There is no end because there is no beginning at all.

In other words, there is no end, no progress or anything like that.

The truth has always been there, without any restraints or anything to be killed.

The so-called progress is just whether the character kills the distortion in his mind, but all this has nothing to do with reality.

Characters are always characters, I don't need to kill to touch the truth, I just kill the twist in my head.

It's two levels of stuff, like the relationship between the screen and the content of the movie, and my slash doesn't say anything at all.

It's not about winning laurels, it's not about touching the truth, the characters are just elements of the picture, and that awareness has always been there.

It's all a failure, and I'll never be able to touch the truth.

Just die, let me die, nothing counts, nothing is talked about.

I can't grasp the truth, and I'll never be able to grasp the truth the way I can catch the apple.

There's no need to talk about anything, there's no need to convince someone, just let yourself die.

Completely dead, completely dead.

Without cause and effect, there is no industry secret, or how to succeed or anything like that.

The distortion in my head is shit, and I don't even have the heart to scold, so I just throw the shit aside instead of holding it in my hand and scolding it all the time.

Without the possibility of survival, the character of Yuan Changwen cannot survive at all.

Characters are just picture elements, they are picture elements that can only become vivid by constantly injecting energy, once the energy injection is removed, once you see the unreality of these things, it is difficult to go back to the past.

The word "family" is becoming unfamiliar, and I don't know where so much pulling comes from, throwing away the unreal, and burning it all.

Those ideas about family are just hindering the stream, just a twisted brain that wants to control their own lives.

It's all artificially distorted and fabricated.

Why should you be good to your family?

Such a simple question, but simply cannot be answered.

All the answers are to show that "good for your family" is just a contrived fabrication, and then it seems to use the number of people to pass off the truth.

I don't know what I'm doing, but I shouldn't have been, so this panicked feeling is kind of shit.

It's just to die, completely throw away those character attributes, and don't keep any of them.

Anything that sanity tries to grasp, it must be destroyed.

I'm smart enough, and now I'm going to throw it away, and I don't need to think about it and just die.

Fear is the guide, don't I know what I'm grasping, don't I know that I don't expect something to happen?

It seems that I don't want to be that kind of character, and it seems that I don't want to give up the role at all.

I'm the character and I have to die.

No amount of explanation can save the character, and no amount of approval can change the character's decay.

This world is not real, it's just what you are aware of, that's it, what else is there to discuss.

I am a picture element, and this thinking is a picture element, so what can I not admit.

The character of Yuan Changwen must die, this is an inevitable state, and unreal is unreal.

I don't know what I'm babbling about, but "dead" is very clear, whatever I want to say, I have to make the character die.

With the ups and downs of emotions, none of this is real, characters are just characters after all, and it doesn't matter what you ruin.

The real cannot be destroyed, and even the action of "destroying" cannot be realized, nothing can hurt the real, nothing but the real is nothing.

What the hell am I doing with the character, constantly fighting for something that is not my at all?

The truth is there, and that awareness has always been there.

What kind of thing is my mother, what kind of thing is my wife and children, and what kind of bullshit am I.

It's all just what you're aware of, there's nothing to say, it's just dead.

Statements like "what do you want because you're my mother" are all, and I don't have any reason to believe that.

Nothing, everything is just something you are aware of, something that doesn't matter at all.

What is worth grasping about that artificially fabricated knowledge is still just the character attributes.

It's not about making life bad, it's not about making life good, it's about life at all.

None of this is true, that's all, and the so-called destruction is only the destruction of the truth, and it is not necessary to make life bad in order to kill it.

Release the inner tension, as for what will happen, it is still just the presentation of the picture elements, and has nothing to do with thinking and mentality.

With the mentality of "Saiong loses his horse and knows whether he is blessed", there is still fear standing behind him.

"I don't know", that's the answer.

There is a completely unbridgeable gap between the character and the reality.

In other words, once the chasm is crossed, then the thing that crosses the chasm will die and disappear.

After the character enters the real world, there is no longer this character, and there is no such thing as "this character is in reality".

The same goes for real people becoming characters, just as the dreamer becomes everything in the dream, but nothing in the dream is a dreamer.

Another word that has been said countless times, just to die, where is it so difficult.

But the presentation of the elements of the picture shows that all this is very difficult, or rather, it is presented in such a difficult state.

For picture elements, there is no difference between difficult presentation and easy presentation, just presentation.

What I just realized was not real at all, and this body of thought was not real, it was not me.

That awareness is me, and the role of Yuan Changwen is not me.

I've said it countless times, but I'm still stuck in the role, and I'm still worried about the future of the character.

Unreal is unreal, and I seem like a madman here repeating things that I already knew.

I have known it for a long time, but it has not become the status quo, and it is just a matter of knowing.

Die, you don't need to know anything, you don't need to convince anything.

I've always wanted to perfect my rhetoric and become flawless, but I can't.

The twist in my head was always arrogant, and I was going to die, but I was still trying to keep trying to get me to hold on to something.

I don't know how long the character of Yuan Changwen will survive, but I know that this is not over yet.

It's not about reality, it's all about picture elements, and I'm going to see picture elements as picture elements, not as real.

Other people are just other people in my head, and all the things about other people are just "what I think".

There is no reason to live, and it will all go up in smoke.

To think that this world has existed for a long time is just wishful thinking.

Let me die.

You don't need to catch those distortions, it's obviously not real, why care about Mom.

Why care about a thing that doesn't exist at all, there is no mother here.

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