125 To each his own heart
We walked forward with each other's hearts, Wang Ling held me, we all had complicated faces, and no one knew what was going on in someone's heart. --
Yan Bin and Qin Xinhao and a few of them were already chatting, Zhang Hui walked behind and sent text messages with his mobile phone, and Wang Ling and I were silent all the way until the moment of separation.
Qin Xinhao turned around, looked at Wang Ling with a smile and said, "Ling Ling, I'll send you home." ”
Wang Linggang wanted to nod, but Yan Bin couldn't help but say, "We still have some things to discuss in the department in the evening, let them take my car, and I'll send them back by the way." ”
Qin Xinhao glanced at Yan Bin, his eyes were a little playful, and then said, "Okay, Ling Ling, call me when you get home, look for me at any time if you miss me, I will definitely come over." ”
Wang Ling nodded and said "Okay", Qin Xinhao beckoned Wu Tong and Qian Li to leave, Wu Tong originally wanted to take Zhang Hui away, but Yan Bin spoke, so Zhang Hui naturally stayed, Wu Tong saw that she couldn't be called, and followed Qin Xinhao and them away.
Yan Bin put his hands in his pockets, shook his head at the three of us, and motioned for us to follow him. His expression was very serious, and he glanced at Wang Ling extraordinarily. That glance made me extremely sad.
I walked far behind, feeling a pain in my heart, and at that moment, I really hated that I was also there. Yan Bin walked in front from a distance, Zhang Hui and Wang Ling followed closely behind him, I fell out of the team alone, but Yan Bin didn't pay any attention to me, the sense of disparity was so strong that I wanted to cry. At that moment, I felt that the relationship was like a catastrophe, how sweet it was in the past and how painful it was later.
I held back the emotions in my heart and slowly got into the car, I saw Wang Ling sitting in the co-pilot, Zhang Hui and I were sitting in the back, I closed my eyes and didn't want to say anything.
Yan Bin asked Wang Ling coldly, "Have you thought about it?"
I heard Wang Ling whisper, "I don't know. ”
Yan Bin said again: "You'd better think clearly before making a decision, Qin Xinhao's kind of man, not everyone can control it, do you have that confidence?"
Wang Ling said again: "But I want to give it a try." ”
Yan Bin said, "That's up to you, but I want you to think carefully." ”
During this process, Zhang Hui did not speak, which is quite abnormal. I was silent, looking out the window, and felt a tear slip down unconsciously, and I quickly wiped it away.
It was such a long road, and it was one of the few roads I felt it was long. I remember the KFC restaurants along the road, the rows of straight poplars, the toddlers on the road being led by their parents, and the girl hesitating outside the cake shop to enter...... Finally, at the doorstep.
I almost rushed out of the door, no longer caring about what kind of entanglement and entanglement they had, I walked into the entrance of the building very quickly, Zhang Hui shouted loudly behind me: "Hey, why are you running so fast!"
When Zhang Hui caught up, the elevator door had already opened, and the tears that I didn't have time to wipe were seen by Zhang Hui, she looked surprised, and she said, "Shu painting...... You ......"
I quickly wiped it off, and then said with a smile: "I just got sand in my eyes......"
She looked at me suspiciously, and she said, "Shu Hua, you shouldn't be ......?"
I shook my head, and I said, "Really, there was a lot of wind and sand just now, didn't you feel it?"
She nodded, and she said, "It was quite big just now...... Well, I thought ......"
I smiled and didn't speak again. Soon, the elevator door opened, and I walked out and ran into the house in one go, but I couldn't help but run to the window and look downstairs to find that his car had driven away.
That night, I couldn't sleep all night. I found that love is like a bubble, and it bursts with a light touch. How can a woman like me, who bears such heavy shackles, still have the luxury of hoping for the advent of love? On that night, I gently extinguished the flame of love that ignited in my heart and told myself to face the reality and be a sober woman.
Since he met Miss M in the café that day, Yan Bin has become extremely busy, always rushing to work, and staying in Mr. Huang's office for a long time many times, the two seem to be discussing something, and occasionally walking to the pantry, you can see that the body language of the two is particularly rich.
He visibly snubbed me, not even looking at me when he walked past me, and I was almost desperate to bear the gap, trying to focus on my work. However, the workload of those days was not large, and I was very depressed for a while.
Soon, the weekend reception at Miss M's company began. That afternoon, Yan Bin called me to his office and said to me with a pleasant face: "After work in the afternoon, I will take you to buy an evening dress." ”
I shook my head and I said, "Why buy it?"
He said, "I solemnly invite you now to be my evening companion, will you agree?"
I looked at him and wanted to get into his head and see what he was thinking. I said, "You invite Wang Ling to go, I have something to do in the evening." ”
His face suddenly became a little displeased, and he said, "You are my woman, what am I inviting her to do?"
I sneered, and I said, "I'm a woman when I need it, and what am I when I don't?"
He was a little surprised, but then he came back to his senses, he got up from his chair, walked to my side, he put his arm on my shoulder and said, "Shu Hua, I know I've been too busy to ignore you these days." But lately, there's a big thing going on, really. And at night, I would meet someone. ”
I asked, "Who?"
"You don't have to know that you were there in the evening as my assistant," he said. I'm sorry I can't reveal your identity as my girlfriend right now, it's not the right time. ”
I laughed, and I said, "You don't tell me anything, and you hope I'll understand." Yan Bin, what the hell are you thinking?"
He tried to hug me into his arms, but I pushed them away, and he let out a low yell, "Don't make a fuss! ”
I said, "I don't think I want to know anymore." Either I'd better go back to H City, and I'll go to Brother Monkey's company to help. ”
His eyes turned cold at once, and he said, "What did you say?
I looked him in the eye and said solemnly, "I want to go back to H City, I'll go to Brother Monkey's company." ”
He suddenly swooped down like an eagle, and bit me the lips, and it hurt so much that he actually bit the skin and the blood flowed into my mouth, salty.
I yelled, "What are you doing?!"
He grabbed my hand hard, and said very domineeringly and involuntarily: "Shu Hua, I didn't agree, you are not allowed to go anywhere!"
I said, "I'm just your subordinate, not your slave, I come and go freely, you can't control it." ”
He said, "Don't forget that you signed a three-year contract before joining the company!"
My heart hurt so much that I said, "So what? You won't let me go because of this contract?"
He shook his head, and he said, "It's here, I'm reluctant to let you go." He pointed to his heart and looked at me with a hurt look.
I couldn't figure out his thoughts, I didn't know what he was to me, and I looked at him and I said, "What the hell are you to me?"
He looked at me very sincerely, and then said, "Shu Hua, you are the second woman in my life, and I want to cherish desperately." Don't ask me if I love it, don't ask me why, you just need to know that I cherish you very much, in my heart. ”
I couldn't understand it, and I certainly couldn't feel it, and I said, "Yanbin, why me?"
But he didn't want to speak anymore, licked the blood on my lips with the tip of his tongue, and then said, "The woman I hope will accompany me through this life and live in that villa with me is you." Shu Hua, don't leave me, I know I don't have enough time to spend with you now, and I don't have enough time to love you well. But give me a year, okay? After a year, I will promise you a future and my reliable shoulder, okay? Just a year, can you afford to wait?"
I suddenly didn't know how to answer, why can't I do this year? Why wait a year? He obviously didn't want to give me an answer, and he looked like he was so distressed, he wouldn't tell me anything, he didn't want to tell me anything.
I said, "Yan Bin, you are really so domineering. Do you say you love me, and I must accept it?"
He kissed me on the forehead and on the cheek, and then said, "Of course, I have a crush on you, can you escape?"
I wanted to ask him what was going on between him and Wang Ling, but I didn't know how to speak. At this moment, he swept away his previous indifference, so affectionate, as if he only had me in his heart...... So what about him and Wang Ling, what kind of relationship is it?
He hugged me for a long time and kissed me for a long time before he was willing to let me go, and women are sometimes easily captured by this gentle domineering, and I am no exception. As soon as I broke free from his embrace and was about to leave, he grabbed my hand again, pulled me into his arms and kissed me again, and then said to me, "Baby, be my female companion at night, okay?"
I said with some irony: "I'm your assistant, right? Okay, work is not just up to you." ”
He pinched my nose, and then said, "Don't worry, a year from now, you will be the rightful Mrs. Yan." ”
I wanted to tell him that I didn't want to have such illusions in my heart, but so what. I suddenly have a feeling that I can't help myself when I get on a thief ship, this kind of love and domineering is fatal to any person and woman, right?
Back in my seat, I couldn't calm down for a long time, staring at the computer screen in a silent daze. A gentle, handsome, domineering, golden, handsome man chose me, is it my luck or misfortune?
I thought that this job was just a new beginning in my life, but I didn't expect that I would meet such a man and such a relationship. This unclear and unclear entanglement bothers me doubly, and this is not the kind of relationship that a scarred woman like me should try. I regret this beginning, but sometimes, feelings are like arrows from the string, and you can't get them back when you let them go. I fell in, and after several hesitations and struggles in this gentle trap, I was finally pulled in. Whether I can get out of it all or not, I don't know.