I heard that men who don't smoke or drink are very selfish. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoI don't smoke and I don't like to drink, but I drink when necessary. So, am I just a selfish person?!

Yes, I am indeed a very selfish person. Since childhood, it is.

In my toy world, I cherish my toys. However, there are always other playmates who come to me to play. In view of the teachings of aunts and uncles, give some toys to play with other playmates. I was generally reluctant because they didn't know how to play, and it was easy for them to do things that hurt me - the wheel of what was supposed to be a good car mysteriously disappeared, and the arm of a doll was broken for no reason......

All that's left is the wreckage of my beloved toy. Poor thing! I can only carefully preserve the remains of my beloved toys, occasionally talk to them, and occasionally use them to think of stories. So, I have to be selfish! I will only tear off the mask of selfishness to people who know me, who I trust, who will cherish my things. Of course, I'm not selfish about Jing. It's just that she borrowed my hula hoop to play, and I won't. It's not that I'm selfish and stingy, it's that I like to fight with her.

I went to preschool, and I had art classes. Usually, a thin piece of white paper is used to cover a pattern, and then it is slowly "printed" like a book. It was at that time that I had a little fun drawing, so that I could pave the way for my future love of drawing. Quiet.,It seems that I like to draw a lot.。

Jing always likes to scare me, but I believe it.

One night, we were looking at the stars. She told me to point to the crooked moon, and I don't know why, but I was confused. Then she laughed and said to me, "Haha! You are terrible! Mom said that the crescent moon can't be pointed with a finger, and if you do, you will have your ears cut off at night." ”

I was stunned for a moment, touched my ears and said, "I don't believe it! You lied to me! My aunt didn't even tell me!"

She gave me an example of having her ears cut off, and I don't know if there was one. It's just that I'm starting to get scared. Finally, the more she talked, the more energetic she became! With her hahaha! I cried and went home to find my aunt......

There was a time to hit butterflies too.

There was a white butterfly flying over my head and hers. Jing wanted to hit it, jumped up and clapped his hands like that. She kept jumping and playing, and I just watched from the sidelines. She didn't even hit it.

I said, "Well, let me do it!"

Get ready, half-squat, get ready, get up! Shoot! Yes, the butterfly is already in my palms together! I don't let go of my hands, Jing hurriedly rushed over to see.

I slowly let the palm open a slit, slowly, slowly, and then, the butterfly flew away......

Didn't die? It left a white powder in the palm of my hand. Jing scared me again: "You are miserable! Mom said that when you touch the wings of a butterfly, it will rot, and it will grow old quickly!!"

I couldn't help it, I believed it again, and I cried and went to my aunt again......

Whew, but the picture of the butterfly flying out of the palm of my hand, I think, is so meaningful. It's like, a hope has been released. And under the wings of hope, it was me and Jing's two pairs of innocent eyes staring blankly. Well, the beauty is in my heart.

At that time, I liked blue and red. Why? Because, at that time, I thought that blue was for boys, so I liked it. But some people will ask, "Many colors can represent a boy's girl." Why do you like blue?"

The answer is, I don't know. I just know that looking at the blue sky, I feel so happy!

As for why I like red? It's because I was fascinated by "Five-Star Warriors" at that time! The most leading of the five-star warriors is the red male warrior.

Jing, just tried to argue with me about the topic of "does red represent men or women".

She said that red clothes were worn by girls, and at that time, my aunt happened to buy a red dress with a five-star warrior printed on it for me to wear. She frantically attacked me with her tongue sword, and I could only resist the attack with my lip gun.

I objected: "The red warrior in the five-star warrior is a man, so the red represents the boy!"

Although I said so, I don't have the confidence! After all, girls wear red clothes a lot. After an argument, most of the time I lost miserably.

Truth be told, I don't like to win her either. Huhu, to be more honest, I can't win against her. Whining...

In terms of study, she and I are a good match! Because we both got the "Good Child" certificate from Teacher Zhong. Looking at the certificate, it was like seeing the happy times when I practiced writing with her.

In terms of play, our parents have taken us to the Window of the World, Happy Valley, Splendid Chinese National Cultural Village, and Xili Lake Zoo, and in these attractions, there are happy memories of our childhood.

It's just that no matter how happy you are, you still can't change the fact that you want to part.

My story with her seems to be lost in my memory. Do you blame me for my bad memory, or do you blame time for passing too quickly?

Really, the years are "quiet".

On that day, my aunt and uncle told me: "Our vegetable land is going to be expropriated, and we will soon move to Dalingshan, Dongguan." ”

I was very happy because I could ride and watch the car. By the way, he asked: "Jing, are you also moving to Daling Mountain with us?"

Auntie shook her head, "No, her father drives a truck, so she doesn't need to move to Daling Mountain." Probably, let's live in Shenzhen first. ”

At that moment, I didn't feel happy anymore.

The afternoon before I moved, I went to my aunt's house to play. Aunt Xiu is not far from my house, and she and her aunt raise pigs together to save money. Aunt Xiu's son, my cousin Wei Cheng, is a little older than me. He was very nice to me, gave me toys to play with, and gave me a lot of good food. However, he always likes to tease his big dog to scare me. I was a very timid child, and I was afraid of barking dogs. That day, it was a farewell. After all, it's about to move, of course. When I got home, my cousin gave me a few packets of snacks to take home.

Because I was about to say goodbye, I asked Jing for a chat. Snack together, laugh together, talk about the future when we grow up. yes, what will happen to her and me in the future?

At that time, I really wished that time could stop at that moment, and I smiled happily and didn't need to say goodbye......

However, time is not understood.

That night, before I went to bed, I thought: when I say goodbye to Jing tomorrow, I might as well hug her. Slept......

When I was sleeping hazy, my aunt woke me up: "Jinlong, get up, let's move." ”

I think it's strange that it's not dawn yet. So he asked, "Auntie, it's not dawn yet." ”

Auntie hurriedly replied: "It's convenient to move early, there are fewer cars on the road, and you have to move things to get off when you get to Daling Mountain, it's good to be early." ”

In a hurry, in a hurry, I was in the passenger seat of the van.

The car was gone, and I looked back at my familiar home.

I haven't said goodbye to Jing yet, I haven't hugged Jing yet, I haven't said anything to Jing yet, I... Secretly shed tears...

The van was still numb in the dark morning. The streetlights on the side of the road reflected in the tears were flashing sadly for me.

I secretly told myself in my heart: Jing, I am so reluctant to let you go... I can't bear you... Reluctant...

In my mind, I frantically searched for the beauty of bits and pieces of tranquility.

Jing who has "met me honestly";

Happily practice writing with me;

Every day when you go to and from school, you walk with me quietly;

often compete with me for the quietness of this and that;

There will always be silence that laughs with me tacitly;

On the surface, he often laughs at me, but in fact, his heart does not laugh at my quietness;

Join me in the tranquility of Shenzhen Window of the World, Happy Valley, Splendid Chinese National Cultural Village, and Xili Lake Zoo;

Jing who received the "Good Child" award certificate from Mr. Zhong with me;

always scares me by talking big things;

Jing who is always accidentally made to cry by me;

......

I didn't say goodbye to the stillness;

I didn't get a moment of silence;

Didn't hear the silence of "I like you......

The truck didn't know how long it was numb, and finally it was numb to Daling Mountain. I struggled to open my teary eyes, which had just been closed for a short time, and a new vision rushed into my eyes on a sunny and sunny day. New Nature!

It's just that Jing is no longer around......

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