That night, I tore off the thin protective film and let him seal the hottest sincerity in my body, and at that moment, I felt as if I was on a great mission, carefully hiding these life-threatening elixirs.

I was really pregnant, and everything seemed to be predestined. God was perfecting me, an ambitious woman, and at that moment, I was at ease.

Ruan Dazhi, who has always been rough-wielding, will not care about the child's cycle, he is often drunk, he can't even remember which night he climbed on my body, I have always behaved very peacefully, and I am even a little timid. Who would have known that such a grand secret was buried in my body.

Even, the moment I found out that I was pregnant, in order to make everything seem more realistic, I was ecstatic and staged such a hysterical drama at the same time, which not only infected Brother Monkey, but also made Ruan Dazhi convinced that this child was his species.

At this meeting, Li Jinnian did not touch me in a hurry as before, he just stripped off all my clothes, and then gently stroked me from beginning to end like looking at a work of art, and then gently hugged me into his arms, and said: "Hua'er, you are pregnant with this child, will your family suspect it?"

I shook my head, and I said, "He thinks the child is his, he gets drunk a lot, and he doesn't even know if he did that with me." ”

He smiled and said, "Are you unhappy? It doesn't sound like he's a man worth entrusting for life." ”

I chose silence. I don't know why, for what reason, I insisted on showing my pride in front of him, showing my disdain for money, insisting on arming myself into a noble woman, never telling him that my life was so embarrassing.

However, as smart as he was, he may have already seen my distress through my outdated clothes and bags. I wrapped me in my hypocrisy and weakness, and I deliberately disguised myself as pitiful and lovable in order to hide my ambitions for life.

I suddenly thought of a sentence described by Sanmao in "The Desert of the Sahara", which those desert women often chanted: You hurt my pride.

I don't think I have any pride, my background and blind marriage determine that I can only struggle at the bottom, and I can't talk about my pride, because I can't be proud of the embarrassment like I am now.

He sighed and hugged me tighter. He said: "Shu Hua, when I arrange for you and your children, including your daughter, I will do my best." Don't worry, nothing you have done for me has been in vain. ”

I covered his mouth, stubbornly poked the tip of my tongue into his gentle mouth, and said angrily: "Jinnian, you know me, I didn't plan that." ”

He trembled when I kissed him, and he said, "Shu Hua, you deserve it." I, Li Jinnian, how could I treat a woman who truly loves me. ”

At that moment, I smiled between my eyebrows, and I couldn't tell if it was because of the beauty of the union or the success of the trick. Is life really a Qing palace drama, my Shu painting mother is expensive with her son, is it possible that she can really fly on the branches from now on?

I came home with a soft body and a beautiful wish, and we were entangled all afternoon, and it was close to the end of the day that we parted. I am very glad that the life of poverty has not worn out the resilience of my body, and although the time we spend together is short, it makes Li Jinnian want to stop.

However, in the end, he is a man of quality, and he is much more reserved than Ruan Dazhi. He can be reserved for the sake of the child, and he is reluctant to touch me even a little when he is hot. But Ruan Dazhi, when I was embarrassed, he never gave up my body, attacked the city and plundered the town without any care, and tortured me to the point of almost bleeding.

Through Li Jinnian, I learned that there is another kind of man living in this world, and they are actually such a gentle and loving creature.