Chapter 212: Re-Shedding XXXIV
Time is like water in the ocean, as long as you are alive, you don't have to squeeze it, it just depends on whether you are willing to drink it......
Today's rhythm of life is to go to work at 8 o'clock in the morning, return to the "heart world" at 10 o'clock in the evening, and have half an hour to eat at noon and in the evening. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
It took me seven days to get used to this rhythm and convince my old self thoroughly......
In the past, I would definitely feel that there was very little time for this kind of time arrangement, and I couldn't do what I wanted to do at all, so I would have a sense of exhaustion and powerlessness.
Indeed, in the first few days after the start of my sixth job, I really went to work to the point of mental collapse. It's not a problem to work long hours, the problem is that I don't have enough time for my mental world to have an output, and I don't even have the nap time that I should have and that I can use. When my spiritual world is not output, then my dream motivation will be weakened, so I will not be able to maintain my passion to work, so I will be very tired.
However, when I ate a little faster, I found that I had a few more minutes of rest at noon and in the evening. Because of these extra minutes, I began to know how to cherish ......
Even if I only have 10 minutes to touch my phone, I can write down hundreds of words to form the sentence I want and match the mood I want.
And so, the mindset began to change......
Perhaps, dreams can only grow stronger and withstand the blows of wind and rain when they grow in a difficult environment. The flowers that grow under the greenhouse often can't really face the world. Like, when you only chase your dreams when you have enough time or conditions are fully satisfied, then even when you feel that you have achieved your dreams, you may suddenly wake up to the fact that your dreams are like a dream, and you wake up accidentally.
I asked myself, do you want to dream, or do you want more time to rest?
I myself seriously reflect on my past work, the past when I had a lot of free time......
I didn't have to go to work at night on my first job, but I just played with the computer;
The nap time in my second job was more than an hour, but I made the most of that extra hour at that time, not only writing a lot of songs, but also starting to write a lot of first drafts of "The Girls I Like". But when I got home from work at 8 p.m., I just watched TV;
The nap time in my third job was more than an hour, which I used to eat and sleep, and although the evening time was only half an hour, I used it to write a lot. After leaving work at 9 p.m., the time is mainly spent dancing, reading and drawing;
The nap time for my fourth job was half an hour, which I used to sleep. I don't usually have to go to work in the evenings, but I didn't make good use of it, and I just drew a few pictures;
The schedule of the fifth job was the same as the sixth job, and it was not even as busy as the sixth job, but I couldn't get used to it, and spent more time sleeping. Although, the fifth job was only done for three days......
No matter how you look at it, the sixth job is more time-critical than any of my previous jobs. Logically, I couldn't accept this kind of time-squeezing work, but I accepted it.
Because, in my heart, I told me that what he wanted was a dream. And more importantly, the inner self knows very well that the better the environment, the easier it is to destroy oneself, unless those good environments are earned by oneself little by little. Like the five months I spent unemployed, I had more free time than any big vacation in my years of studying, but I didn't make the most of that time, and more naturally let it flow away from me.
Really, to see yourself clearly, is a person who is in the midst of blessings and does not know blessings. Or, for oneself, it is only in suffering that one can understand what happiness is.
So, I think it makes sense for God to let me find this job. I need this environment to hone my mind, and at the same time, I want my dreams to stand the test.
This job can be said to have no holidays, and when you are busy, you don't have any weekends off in a month, and you don't even have a night off. Therefore, there is no difference between weekends and normal Monday to Saturday, the only difference is that overtime pay is different, and that's it.
Therefore, I can say that I have the mentality of going to work continuously until New Year's Day to see if there is a holiday, and if there is no holiday, I will continue to work hard until the New Year. Well, it's that true.
There are a lot of product quality problems these days, so I work overtime until ten o'clock every day. At first, I was uncomfortable, but as I got used to it, it became dull.
It wasn't until the cold-faced boss suddenly informed me and Brother Song (who he is in the next article) that I didn't have to work overtime at half past seven tonight, that I suddenly found that feeling - such as the moment when students began to rush out of the campus during the winter and summer vacations, the scene when office workers began to run to the station during the long vacation, the moment when the caged bird regained its long-lost freedom and flew into the sky, and the moment when the mentally ill person rushed out of the mental hospital excitedly.
Well, I actually thought it was a sudden happiness!
Isn't this just a normal off-duty job, but why do I feel like I'm on vacation?
Perhaps, this is the mentality of knowing how to cherish......
A lot of time does not necessarily mean happiness, and a lack of time does not necessarily mean that there is no happiness. On the contrary, the less, the deeper the happiness.
The easier it is to get, the less you know how to cherish it, but you will regret it after losing it. And the harder it is to get, even if you taste a little sweetness, you feel that the whole world is a big smile. That's the difference, that's what human nature is all about.
Tomorrow I will start to put on my DSX overalls, start to have my own work card and meal card, start to have my own fingerprint punch card and face punch card, and really start the journey of my sixth job. Come to think of it, a little excited!
The sixth job is a little synthesis of all my previous jobs, it has dancing before work in my first job, a similar working environment in my second and third jobs, familiar faces in my fourth job, and a schedule in my fifth job...... The similarity is not absolute, but it feels very evocative.
It feels good to eat at the red apple canteen these days, and it suits my taste perfectly. Moreover, the most satisfying thing for me is that I can use the card after I have it, and the meal money is deducted from my salary. This is a divine rescue for my almost depleted wallet! You know, I will not get my salary for this month until at least the end of this year, so money is a "national first-class protected still life" for me at this time!
Well, that's another piece of secret arrangement that God has given me.
I feel that my sixth job is simply tailor-made for me by God.
I need this environment, and I need to save money. Well, the environment is obvious enough, and the funds are unconditionally saved with my vacation, and the food money can also be paid in the salary. Everything I needed, it was given to me.
Whew~ I remembered the sentence I saw when I was doing my fifth job: The more difficult and difficult the environment, the more you can achieve it.
May I enjoy the hardships and continue to chase my dreams with a smile on my face.
What the heart wishes, the dream is also true.
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