ancient times the medical technology was so poor. I'm afraid it's really impossible.

"For Belle, I hope he'll be able to put me down soon after I'm gone. Live his happy life and live him without pressure. A life without missing. ”

The boss muttered, a smile on his lips, as if he had done something meaningful.

"You're wrong!"

Ouyang Heyue couldn't help but interrupt him, she had to correct his mistakes, he didn't want to watch Zi Bei'er be tortured again. "Haven't you noticed it all these years? Zi Belle cares about you and your love for him. You ignore him, do you think he will forget you after you leave?"

He was obviously stunned, he didn't think that Ouyang Heyue would refute his words, he didn't expect Ouyang Heyue to be so excited.

"He's going to be in pain, and you're going to ruin his life. He has never received a father's love since he was a child, never. You're gone, and he's taken all his chances with him. You let him live his life, and he doesn't know what it's like to have a father's love. You think you're good for him. But that's just what you think. Don't impose what you think you are happy on someone else's head. Everyone's happiness is different. ”

Ouyang and Yue glanced at the door, I don't know when, Zi Bei'er is no longer there, I don't know if he heard something, or if something happened, he has already left.

The boss's lips moved, and he didn't say anything, but his eyes suddenly turned red. He was silent for a moment. His voice was slightly choked and he said, "You mean, he hasn't complained about me until now, and he still ...... me."

"Yes. I am still full of love and expectation for you. He needs fatherly love, but what have you given him? Your love, to be expressed, is not such a distorted love. He is not you, and everyone feels differently in the face of life and death. Maybe he'll be calm about everyone's departure. ”

Ouyang Heyue didn't know what to say, she just felt that she had said everything she should have said, and if she didn't understand it, it was because he was too stubborn.

"Boss, why do you torture yourself like this, torture him like this? Father and son get along well and cherish it, this is happiness. ”

Leaving the boss's room, Ouyang and Yue didn't know how they went back, and they didn't know where the pastry was thrown by themselves, but when they returned to their room, they smelled the fragrant pastry.

Mi Li'er was pacing back and forth in the room, anxious.

As soon as he saw her, he rushed up and grabbed her arm, her eyes were full of anxiety, "Master, where have you been, don't say a word, scared the slave to death." ”

His eyes flashed wide, and the tears in his eyes glistened with tears.

"I'm fine. ”

Now she doesn't even have an appetite, looking at the plate of pastries, and then looking at Mi Li'er's worried eyes, she suddenly feels that she is a little pitiful for the princess.

Trapped in the mountains by a gang of bandits, no one was able to go up the mountain.

Forget it, it seems that we can only wait until the boss returns to the west.

It's just that she doesn't know why, when she thinks of Zi Belle's face, she feels uncomfortable.

When Sunan Ge came back from hunting, he didn't know what was going on, he just asked Mi Li'er to go to the kitchen to stew chicken soup, and he accompanied Ouyang Heyue out for a walk.

They also have nowhere else to go, there are organs everywhere, and where there is no danger, it is a walled place.

"You don't look happy, who you off again. Sunan Ge took her hand, feeling her uncalm feelings, and looked at her slightly melancholy face.

Didn't she like the weather so much? Why was she so upset?

"We may be able to go down the mountain soon. ”

Ouyang Heyue said weakly, she didn't seem to be happy to leave now, but felt that no matter in ancient or modern times, people lived so hard.

Everyone has their own thoughts, and sometimes what they think is good, they think that others will also think it is good, but they don't know that they are passing on the pressure and pain in the dark.

"You know? Actually, there has been a garrison at the foot of the mountain for a while, and originally they wanted to attack the mountain, but I thought it would be good to live this kind of seclusion on the mountain, so I let them wait at the bottom of the mountain. ”

He reached out for her and flicked off a catkins that the wind had blown on her.

"What?"

Ouyang Heyue actually forgot about it, she was the imperial concubine, and she had more rights than she could imagine.

It's just that she is not very good at using it, but Sunan Ge knows more than her.

"It's not the garrison, it's the boss's body that really can't work. ”

Ouyang Heyue told Su Nange about the boss's physical condition, looking at the uncertain expression on his face, she didn't know what he was thinking, she just felt that he was unhappy.

"Do you feel bad?"

Ouyang Heyue looked at his face, he didn't know why he was like this, he didn't seem to have much affection for this mountain person, but he liked hunting more recently.

"No, I just think we're going to have to go on again, and I thought it was quiet. But it's okay, you can't eat well here, and we can finally improve the food. ”

He said abruptly.

: It's not the fourth day of the breakup, but I don't think about you anymore. (To be continued.) )