153: I can do the limit for you
Who can understand me thoroughly?
Even Huo Jidu's mother is the same as everyone else.
Slowly, the surroundings became so quiet that I could hear my own breathing.
I was so cold as I watched the bleeding shards of glass next to me glow in the sunlight seeping through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Collarbones, back, legs, everywhere is cold.
Huo Jidu's expression wandered in my mind, and I still couldn't understand it.
Why didn't he get angry? Why?
Even if he showed a little anger, I could know the change in his mood, but his eyes were always cold, and he just left.
I don't know how long it took, and I stood a little numb, so I squatted down and watched my tears fall to the ground like a thread.
The tears stacked together, blurred, and slowly expanded.
Soon, it became a puddle of water.
The sudden touch on my shoulder touched my original sadness, and it turned out that there were still people.
I raised my hazy eyes and looked behind me, Su Huanhe was unfolding his suit, he was cautious, and his expression was gentle to drape the suit on me.
"You're stubborn, Lily, you like to carry everything yourself, and you don't want to reveal the slightest ......"
His words rang in my ears like warm water, and I turned my head sharply: "Why don't you go?" and wept again.
He's right, I'm a woman who doesn't like to reveal her heart to outsiders.
I am very stubborn, I have too many factors to consider, and I am worried about it one after another, and this time it is not trivial, I don't even have the courage to run out to chase Huo Jidu.
Su Huanhe hugged my shoulders from behind: "Treat me like a brother, cry...... You can be unscrupulous. ”
I wrinkled my nose, my mind was messy, Huo Jidu's parents looked down on me when they left, and when I thought about it, my heart suddenly twitched badly.
At this moment, even if I didn't know Su Ying well, I couldn't restrain my inner collapse, and I cried hoarsely, rippling in the spacious hall.
"I have a reason, Su Yinghe...... I really didn't want to deceive Huo Jidu, really...... Really don't want to ......."
I cried so much that my voice choked in my throat after I finished these few words.
Su Yinghe smoothed my back for me: "I can understand, Lily...... You're so lonely...... You are insecure, there is no one to protect, you just love Huo Jidu too much. ”
Every word of his pierced my heart, guiding me like a spiritual mentor, and I looked low at the ground: "Huo Ji is disappointed in me...... He won't want me, Su Yinghe, he won't...... Why am I? Why? Why do I seduce so many people?"
In an instant, I hated myself.
If I hadn't seduced so many people to treat 'frigidity', I wouldn't have been caught by Nie Zhuoge, and I wouldn't have happened today.
It's a pity that I can't turn back time, I just thought that regret didn't work.
The more I thought about it, the more my emotions were on the verge of getting out of control, and we broke free from Su Yinghe's control and ran to the edge of our bag, trying to escape from this empty place.
However, in a panic, the diary he was carrying with him suddenly shook out of his bag for some reason.
Looking down, this is all evidence that I seduced a man, emotions surged into my heart, I couldn't restrain it anymore, picked it up, and ripped it open, but the diary was made of cowhide, no matter how much I pulled it, it still didn't move.
Like my past, no matter how much I hide it, it will eventually be dug up.
"Why? Why can't I tear it off? Why?"
I kept pulling, with all my might, very crazy.
Su Yinghe walked up to me, grabbed my trembling wrist, and pulled out the diary raw, letting it out of my grip.
Maybe people will lose their rationality when they are extremely sad, and the slightest care will be moved, at this time, I was sitting at the bottom of the well, and it was dark all around, and I didn't think that Su Huanhe should not be allowed to see the contents of the diary.
After the diary was snatched, all the strength of his body was drained, and he leaned against the table with his eyes closed and his forehead in frustration.
I don't know how long it took, and a warm voice came from beside me: "Lily, you seduced twenty-six men?"
I ignored it, and suddenly reacted, and the moment I turned my head, Su Huanhe was holding my diary, and her eyes were in disbelief.
He was the first person other than Shen Nao to see the diary.
At this moment, I should have panicked, but the panic in my heart disappeared in an instant.
I snorted coldly with the broken jar and broken mentality: "Yes, didn't Nie Zhuoge investigate a few? There are twenty-six men I seduced...... Any man wouldn't be happy to hear that. ”
I was dejected, helpless, and had no hope in sight.
Su Yinghe held my shoulder: "Lily, if nothing happens to you and these men, then you are innocent, aren't you." ”
Isn't it?
Su Yinghe's words rang in my ears over and over again.
He was surrounded by a white halo like an angel, guiding a homeless man, so much so that I wasted even my ability to think of his intentions.
Seeing that I was sluggish, he gently continued to explain: "Nie Zhuoge is injured in the abdomen, although I didn't see what happened just now, but you also know that most of the people present must think that you stabbed Nie Zhuoge out of control of your emotions...... Do you think that if Nie Zhuoge is seriously injured, will she let you go? Surely not, she will be entangled with you to the end...... Ji has to not look at it and persuade it, I'm afraid you won't have a good time in the future, that's why he left so indifferently. ”
I was like a person who didn't have the ability to think, and my whole mind was under Su Yinghe's control, completely following his train of thought: "He just made sure that Nie Zhuoge wasn't injured before he left so quickly?"
Su Yinghe nodded affirmatively: "I love Nie Zhuoge and know her, so you have to cheer up a little, you can't give up like this...... The diary is your past, why destroy it? You can take it with you, let it all be revealed in the sun, you love Huo Jidu, you should confess everything to him, he is a rational man. ”
"Confess everything. ”
I said the word steadily, the corners of my lips slowly quirming.
I have to confess my mistakes to Huo Jidu, can I?
Su Yinghe has been persuading me and sparing no effort to pull me out of the swamp of pessimism......
It wasn't until the dead of night that I moved my body: "Thank you, Su Yinghe." ”
"No thanks, I studied psychology in college, and I happened to see your sadness, Lily, live well, life is more important than anything else. ”
Yes, it is more important to live, to live well than anything else.
Leaving Song Yuyang's villa, the sky outside was gray, and I sat in Su Yinghe's car, letting the cold wind blow outside the window.
At this time, Su Yinghe asked me, "Lily, do you have a place to go?"
Is there any? The answer is no, I have nowhere to go, but I don't want to have anything to do with Su Yinghe, so I shook my head secretly: "I live in a hotel." ”
"What about tomorrow? What are you going to do? If Nie Zhuoge does not go to the National Defense University tomorrow, the news will definitely spread, and then your situation at the National Defense University will be very difficult. ”
I took a deep breath.
Su Yinghe's handling of things is as delicate as his people, and he throws out everything he can think of, but I really don't know what to do, if the gossip hurts me one by one, will I block them one by one? I don't have that much ability.
"I'm sorry, I really don't know what to do with this......"
Before I finished speaking, the mobile phone rang, and when I looked down, it was Shen Nao, his phone was like timely rain to relieve my urgent need, and I couldn't wait to connect the phone.
"Hey ......"
"Where are you? I'll pick you up. ”
"I'm in Su Yinghe's car. ”
"You ask Su Yinghe to send you back to the villa here, I have something to tell you......"
Shen Nao's voice sounded serious, I was full of excitement, hung up the phone, and asked Su Yinghe to send me to Shen Nao.
Su Yinghe sighed: "Huo Jidu and Shen Nao are people on two paths, Lili, you are undoubtedly ...... when you contact Shen Nao."
I pursed my lips and smiled: "Major General Su, everything has a gray area, I know that Shen Nao is not a good person, but he saved me and will not abandon me, although he also pushed me into the fire pit, but at this time, who can I rely on?......"
Su Yinghe didn't care about me anymore, sent me to Shen Nao's villa, told me to be careful, and then left.
After pushing the door in, the maid brought me a pair of slippers: "Miss Lily, you're back." ”
Nodding and changing into slippers, he walked to the living room, Shen Nao was smoking, there were a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray, and it looked like he had been smoking for a while.
He gave me a faint look and said to the servant, "Go and iron some hot towels." ”
Behind me, the maid left in a hurry, and at the same time, I sat down opposite Shen Nao.
"Tired birds, Lily, I will always be your home by my side, I have heard about today's events, you can't afford to play with people like them, who are as powerful as them......" He pulled out his cigarette and snuffed it out: "I also want to enter politics, but every place has its own principles, one person and one play, Huo Ji crushed me to death, I can't even touch the edge of Chongqing......"
This was the first time Shen Nao had analyzed his situation to me, and I didn't speak, just sat on the side and listened quietly.
"You must be curious why I am so against Huo Jidu, but I really can't tell you, everyone has a secret in their hearts, I am not as beautiful as I seem, I have today's achievements, all of them are from my own hard work...... When I was very young, my mother sent me to an orphanage to support me, and she was right next to me, hehe, ridiculous...... At that time, I told myself in my heart that I must be a rich man, and now I understand that you can't mix it up if you have money, and the person who can crush you can still crush you. ”
The maid brought a hot towel at this time: Miss Lily, apply to your eyes.
I leaned back on the couch and the maid folded the towel over my eyes.
In his ear, Shen Nao's words continued: "Just like Huo Jidu, he is your weakness, he doesn't love you, but he can play with you...... He was so close to Nedrog that he was entitled to pamper that woman...... Your engagement banquet is just a conspiracy that Nie Zhuoge reveals your true form, just like Yan Miaoling at the beginning. ”
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