I have something to think of, separated from a distant country, I have something to feel, and I am in the deep intestines.

Ren Kai sat in the corner of his little brother's noodle restaurant, drinking noodle soup while watching the pedestrians hurrying by outside the window.

I just talked to my wife Zhao Wei on the phone, and they all settled down over there. Not far from the community where I live, there is a kindergarten run by Chinese, and my son has just gone and has some recognition, so he needs to be accompanied by an adult for a while. My daughter's school has also been settled, but I can't keep up with the language, and I need to adapt slowly.

Everything has to start all over again, which is probably the biggest frustration of leaving home.

also said a lot, most of them were Zhao Wei talking, he was listening.

She knew what she wanted to hear, but she couldn't say it. Hopefully, this thing can burn like a blazing flame, but it can suddenly melt like an ice floe when it burns most violently. He didn't dare to give her this hope easily, he was afraid that if one day, the bubble would burst, and it would not only be him who would be hurt.

I used to be in a city, and I didn't feel anything after a few days of not seeing each other. Now when I think of my wife and two children wandering in a foreign country, my heart is dragged by the thoughts, and I feel like a beggar who has lost his memory.

He suddenly remembered Wong Kar-wai's "drunken dream of death", which is said to make people forget anything before after drinking. I really want to have a drink.

was just thinking about it, and there was a light rain outside. The customers in the store came and went in a hurry. Only in the corner, he was at a loss, not knowing where to go.

The boss Fei Fatzi took a large plate of braised pork, and took a bottle of snake wine concocted by himself, walked to him and sat down, and said with a smile, "Drink two glasses?"

Ren Kai smiled and said, "Okay, I've eaten here for a few years, and it's the first time I've seen you so generous." ”

The boss laughed and said, "Lawyer Ren is doing big things, and he still cares about this needle and thread?"

When Ren Kai heard this, he laughed at himself, and then shook his head.

The wine was scattered, and a huge glass jar was soaked in a few bells and whistles, which was really terrifying to look at.

This wine is different from the wine you drink on weekdays, as soon as you swallow it, it is like swallowing a fire, and when you swallow it in your stomach, you feel that your lungs and intestines are ignited, and then you will be excited, and your whole body will be full.

The water gets colder the more you drink it, and the more you drink it, the warmer it gets. After a few cups, the two of them were sweating profusely.

Fei Fatzi snorted his teeth, patted his stomach, and said with a smile, "When I was at home earlier, my favorite thing was to play with money. There is no winner in a long bet. first ruined my own house, and then ruined my father's house, and there was a sister who loved me, because she helped me fight the famine, and her man broke her legs. Fei Fatzi still grinned, shook his head, picked up the wine glass and drank it dry, and then said, "People, you didn't know how to turn back until you hit the south wall." I went to the man and cut off two of his fingers, and sentenced him to three years. When I came out, the grass in front of my father's grave was taller than mine. My sister heard that she was beaten later and couldn't eat it, so she ran away. ”

Fei Fatzi laughed, tears flowed into the cup, and he didn't realize it yet.

Ren Kai was sad when he heard this, picked up the wine glass and drank it all in one gulp, and filled it for the two of them.

After laughing, Fei Fatzi looked at the wine glass on the table in a daze and said, "I only heard that someone saw my sister in Dragon City, so I came to find it." Unexpectedly, Dragon City was too big. Where to find it. One day, I drank some wine and wandered to the Longcheng Bridge, and my heart was narrow, so I thought about jumping down and begging for a hundred. ”

Fei Fatzi touched his face, smiled embarrassedly at Ren Kai, and said, "It's also fate, I met my wife." There you have this store. When you asked why you hung such a sign, I didn't tell you the truth. Little brother is my sister's name. It's a daimyō. I don't know how my dead ghost gave such a strange name. I just saw that Lawyer Ren has been depressed, maybe he encountered something unpleasant, so I came over to say a few more words. Don't laugh at me. After speaking, he picked up the wine glass and gestured, and raised his head to drink. After putting down the wine glass, he squinted and smiled, "I am fifty-six this year, and my sister will be sixty-three if she is alive." I only hope that the thief will be kind and let me close my eyes to see my sister. It is not in vain that I contribute to him on the first and fifteenth days of the new year. ”

Ren Kai bowed his head and was silent.

The sky does not fulfill people's wishes, and I don't know how many. In this life, the most difficult thing is to empathize. Instead of comforting him lightly, it is better to quietly bless him.

Fei Fei's wife in the distance had already paid attention to this side, but she was afraid of men and didn't dare to come over. The wine I saw was drunk loudly, and my heart was dripping blood, it was bought with real money, and within a few days of the good life of the dead fat man, he began to throw money into the water again. After thinking about it, I couldn't bear it, so I took a plate of pickled cucumbers and walked over, laughed with them, and said to Ren Kai, "Our head is solid, and it will be big when we drink it, which makes Lawyer Ren laugh." ”

When Fei Fatzi saw his wife coming, he said casually, "Quick, let's have some more braised pig's trotters and sausages." ”

The proprietress pretended not to hear and continued, "Business is too difficult to do right now. Rent rises when the sky rises, water, electricity, everything costs money. It will take more than 20 years to pay off the mortgage for a house bought in previous years. Every morning when I wake up and think about this, I don't even want to move. After speaking, he sneaked a look at his man.

Ren Kai didn't understand, and couldn't help but smile. sighed secretly, "The marriage of heaven is destined for a long time, some people are here to repay their kindness, and some people are here to ask for debts." The fat boss is a blessed one. ”

Fei Fatzi also understood, looked at Ren Kai embarrassedly, and wanted to scold the old woman, but his thoughts turned into a long sigh.

Listening to the wind and rain outside, looking at this ordinary couple in his eyes, he felt a little warm in his heart, feeling that he was too pessimistic before, and the war was imminent, so he should no longer have this kind of child's mind.

Life is suffering, and this suffering is like a fish bone stuck in the throat, either spit it out or swallow it yourself. As a result, he just chose one of the two, but he was entangled in the choice itself, and he didn't look like a man.

The three of them were thinking about each other, and a person came in from outside the door, closing the umbrella, it was Wen Ruyu.

The boss couple took the opportunity to say hello and walked away.

Ren Kai shouted to the proprietress and said, "Boss, bring the best wine and food, rest assured, don't owe on credit, settle in cash." ”

The proprietress replied hesitantly, followed by a hearty laugh.

After changing the wine and food, the jade beauty glanced at him charmingly, looked at the busy proprietress again, picked up the wine glass and took a sip first, frowned, and said, "This is also wine? There is Moutai in the car, I'll get it." ”

Ren Kai didn't wait for her to stand up, and said lightly, "You can only drink this kind of wine here, don't come in if you can't get used to it." ”

The jade beauty's eyebrows were about to get angry.

Ren Kai ignored her, picked up the wine glass and drained it in one gulp, poured it full, picked up the chopsticks and ate and drank.

Seeing this, the woman gritted her teeth, sat down again, picked up the wine and drank it with her eyes closed. I picked up the chopsticks again and looked at the greasy braised pork, shook my head, picked the cucumber with chopsticks, and reluctantly ate it.

Ren Kai grabbed the braised pig's trotters, chewed for a while, and finally picked up the wine glass and took another sip. Then he looked at the woman and said, "Xu Ningning was sent to me by you, right? ”

Wen Ruyu sneered, picked up the wine glass and drank it dry, poured it full and drank it dry, so drank three glasses in a row, and the face of the straight drink was like pink, and the eyes were like autumn water. The guy who was serving the food next to him was drooling.

The woman put down the wine glass, grabbed the remaining braised pig's trotters with both hands, and put them to her small mouth for a while.

Ren Kai saw it, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, picked up the wine jug and poured it for the woman, and then took his own cup and touched her cup lightly, and then drank it all.

Wen Ruyu ate and drank for a while, wiped the greasy on her hands with a tissue, and said slowly, "Sun Tianbao's sin should be returned." It's just that she pities the girl, she took the money, I'm afraid she won't be able to pass her own level in this life. ”

Ren Kai was silent for a moment and said, "You're not afraid that she will bite you in turn?"

The woman sneered and said, "You're not tired, like Cao Cao, you're too suspicious, be careful of dying early." ”

He chuckled, looked at the woman's greasy little mouth, and said, "It's rare to see you so emotional. ”

The woman drank another glass, looked at him in a daze, and said, "He's dead." When he died, there was no one around. After speaking, tears rolled down one by one, and I looked pitiful.

Ren Kai raised his eyes to look at her and did not speak.

Sometimes, people don't necessarily want a response, whether it's kind or perfunctory, or maybe she's just looking for a listener.

The woman was young and precocious, and she loved her teacher very much, but he already had a family. Like all wayward girls, she borrowed external forces to make him stink, thinking that the woman next to him couldn't stand it and would leave on her own.

Who would have thought that a woman couldn't think about it for a while and swallowed gold.

Since then, he has never laughed again, more than 20 years have passed, his peach and plum are all over the world, but he has never left the campus half a step, he always said that someone is waiting for him, afraid that as soon as he walks away, the people who are waiting for him will get lost.

She knew he blamed her, but he never said it.

She had been waiting, waiting for him to forgive herself, waiting for him to come out of school. Even if it's like this, I'll be with him from afar.

Now he's gone. She won't even have a chance to wait in the future.

The story is short, but sadistic.

That night, the woman was drunk.

Ren Kai called Yu Yanlai, and she happened to go to the field. I can only call Kong Yanyan here.

Kong Yanyan looked at the drunk unconscious woman who was still in tears, looked at him suspiciously, and asked, "What happened to you?"

He shook his head and didn't speak. After settling the food money, he sent the woman to Cuifu with Kong Yanyan, opened a room, and left after settling down.

The rain never stopped, and it didn't rain heavily, so I didn't have an umbrella. Let the drizzle fall on you. Kong Meiren walked beside her, wanting to speak and stopping.

He glanced at her and asked, "Why did Tian Lai fall in love with such a small institute as the Yu family? If it's against me, I hope you don't get involved in anything else. ”

Kong Meiren looked at him and smiled.

A flash in the pan, just for Veto. Ren Kai looked at the woman's suddenly blooming smile, his pupils shrank, and he turned around.

Kong Yanyan giggled, climbed up to the man's arm, jumped and said, "What, do you think I'm beautiful, don't dare to look at it?" After speaking, she asked in a low voice, "Are you really a foot there?"

Ren Kai fled in horror. Behind him, a string of laughter resounded like silver bells in the night sky, startling a few birds.

At the door of the Cuifu hall, Kong Hongjun, who was dressed in a dark red Tang suit, looked at his daughter who was laughing happily in the distance, shook his head with a smile, sighed, and turned to go upstairs.