032 Abandon previous suspicions and alienate affection

When he finished, I said, "Then do you know why I had a miscarriage?"

He shook his head, and he said, "I didn't inquire about it at the time." What is the reason? Is it too weak? How can it cause heavy bleeding?"

I looked at him with some sadness, those suppressed emotions in my heart wanted to explode, but I couldn't, at that moment, I had to be calm. I said, "I ran out of the hotel that day, I couldn't get a taxi, I was intercepted by a gang of thugs, and I robbed all my money, and I wanted to get it back, but they kicked me in the stomach several times, and as a result, the child was gone...... Jin Nian, I also regret not giving birth to a child for you. ”

I burst into tears, my voice was very weak and pitiful, my pitiful appearance made his heart soften, he took my hand and said, "Shu Hua, don't be sad, don't be sad, okay? You are already like this, and you still feel guilty about me." It's probably providence that the child is gone, but you shouldn't be treated so cruelly......"

He wiped away my tears and said, "It's okay if the child is gone, and I will live well with your husband in the future." I won't be in your life anymore, and I'm not going to mess with your life anymore. I've been thinking about it a lot these days. I feel like I'm doing something wrong too, and I shouldn't have ruined someone else's family anyway. ”

I said with some sadness: "I haven't done anything wrong, I should live in peace." Now I am also self-inflicted, I am now married, I have no children, and I can't go back to the company. I don't know how to go in the future. ”

He pondered for a moment and said, "If you still want to go back to work, I'll just talk to your director." Only, would you like to go back?"

This was exactly what I wanted, and I was overjoyed, but it was a faint expression on my face, and I said, "If you can ignore the past suspicions, of course I want to go back." After all, I've been working there for three years and have a deep affection for it. ”

I haven't been to work for so long, and I haven't gone through the company's procedures, if he doesn't come forward, it will be impossible to keep me according to the company's system, even if I have a big unspeakable secret. I just want to understand this level, and I plan to meet him.

He immediately agreed, and he said, "Shu Hua, do you have any other requirements besides work? If you are short of money or something, I am willing to do my part for you." I, Li Jinnian, am not a ruthless man, and we still have good memories between us. Although there was an unpleasant incident between us, now that you are doing this, I am also guilty. Anyway, I'm willing to do something for you. However, those recordings ......"

I immediately laughed, and I said, "Do you really believe it, where do I have such a good ability to record, it was said in a hurry at the time, it is false." ”

He was surprised for a long time, and then he said to me with a smile and a smile, "Well, I see." I'll just say, how could Shu Hua, who is gentle and charming in my heart, do these things, and the impression you have always given you is too different. ”

He seemed to be relieved to hear that I had not recorded it, and his eyebrows began to show the tenderness of the past.

He deliberately approached, but I was a little detached, and I said, "After all these things, I also looked down and looked away." In the past, whether I had a purpose or true feelings, it only belonged to yesterday. From now on, I want to be a new me, no longer the ostrich with its head buried in its feathers. I'm thirty years old, but I still want to fly. ”