Chen Shi said that when we were together, we were too young, too impulsive, too impatient, neither tolerant nor reluctant to let go, we held hands, kissed our mouths, went to bed, and said countless times in the depths of our feelings I love you, pulling each other, noisy and warm, and accidentally formed for many years. I thought I could live a lifetime, but I looked back, but there were many mistakes.

As he said this, just a few days after the Wenchuan earthquake, the whole city was in ashes. Our group lined up like elementary school students and stood in a black shadow, Chen Zhi quietly held my hand beside me, I struggled, my eyes were dry and painful, and finally the whole person was wrapped in his arms.

I closed my eyes and tried to remember the good times.

***

I met Chen Shi in the winter.

In November 2001, the temperature in Tianjin hovered around zero degrees, and at one o'clock in the morning, I was walking on Chongqing Road in an izakaya yukata after work.

The rent in this neighborhood is not expensive, but the houses are all western-style buildings left over from the former concession, the internal environment is not very good, and the tenants are also three-rate. I went up to the third floor in the dark, and when I just walked to the door, the door suddenly opened, and I didn't have time to hide before I was pulled in and pressed against the wall, and suddenly there was a great smell of wine around me, and the two lips pressed down, and the movements were impatient but a little gentle.

The last time we kissed was in my junior year of high school, my first boyfriend's tongue just touched his lips and was blinded by the director's flashlight, and then he changed schools, and I never tried it with anyone else.

And this time, without any warning, my eyes were still dark, and I couldn't see what this person who was kissing me looked like, although the smell of alcohol on his body was very strong, but there was a faint smell of mouthwash in his mouth, I didn't know how to respond, he stuck his tongue in, excited and stirred.

When I came to my senses and struggled to break free, one of his hands had already slipped to my waist, tugged at me a few times, and then reached for the collar when I failed.

"What are you wearing?"

He snorted, coming out of his throat, a young boy's, hoarse, the kind of sound I had heard from the computer with their screen covered when I went to the boys' dorm before.

I pushed him hard, accidentally bit him on the lip, and my other hand touched the switch behind my back.

The lights came on, and in front of us was a young boy, and we were separated by a distance, and he squinted at me, his gaze focused little by little, and went from dazed to disgusted.

"Grass. ”

He cursed, then pushed me out and closed the door again.

I breathed hard, telling myself in my heart to calm down, wasn't it just being kissed, but I knew that I didn't think so, I was not only kissed, but also disliked, and I didn't know which half of the sense of loss was more obvious. After reading the house number, I was sure that I was kissed and kicked out of the house I rented, but when I was dragged in, the bag fell to the ground, and the phone keys were inside.

I started knocking the door, and the person inside clearly didn't want to respond, and after a while he probably got annoyed and opened the door halfway and smashed his bag on me.

"Get out!"

Another word.

When I took out the key to open the door, Chen Xiang came back, and she carried a bag in her hand, which was probably mineral water for supper or something.

Chen Xiang looked at me, "Xiangxi, why did you come back dressed like this?"

I smiled awkwardly.

The story unfolds at a speed beyond our control, without hesitation.

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