127 I don't love anymore
I feel that I owe Xu Yi a lot of favors, and he told me not to take it to heart.
How could it not be taken to heart.
Back in Beijing, Rarity picks up the two of us, and after loading them into the trunk, he seems to have something to say to Xu Yi, and I consciously get in the car first to avoid it.
Rarity's expression is still a little dull when she gets into the car, so she turns off the radio and switches to CD, which is supposed to be for entertainment news.
Xu Yi didn't speak, he was probably tired, and I was embarrassed to disturb.
I want to send Xu Yi back to the studio first, and then Rarity will send me to the train station, and the past few days have been twenty-nine, and more than half of the holidays have been consumed, and I really want to go home, mainly because I don't worry about my mother.
Xu Yi didn't plan to go back with me, probably because he had accumulated a lot of work in the past few days.
Without him, the New Year felt boring.
After twelve o'clock, I started to send messages, and the old-fashioned New Year's greeting text messages of the past few years were no longer popular, even if it was just one sentence, it was more sincere to write it myself.
I stared at my phone for a long time. In the end, only one sentence was typed: Happy New Year, thank you.
Xu Yi didn't reply, and when I opened my phone on the morning of the first day of junior high school, there was still no name in my inbox.
Actually, there is still a little bit of loss, but it is not important. My mother urged me to go out, this year because of these things at home, so thirty is our mother at home, but she can't rest assured that no one will pick up the old people, so I still have to go back on the first day of junior high school, I said to follow her, I haven't been there for a while.
The nursing home is a very sad place, and every time I visit, I see some new elderly people who have moved in, and some of them have left. This one is the one who really went and won't come back.
I greeted those grandparents, but I didn't see Grandma Chen, and my heart was groaning.
Then an old woman told me, "Grandma Chen was picked up by her family yesterday and went home for the Chinese New Year." ”
I nodded and said yes.
Grandma Chen's family, thinking about it, is actually the only one who can come.
I stood in Grandma Chen's room, thinking that Chen Shi had also stood here twenty hours ago. This is probably the closest we've been to in months.
He came back, and it was only natural that he didn't contact me.
Xu Nia still found a group of people to carnival in the rivers and lakes day and night to open a live, and when he called me, I refused, saying that I was not available. Hearing this, Xunia's tone was a little disappointed, and then he said that he would have time to meet, and I said okay.
On this side, I missed the appointment again, and I was going back to Beijing after the second year of junior high school, Xu Yi's shops couldn't be left unattended, I just went over and wandered around every day, but I couldn't say it if I didn't show up. I took my mom with me and took her to Beijing for a few days.
As soon as I arrived at the store, I received a call from Xu Yi, and someone should have reported to him.
He said on the phone, "Hardworking enough?"
I smiled, "I owe you money now, and I can't be absent from work." ”
"Well, come over for dinner at noon. ”
I turned my head to look at my mom, and I said, "No, I'm bringing my mom with me, and I want to go out with her in the afternoon." And you're busy, aren't you? ”
"Your mom is here, I'm busy and I should take the time to spend time with her, so be it, I'll ask Rarity to book a table. ”
His posture, I really feel a little warm.
To be honest, Xu Yi and I are currently on the road of development, maybe, I mean maybe, maybe we will be together in the future, no matter how likely that is, my mother came to Beijing, and it is indeed inappropriate for him not to take the time to accompany him.
I never thought that Xu Yi was such a considerate person.
Hung up the phone, the account over there was almost done, and I took a few brief glances and was ready to take my mother to Xu Yi.
When I got in the car, I received another phone call, which was a string of numbers, which I hadn't saved before.
I now have two numbers, and the one who received the call is for special work, and when I answer the phone, I politely report my name, "Hello, I'm to the west." ”
There was an inhaling sound on the other side, and there was no response for a long time.
I repeated it again, and then said, "Hey, who are you?"
My mom looked at me suspiciously and asked, "Who?"
I shook my head and hung up, "Maybe it's an advertisement." ”
It was at this time that the voice finally came from the other side.
The voice was so familiar and so unfamiliar that I didn't know how to react for a while.
He said, "It's me." ”
It's him, it's Chen Zhi. Counting on my fingers, it's been a **** month since the last time I was in a hurry in front of my school
I actually didn't feel good in my heart, Chen Shi called this phone during the Chinese New Year, maybe it was just a casual greeting, but I would be unhappy, so I didn't want to say anything to him, so I waited quietly for him to talk.
He said, "I'm back, do you have time? ”
The nasal voice is very strong, probably not used to the temperature difference with the south so I catch a cold, I remember how he used to be when he was sick, always lazily nestled in the quilt and motionless for me to serve.
Think about it, those broken ones are like a world away.
Putting away those useless feelings, I said, "I've been busy lately. ”
He was slightly stunned and replied, "Well, forget it." ”
"Hmm. "My fingers have moved to the position of the hang up button.
"Then you're busy, I'm hanging. ”
"Good. ”
"Goodbye. ”
"Goodbye. ”
The taxi driver changed a song, a thousand years later.
Because after a thousand years / the world has long gone without me / I can't hold your hand affectionately / kiss you on the forehead
Where is the need for a thousand years? One year, almost forgettable.
I don't want to know the reason for Chen Shi's sudden call. Yes, I don't want to know at all. What to wait for, what to misunderstand, what to tie up, in the face of reality, there is no meaning at all.
I only know what it means to be in transit and what it means to be in water.
I think the best explanation I can come up with is that I don't love him anymore, I don't love him, and I don't miss him anymore.
The music goes on.
Don't wait until a thousand years from now / Everyone has forgotten me / The desert of red dusk / Who can unravel the loneliness that has haunted the millennium
I also remember the singer who sang this song, Singaporean, who was the same age as me, also debuted in ** that year, and in a blink of an eye, he has become a first-line, and the most threatened ones are still those seniors.
Someone has to step up, someone has to step aside, which is why Rarity is so anxious about the lack of a PSA and an Olympic song. I don't know who the song Xu Yi missed will end up on, but what is certain is that if it is a newcomer, it may be a chance to become an instant hit.
I owe Xu Yi so much, and he is so good to me.
I really don't want to toss, and more importantly, I think I can give it a try with Xu Yi, and this one has the possibility of success.
There is also a chance to be happy.
Rarity booked a private room in the clubhouse, membership-based, and being able to enter and exit these places was also the result of a year of mixing with Xu Yi, not that I relied on him for anything, but that he provided me with a platform, an opportunity, and the VIP card in my hand was indeed obtained by myself, in order to meet with some Japanese executives for interviews.
My mom followed me in and enjoyed the best service. In fact, she is not the kind of vain old lady, but who doesn't want their children to live better, although I am floating alone outside, I have made a little bit of progress, and I really haven't suffered any grievances.
Xu Yi was still a little late, and there was a traffic jam on the road.
He sat down and apologized to my mom and explained the reason, the last time we ate together was too hasty, and my mom didn't talk much when she was in a bad mood.
Today, Xu Yi chatted a lot with her, some about the comfort in Guangzhou, and some about my current work, in order to reassure the old lady.
On the contrary, I didn't have much chance to interject, just listened quietly and watched quietly.
When my mom went to wash her hands, I sat next to Xu Yi and said, "Thank you." ”
Xu Yi put a chopstick dish into my bowl, which is my favorite food, "Thank you for what?"
"You're good to my mom. ”
I'm a little embarrassed to say that, the shy one. I have always regarded Xu Yi as a very cold person, I am a small person in front of him, and I will be grateful for his kindness to me.
But he did have that kind of humble and polite attitude towards my mother.
If I were an outsider, I would have thought he liked my mother's daughter very much.
I even began to wonder if Xu Yi did this for me, could he actually have a little different liking for me.
After eating, Xu Yi drove me and my mother out to play, in fact, there was nothing to play, but the last time my mother came to Beijing was 20 years ago, we went to the Forbidden City, and then to the Summer Palace. My mom said that when my dad chased her, he was waiting at her door early in the morning to take her to play, and then the two of them came to Beijing, and my dad confessed, and she agreed.
To this day, I still have photos of them in the Forbidden City when they were young.
Now the mobile phone camera function is already very good, if you are not a professional photographer, the effect of taking it out to rinse is actually similar to the camera.
I helped my mom take a lot of photos, and Xu Yi also helped take pictures of the two of us.
My mom said, "You two should take a picture too." ”
I was stunned, I heard her affirmation of Xu Yi, probably acquiescing to the two of us being together.
However, Xu Yi agreed first, and even took off his sunglasses, put his arm around my shoulders and posed a scissor hand in front of **.
Looking at the photos on my phone, I couldn't help but laugh, "Are you stupid?"
"Huh?"
I said, "Your fans don't like you when they know you're taking pictures like this." ”
"What about you?"
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