Chapter 203: The Unintentional Persecution
…… It seems that the reason why the black Lingzi took the initiative to approach her and gradually grew in her body was related to the emotions that emerged in Erhesi's body. Those emotions are probably negative emotions, which also include the hatred she inadvertently harbors towards the Niwa lizard group.
After all, those guys had hurt the things around them to save their lives, and Erhes's best friend, Xiaolan, died because of that unintentional persecution...... Erhes's right hand pressed half of his cheek and lowered his neck. How can this be? I know very well that those guys are really just being persecuted because of their lives, and during the period of running for their lives to protect themselves, they accidentally hurt their surroundings.
The Niwa lizard group is not intentional, arranged, or targeted to cause trouble to the surrounding area...... Erhes knew it was always convincing herself. She always thought that Xiaolan's death was just a lack of strength and elimination in the natural competition for survival, just pure bad luck.
…… Is that?? Sort of it. That's the answer, yes. However, no matter how much Erhes denies it at this moment, he can't deceive himself. In the time when she was thinking about the Niwa Lizard King who was noisy until she fell asleep just now, in her mind, it was indeed because of that action that she awakened the memory of the Niwa Lizard Group.
Those bad memories stimulated the black Lingzi lurking in his left hand. The negative emotions carried by those memories have indeed become the food for the gradual growth of the black Lingzi.
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The next morning, Urher left the cave alone and returned to the surface, heading to the village where the green lizards had previously lived. Once she entered the village, she went straight to her former residence in Cairo.
Erhes wanted to find something from his residence in Cairo, something like a personal diary, or a keepsake from his private collection. By looking at what was left of Cairo, Erhes wanted to help her imagine the good things Cairo had seen in the past.
She needs to enhance the impression of seeing beautiful things, so that her mood changes, she becomes more relaxed and feels more relaxed. Because as long as there are positive emotions flowing in the heart at all times, the blue Lingzi in the body can absorb those good emotions and use them as food to gradually strengthen himself. In this way, the blue spirit son may be able to be more powerful to resist the invasion of the black spirit child lurking in the palm of the elice.
Eherth knew very well that with her current situation, she could not cultivate more positive emotions to cultivate the blue spirits, and the good feeling created by Cairo's memories alone would not provide enough positive energy. And, perhaps because the process of growing up in Erhy herself was too negative, whenever the memories of Cairo showed a good side in her mind, the bad memories she had endured in the past would come flooding back at the same time.
Why is that so......? Erhes is subconsciously jealous of Cairo's experience?Erhes has indeed been hated by some people in the past because of her talent, and has done something to her to make her feel bad. But...... Erhes felt that it was just his own bad luck...... So, since it wasn't because of his negative memories that he gave the black Lingzi the ability to increase himself, what was it that was supplying them with their power?
Is that the ...... Hatred in her heart?Erheth hated the group of Niva lizards, and the black dragon taking too much of everything around her.