"Why, when you hear this answer, you feel sorry that I am not the heinous bastard in your heart, right?" Seeing my expression, Leng Lei shrugged his shoulders: "Hu Wei's death has nothing to do with me, but I admit that before I went to redeem people that day, I knew that he would die." ”

"......" After listening to Leng Lei's words, I was stunned again.

Seeing my shocked expression, Leng Lei seemed to be enjoying it, and after a while, he stuck the cigarette butt in the snow in front of him: "The person who did Hu Wei was the devil of the house." ”

"This is impossible!" I rudely interrupted Leng Lei's words: "At the beginning, the person who Fang Devil trusted the most, except for Luo Hongcang, was only Hu Wei, when I negotiated with Brother Dong and him before, I could see that Fang Devil regarded Hu Wei as more important than Luo Bin, he would never do this!"

"Don't say you're confused, even I didn't figure it out, but on the night of the ransom, Fang Devil found me, and he told me that Hu Wei had to die that night. ”

"Why?"

"How do I know why?" Leng Lei looked at me indifferently: "And I don't need to know why, because I know that as long as Hu Wei dies, the biggest beneficiary will be me, and that's enough, so it wasn't me who found someone to kill Hu Wei that night, but Fang Devil, speaking of which, I just took the infamy for him." ”

"Hu Wei has done so much for you, but you watched him die in front of you, all this in your eyes, is it as simple as having a black cauldron on your back?"

"Otherwise?" Leng Lei smiled at me: "If Hu Wei is still alive, then he will be the boss of Ivory Coast today, and he stands in my current position, so what role should I be?

"Is money and status really so important to you? so important that the people around you who have been with you for so long have become worthless in the face of money?!" Seeing Leng Lei's persistent eyes, I suddenly realized that he was really no longer the Lei Lei I once knew.

"I don't know if money is really that important to me, because I haven't tasted losing it. Leng Lei said and paused: "But what I know is that the relationship between people also needs interests to maintain, just like Tian Madman's gang, even if so many things don't happen in the middle, do you think that such a gang without financial support can get to where it is today?"

"Everyone wants to make money, it's instinct to make one's life better, and it's understandable to like money, but there are many ways to make money, and I can't figure out why you would choose to do it to the people around you. ”

"I also want to be like you, you can trust others unconditionally, you can rest assured that your life is in the hands of others, but I can't, Hu Wei was loyal to Lao Fang, and Lao Fang also regarded Hu Wei as his own, just such a pair of relatives like father and son, in the blink of an eye, you can hurt the killer, think about it carefully, don't you think it's terrifying? And your eldest brother Gan Chudong, don't think he's a good thing, let me tell you, there is no one who can climb to their position without shit on his buttocks!" After Leng Lei said this, he stretched out his hand and lit a cigarette: "Actually, except for the camp, you and I are in the same situation, we are all chess pieces, no matter how good we mix, we can't escape from this chessboard, hey, do you remember what my dad said when he taught us to play chess, he told us that on this chessboard, except for the generals, the rest of the chess pieces, no matter how important they look, can be discarded for the sake of victory, because this is the value and meaning of their existence." ”

"The chess pieces fight themselves so that the other chess pieces can better stay on the chessboard, not as ungrateful as you, and not as heavy as you. ”

"Hehe, since you also admit that we are all chess pieces, that's enough, anyway, sooner or later we are going to be killed, so don't care if you work hard for others or for yourself, since the ending is the same, why care about the ending. ”

"Even if you pay all your brothers and friends for the sake of fighting for this one, do you not hesitate to do so?"

"You say, if I go out on the street, grab a random person, and call him brother when I open my mouth, will he give me money to spend? He won't! Because of this, I will fight for what I want more directly, and a docile person like you will only be excluded and despised by others, and people who have been excluded will not be able to mix up in society at all! Therefore, in this society where money determines everything, you can either change your personality or be eliminated silently!" Leng Lei's emotions suddenly became excited:" Han Fei, when you first went down to society, you were like a harmless sheep to humans and animals, after so long, you are still like this, wake up!

"I'm a bastard, but I'm mixed with life, not friendship! I can't do the thing of killing my brother and brother, and I don't bother to do it, I'm different from you, I didn't think about dominating anything, let alone thinking about putting my own interests on the bloody corpses of the people around me!" I also looked at Leng Lei with sneer: "Even if I am eliminated by this society, isn't it a kind of ending?"

After listening to my words, Leng Lei frowned: "In this way, what's the point of you mixing in society?"

"A clear conscience. ”

"A clear conscience. Leng Lei repeated these four words and smiled: "This kind of feeling, I may never experience it in my life." ”

Hearing Leng Lei's answer, my heart was suddenly stirred: "You still have a way back." ”

"I've already lived the life I want, why should I turn back?" Leng Lei frowned and looked at me, as if I was telling a joke, his eyes did not fluctuate at all, and looked at me: "And the person who stands in my way, no matter who it is, I will not let him go!"

After listening to Leng Lei's words, I was silent in the ice and snow for a minute, nodded and smiled: "Leng Lei, thank you." ”

"......" Leng Lei grinned when he saw my appearance.

"Thank you for letting me know how stupid I used to be to believe that there was an old love between the two of us. When the words fell, I got up directly and pointed the muzzle of the gun in my hand at him: "I don't shoot at you because you still have value for us, so don't force me, okay?"

Leng Lei looked at me for a moment and licked his lips: "If I ask you now, how much can I buy me to leave safely, will you think it's ridiculous?"

I smiled: "Money is omnipotent in your eyes, but not in my eyes." ”

"For Gan Chudong's sake, you treat me like this?" Leng Lei was still a little unwilling.

"It's not all about him, either. I paused: "Let your scourge run outside, I really don't know how many friends I have that will suffer in your hands." ”

"Huh. After Leng Lei listened to my words, he saw me pointing a gun at him, and he didn't resist, and stood up very obediently: "Was Hu Wei also taken away by you like this?"

"He's worse than you. I replied expressionlessly, and got out of the way of the way back, Leng Lei looked at me and walked in front.

On a white grassland, two small figures walked in the direction of the post station.

Before, I only cared about chasing Leng Lei all the way, and I didn't pay attention to what direction I was running, and the wind on the grassland was generally very strong, a gust of white hair blew over, and the footprints we stepped on when we came would soon be covered with white, so on the grassland without a target, we quickly lost our sense of direction, and I could only rely on my intuition to walk in the direction of the post station with Leng Lei.

After walking on the snow for more than ten minutes, Leng Lei turned around, looked at the gun in my hand and smiled: "Do you remember, when the two of us were waiters in Beiyang Bath, every day at this time of night, sneaked out and walked to the Internet café." ”

"Hehe, I didn't expect you to remember these things. I gave me a sneering expression: "I thought you had become the way you are and forgotten the original story." ”

"I'm not mentally retarded, how can I forget the past so cleanly, I just buried the stories of the past in my heart, because I know that the stories of the past can't make me live a very comfortable life now. After Leng Lei finished speaking, he looked at me and smiled: "When the two of us were together, I knew that you were a very smart person, so all along, the kind of loyalty and persistence you showed to friendship, I thought you were pretending, but the more later, the more I couldn't understand you, because after being mixed in society for so long, I found that you are really different from other people, there are two kinds of people in this world, one is like you, who lives for others, and the other is like me, who lives for yourself." Leng Lei paused after speaking: "Hey, I just want to ask, like you, who lives for others every day, no longer cares about the emotions of the people around you all the time, and even for the people around you, you can sacrifice a lot of your own things, and see others as more important than yourself, aren't you tired?"

"Tired, how can you not be tired. Leng Lei's words made my heart tremble, and then sighed: "People live, no matter when, there must be a few people who are concerned, whether you are worried about others, or others are worried about you, you know my family situation, I have no relatives, and I am a person who is afraid of loneliness, so I thought, I can make more brothers and friends, so as not to be old and nowhere to rely on, in the future, there will not even be a person who can speak in my heart, I don't know whether it is the relationship between mentality or personality, I have been used to paying for others for so many years." ”

"But have you ever thought that if you pay for others, will others pay for you?" Leng Lei looked at me playfully: "When your contribution becomes a matter of course in the eyes of others, is this kind of payment still meaningful?"

"I haven't thought about it, and I'm not going to think about it. I looked up, looked at the post station in the distance, and replied softly,

"Yes, that's why we're different. Leng Lei sighed and looked at the post station that had appeared in the field of vision: "You are still so kind, too kind, I told you a long time ago that in this society, kindness is worthless." ”

"Kindness is not a bad thing, at least before I go to bed at night, I don't have to think about who I'm sorry for, I dare to give my back to everyone around me now, but, do you dare?"

'Brush!'

After listening to my words, Leng Lei looked up blankly and stood in the snow, speechless for a long time.