Ah Hu heard me ask about Hu Wei, the angry expression on his face disappeared at once, replaced by a silence, and after a while, Ah Hu spoke: "By now, I don't think about whether it's worth those things, because revenge for Brother Wei is the only breath that can support me to live, if this breath is dispersed, I really don't know, what does it mean for me to live, just like you, your brother died, aren't you also heartbroken, crying and shouting to come to me to ask for something to smoke, hehe." ”

"yes, that's what I don't understand. I sat up straight and rubbed my aching body: "Since you have hatred in your heart, you can numb yourself with drugs, then why can't I?"

"I won't let you touch that thing because my experience has taught me that drugs don't relieve the slightest pain in your heart, on the contrary, they only make you more tormented, and your whole mind is filled with hatred when you can't sleep all night. Ah Hu picked up the cigarette case and threw it to me: "Seriously, if you come to me today and ask me to accompany you to find Leng Lei for revenge, then I won't say a word, I can walk with you by putting on my shoes, but you're not, you are coming to me and let me help you destroy yourself, you say, I have been tossed into this B, can I still do this evil on you?"

I grabbed the cigarette case, took out a cigarette, and re-examined Ah Hu: "It turns out that you also know that taking drugs is a bad thing for yourself, and I thought you had been enjoying it." ”

"I'm not stupid, how can I not even understand such a simple truth, there is a word that seems to be called self-anesthesia. Ah Hu picked up the blindfold that I had torn off, tied the broken rope again, and put it on his face:" At the beginning, I really wanted to use this thing to make myself forget about suffering, to be honest, the first few times I smoked, there were some effects, but when I slowly found out, ice and drugs have no effect on my situation, I have already become addicted, drugs, in addition to being able to hollow out people's bodies, the rest of the rhetoric are all lies of addicts to deceive others into taking drugs, but fortunately, for a waste person like me, those are not important, since I am tired of living, then smoke, there is no worry about smoking to death, how good. ”

I looked at Ah Hu who was giving up on himself in front of me, and I couldn't help but feel a little sad about the rabbit and the fox: "I can understand your feelings." ”

"No, even though we both went through the same thing, you certainly can't understand my feelings. Ah Hu shook his head: "Since Hu Wei died, my life has collapsed, because apart from him, I have no brothers and friends to believe in, but you are different, you have died a friend, but there are also those brothers of Sheng Dong, and a big brother like Gan Chudong, to be honest, sometimes, I envy you." ”

I pointed to myself, a little surprised: "Envy me?"

"That's right, I just envy you. Ah Hu admitted without hesitation: "Since your brother had an accident, Gan Chudong has put you under house arrest here, I know the taste of hatred, and naturally I understand how wronged you are now, but have you thought about it, if Gan Chudong uses your current anger, as long as he guides you a little, he will make you do a lot of irrational things, but not only did he not take advantage of your anger, but he also left you here and let your anger slowly dissipate, what is this for?" It's because he's afraid that you will do something reckless under your anger, even if you fight with the devil like this, he doesn't take advantage of you, and he spares no effort to protect you, you look at his attitude towards me, and then look at your attitude, it should be very telling, you say, when you meet a big brother who feels so sorry for you, isn't it worth envy? In fact, many times, when I see Gan Chudong's appearance towards you, I will think of Brother Wei, in this cannibalistic society, we are very lucky to meet a big brother like them, so I stopped you from taking drugs, because the two of us are different, after Brother Wei died, I have nothing, but you at least have a brother, and a big brother who feels sorry for yourself, not to mention that I am also serving Gan Chudong's rice bowl now, if he knows that I take you to take drugs, can I have a good end?"

After listening to Ah Hu's words, I sat in place, and was stunned for a moment, his next words, I didn't listen to a word, and my mind began to recall what happened recently, during this time, a lot of things happened that I was kept in the dark, and I have been complaining about Brother Dong in my heart, I feel that he doesn't trust me anymore, and Ah Hu's few words are like an enlightenment, let me think about a lot of things clearly, because whether it is his cooperation with Wang Shen, or the three gourds killed Lao Huang, calm down and think about it, any thing is extremely dangerous, and the slightest carelessness will push the participants down the abyss, I have always thought that Brother Dong has something to hide from us, but I never thought that Brother Dong did this precisely because these things were too dangerous, and the reason why he didn't tell us was precisely because of the protection of us, thinking of this, I was relieved a lot, and the resentment in my heart towards Brother Dong dissipated all of a sudden.

"There's also Leng Lei's thing. Ah Hu saw that I was silent, and thought that I was listening carefully to his words, so he continued to tell:" Leng Lei is now a hardcore subordinate of the house devil, no matter how the situation changes in the future, I believe that Gan Chudong will not let go of this person easily, it is precisely because Leng Lei will not have a good end, so Gan Chudong will see you to death, staring at it, to prevent you from blindly taking revenge, after all, when I went to Leng Lei to seek revenge, you also saw the end, if it wasn't for you suddenly appearing that day to disrupt the situation, what would happen to me now, you should also know, Xiaofei, listen to my advice, revenge must be avenged, but you can't just rely on a lonely heart, like you now, you don't want to go back to revenge, the final result can only be the relatives and the enemies are happyYou know what I mean. ”

I sat on the bed, thought for a while, and took a deep breath: "Don't worry, I understand what you mean, since Leng Lei can do Ah Zhen in broad daylight, he must have already thought about the next moves, if I am impulsive, I can only make Brother Dong's situation more passive, okay, you rest, I want to be quiet alone for a while and think about something." With that, I got up and was about to leave.

"Xiaofei!" Ah Hu saw me get up, walked over and grabbed me, and shook his head slightly: "Don't be impulsive." ”

"Didn't I say it, I'm fine, I just want to go back to my room and be quiet for a while. ”

"I've been out there for so long, and I still have the ability to read words and colors, and your expression is very wrong. Ah Hu frowned and looked at me: "If you go to Leng Lei now, it's not the same as the last time I sought revenge, I did it last time when they were defenseless, Rao is like that, Leng Lei is still with more than a dozen people, even in that case, you have seen my results, haven't you?" If it weren't for the three gourds on your side to save the scene, the situation of the day, just a few of us, ten lives are not enough to change, you believe me, this matter must not be impulsive, the death of your brother, even I can understand your feelings, I think you and your eldest brother will not be invisible, although I don't have a good impression of Gan Chudong, but I also have to say, he is a good big brother, now Leng Lei's side, must have been unsheathed, just waiting for you to get into their trap, now in this case, you must pay attention to your emotions and behavior, Leng Lei since he dares to make a threat to your life, there must be some fearless countermeasures, once you are fooled, he will definitely not let you get out, your brother died in the hands of Leng Lei, my eldest brother also died in the hands of Leng Lei, and my hatred must be no less than yours, just because the two of us have a common enemy, so I don't object to your revenge, but there is a difference between revenge and death, you have to be clear, once this kind of thing is impulsive, the final result is likely to be that we fill in our own lives, and Leng Lei is still at ease and alive in a good manner. ”

"Don't worry!" I looked at Ah Hu and nodded: "I'm measured." ”

"Is it really okay?" Ah Hu was still very uneasy when he saw my calm appearance.

"Oh, you're not annoying, like an old girl, I said it's okay, it's okay. ”

"!" Ah Hu was scolded by me, but laughed instead, and pointed to the safe: "Get you something?"

"Fuck off, what you just told me is a fart. I smiled at Ah Hu: "You give me these things, aren't you afraid that I will go to the emperor to visit you?"

"He's your emperor, and I'm just a fan. When Ah Hu heard that I had rejected him, the expression on his face completely relaxed.

"Alright, let's stop messing with you, I'm leaving. When the words fell, I pushed the door directly and left Ah Hu's room, but I didn't go upstairs, but walked directly downstairs, and the person sent by Brother Ren to see me was still like a fart, following behind.

After walking out of the apartment building, I squatted in front of the lobby door of the hotel, sat on the edge of the pool in the flower bed, and felt a mess in my head, just now in Ah Hu's room, what he said to me, I can understand everything, I also know, with the trend that we are incompatible with the house devil, Leng Lei and I, sooner or later, we have to fall down, but at this moment, I don't have the patience to wait for the day when the house devil falls, since the day of Ah Zhen's accident, I haven't slept well for several nights, I lie on the bed, as long as I close my eyes, my mind is full of Ah Zhen holding the child, at this time my, I can't wait to find Leng Lei to seek revenge, even if I know that this is a trap, I have to break through.

I understand Brother Dong, but I still have to take revenge.

Born as a human being, born as a man, if even if my brother died, I could endure not to take revenge, I really couldn't figure out that I had been in the society for so long, what was a B!