In the second year of junior high school, there was a scene that surprised me very much, she was actually there at the New Year's Day party! Who is she?

Well, back in the second grade of elementary school, she was a poor student with bad grades, called Rong. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoHer home is close to my uncle's house, so it's a neighbor. Ah, my cousin always teases me and says, "Soak her as a girlfriend." "As for me, I liked rhyme at the time. What's more, Rong's appearance is a bit ...... Forehead...... Somewhat...... The appearance of a long runny nose. So, I think she has a runny nose a lot and dresses a little old-fashioned. That was all thought when I was a kid......

Later, in the third grade, she repeated a grade. That's it, I'm a year older than her.

Unexpectedly, when I was in the second year of junior high school, she also entered Dacheng Middle School for the first year of junior high school.

At the New Year's Day party, she and several female classmates in her class performed and danced. Accompanied by the musical melody of Wang Xinling's "Eyelash Curl", she danced lightly. It's changed! It's really changed! It's become so beautiful! I've been so excited to watch it offstage! From there I've learned not to underestimate anyone, because one day that person might come to you very well and prove how stupid you were to underestimate that person in the first place.

The dormitory life in the second year of junior high school is a bit obscene and chaotic.

Because it is a combination of key classes and ordinary classes, the level of quality and civilization has greatly declined. When I went back to the dormitory after lunch at noon, I could always see a large group of lewd guys wearing only underwear walking around, and the corridor was also in this style. As I said, our dorm is on the ground floor. There are so many girls going upstairs, and they are not ashamed. Alas, it means that it is beyond the reach of the dust......

Fortunately, I listened to the songs in the headphones during nap time and Lijin, and at night, I listened to a program - Blur Archive. This show is dedicated to ghost stories, and sometimes when I get scared, Rijin and I will hug each other. Haha! It's kind of interesting to think about.

Let's talk about Jing, her family is a small business.

One time she brought us some "depth charges" and gave us some "depth charges" to give us something to drink.

A "depth charge" is a kind of sugar made from something I don't know, but you can't just put it in your mouth. Because, this thing will react when it encounters water. There are many flavors, pineapple, pomegranate, orange, etc. Put one in boiling water, and immediately turn it, the water will change color, and what color it will change depends on what it tastes like. Anyway, it's fun to watch and drink, so she takes it to the classroom and sells it, and it can be sold out quickly.

Jing doesn't know how many teeth she lost laughing, haha!

For a while, there was an idol drama "Smile Pasta" came out, starring Zhang Dongliang and Wang Xinling. I said it looked good, but I didn't see it.

Di really liked one of the songs "Little Turtle" in it, and Di once asked me to sing it to her, but I had never heard it. So, I encountered a rare scene - Di sang to me.

When she sang "Little Turtle", I didn't watch her, I just felt it with my heart and remembered that feeling. Before she could remember, she said, "Oolong, you know how to sing, sing it to me." ”

Ahh That's good, she nodded with some satisfaction. Whew, how does it seem like a teacher teaching a student?

At that time, many of the songs on the campus radio were hidden in my memories of my second year of junior high school, so now when I hear a song I heard at that time, I can recall the bits and pieces of that year.

The psychology of adolescents in adolescence is very complicated, especially after being in contact with the opposite sex for a long time, the psychological direction will be a little uncontrollable.

Well, tell me the secret that I was most afraid of being discovered when I was a student. In fact, the more afraid you are of being discovered, the less you can be a normal self.

In order to be able to truly be yourself, you must remove the burden of darkness in your heart. One might think that these secrets don't need to be known to others, yes, not necessarily. However, I wrote this to contain all the psychology of my youth. In other words, my youth will be accumulated in this Dongdongli.

Okay, let's start dissecting the psychology that affects me the most. Well, if you are under the age of eighteen, or have an aversion to sensitive topics, please consider whether to read down at your own discretion.

In addition to being obscene, the dormitory life in the second year of junior high school also involves sexual topics.

At first, I couldn't understand anything, such as what they said about the old man's cart, what Mount Tai pressed on the top...... The kind that says it's lustful, but I can't imagine that it has anything to do with sex. Until......

I like to watch idol dramas, so of course I will go to the store that sells CDs. At the time, I didn't know what AV was, but the sexy cover probably told me what it was.

I immediately stopped picking for fear of being seen. I want to turn around and go, and in the same way, the devil in my heart comes out again! Go, go, buy it, and you will see a different world!

I didn't listen! I kept walking, and walked a long way. The voice of the devil is getting louder and louder! A magic of temptation and uncontrollable desire is haunting me, I am entangled, I am wandering......

For a long time, he still couldn't resist the temptation of the devil. So, I ran back to the store, and my eyes suddenly became very powerful!

Analyze what type of person buys the disc in the store, if there are girls or students of my age, it is not appropriate to sell. It is also necessary to guess when the person who picks the dish will leave, and how long it will be before someone else may come to pick the plate. I took into account all the factors that were not conducive to my purchase of AV. At that time, I had never seen myself so sharp, and if I had such analytical skills in mathematics, I wouldn't have to be so bothered.

I finally waited for a good moment, and immediately took that AV and traded with the boss.

The boss looks like a treacherous one, and he actually said that he has a lot of them in him, and told me to go in and pick them. Poisoning the minds of teenagers! However, I still picked a few random ones, but I have never seen them, and none of them are the same.

After a hurried transaction, rush home. Well, how do you put it? I can't let my family find out.

Luckily, there are two TVs and two DVDs at home. There is one on the first floor and one on the second floor.

My room was on the second floor, so I managed to move the TV and DVD into my room. Family members will certainly have doubts, but lying can solve some of them.

That night, late at night. My family slept, and I started the act of changing my mind - watching AV.

At the beginning, when I saw the body of a **** woman, my breathing stopped for two seconds, the rate of my heartbeat increased a little, and my good Chinese brother also had some normal reactions.

The physiological characteristics of a woman, I knew at a glance. It's a little unacceptable, and what I used to think of as beauty has broken a little bit! It's very eye-catching, but it's still a little less beautiful, what is it? I didn't know at the time......

When I saw the woman being ravaged by the man, my first feeling was not excitement, but why the woman sold her body like this. At that time, I still had a little conscience, and after watching it for more than ten minutes, I felt a little uncomfortable!

The education I received since I was a child was all well-behaved and clear. But at that time, he actually had to go against his own principles and secretly look at some things that were extremely opposed in feudal thought. So, two forces are fighting each other in the body! one good and one evil.

However, evil prevailed over good that night.

Because I changed an AV. Why can I change my AV with a different AV? The reason is that some AV shots are very violent and indecent. Some AV shoots are very plotty, very aesthetic, as if they were real. It was because that AV was so beautiful and gentle that it touched me.

I also know what beauty is missing, which is underwear. A woman in underwear is more attractive than a **** woman and can attract a man's heart more. This is the same principle as "when the water is clear, there are no fish, and when people are observed, there are no disciples". Looming is the high realm of beauty!

That night, I learned a certain action in AV - jerking off.

Oh, it turns out that the first time I jerk off was very painful! Also, what is that white thing? Thinking back to the knowledge of biology books, I understand.

Because it was so attractive, it didn't take long for me to risk the pain and hit it a second time, and it turned out that the second time it would hurt a little.

The devil of lust is terrible! Why? Because five minutes later, I hit it a third time! But it doesn't hurt...... I also experienced an unprecedented pleasure, although it was short-lived, but the momentary comfort made the whole person's pressure disappear suddenly. I was hooked on that comfort......

After that night, I changed, and I was just a little bit left. I will never let the last simplicity disappear, because without that simplicity, I will not be happy. It has to be out of the sludge, and I have to protect it. What is that simplicity? a natural stupidity.

In order to protect it, I won't let people know that I know what I know. So, I became a sullen man. Sullen, not necessarily derogatory, it is a kind of forbearance and elegant sensuality. I am.

I don't like to discuss sexually sensitive topics in public, and people tell me that I'm either going to run away or be perfunctory. I think it's good to know this, and there's no need to spread it around.

Back in the dormitory, I can understand what old man's cart and what Mount Tai is pressing. It's so connotative!

At first, I felt guilty. Later, I didn't see it that way. Because, I have learned, these can not only poison the minds of teenagers, but also use them for me, the key is how to look at it. He who covets that pleasure and sinks in for the sake of psychological satisfaction will destroy himself. However, it is okay to think carefully about the techniques that will work for you.

Some people may object, but watching these films will also be useful? Yes, everything has two sides of interest.

I later read a news story about a man and a woman who had been married for two or three years and had no children, so they went to the hospital for a check-up. As a result, it was found that there was nothing wrong with it. The only problem is that they didn't mate at all, because none of the females' ****** were broken. It turned out that they thought they would get pregnant just by sleeping together, just like I thought when I was a kid. How can there be children like this?

What does this mean? That is, sex education is not universally available in China. After all, China has thousands of years of feudal ideology, conservative values are passed down from generation to generation, and most of the topics about sex will be avoided as far away as possible. That is, talk about "sexual" color change. In this way, how can the next generation be better and naturally reproduce the next generation?

Therefore, when sex education in China is not yet perfect and popular, teenagers will learn what they want to know in their own way. Coupled with the immorality of business, it will introduce certain things that are generally unacceptable to the Chinese people, and provide an "opportunity" for young people.

So, AV can both teach a person about sexuality. In the same way, it can ruin a person's mind. Again, the key is how you look at it.

Luckily, I figured it out. Although attracted, it maintains a degree.

Since then, my opinion of girls has slowly changed. Slowly, the physiological characteristics of girls are acceptable. That is, even if a girl has armpit hair, I don't mind. Also, I used to only like beautiful girls for the most part, but because of AV, I've started to treat pretty girls as equals with ordinary girls. The reason is very simple, when you take off your clothes, your body is the same, but your face is different. People will grow old, and the beauty of their faces will not last forever. As a result, my heart began to tend to like the inner beauty of girls.

An ordinary girl with a beautiful soul is definitely better than a beautiful girl with a bad heart.

Perhaps, what I like Di is that I like Di's inner beauty. No, there should be one more important factor - feeling.

It's not that I want to prove anything about so many sensitive topics, it's just that I'm very happy and I understand my youth.

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