Whether Xu Yi kisses me or not is actually not very important.

In that kind of atmosphere, if he really wanted to do something, I didn't have the extra reason to think about it, and even if I did, I didn't have time to choose to refuse to resist, or gladly accept it.

The light turned green, the car behind honked a few times, Chen Zhi and they also turned their faces to look at this side, and I subconsciously turned my head sideways to hide.

Xu Yi also returned to his place, he said, "You can't see it outside." ”

Yes, I can't see it outside, and even if I can see it, what do I have to worry about, my ex-boyfriend hugging his ex-girlfriend on the street is none of my business.

I'm in the car, and Chen Shi doesn't care who I want to kiss.

While driving, Xu Yi said again, "It's a pity, it's just a little bit." ”

I lowered my head and didn't speak, but I was actually a little confused. Chen Shi's appearance made me messy, and his hug with Tang Si also messed me up. In fact, the most chaotic is Xu Yi.

He wanted to kiss me, and if the first few contacts could be explained as an accident, then on this day, he came to me specifically, and he has not said a reason until now. Then, if he wants to kiss me, does it mean that he has some kind of interest in me?

It's not a feeling, it's an interest.

Dry is probably not a particularly good description, but in fact, when used in Xu Yi's identity, it will be transformed into a temptation.

I'll admit, that's not good.

I also thought that when I confessed that I was indeed tempted by Xu Yi, I would definitely be despised by many people. But that's true, and it's impossible for a person to be so clearly present that he doesn't feel it at all.

When I was twenty years old, I was tempted by Xu Yi, relying on my youth, I said that I was not sensible. One of his glances and a word completely shook the heart that belonged to Chen Shi for a long time.

There may be other factors that are not mentioned. The point is that my vacillation has been discovered by Xu Yi.

The car drove to the school and it was past the curfew time.

Xu Yi said, "I can't go back." ”

He started the car again, turned in one direction, and drove out in two or three minutes, parked outside a five-star hotel.

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To be honest, it was just an ordinary five-star, but I really haven't been to any five-star hotels since I grew up. Someone came to park, and Xu Yi took my hand and walked in generously.

At that time, I felt that I was drunk, people don't need to drink if they want to get drunk, following Xu Yijian's world, it really gave me a Cinderella experience, standing next to him is already the plot of an idol drama.

I usually think I'm smart, but in front of Xu Yi, I'm stupid thoroughly. He gave him a hint, and I took the bait.

Xu Yi booked a long-term suite in the hotel, and we went directly into the elevator. There are still a lot of people coming and going at this time, and there are more than two of us in the elevator, Xu Yi is still the focus with his head down, some people guess who he is, but they don't think they will meet like this, so at most they just take a few more looks.

I also lowered my head, not daring to look at him, not daring to look at anyone, and my mood was unprecedentedly confused.

On one side is a completely strange temptation, and on the other side is an innate sense of shame. Xu Yi said that he couldn't go back, he couldn't go back to the dormitory, but he didn't bring me here to simply find a place for me to sleep. Rather, he's going to sleep with me.

Xu Yi wants to sleep with me, the kind of sleep without feelings, and I have a special feeling for him, I will think of that poster, many times when I am sad and sad, I will indeed imagine that he came out of that poster and gave me a hug.

And now, the real Xu Yi is right in front of me, I can hug him, and even, soon, it will be possible to do something more intimate.

This intimacy will indicate the possibility of the future, in the case that I have broken up with Chen Shi, maybe Xu Yi will take me with me for a while, it will be a long time to keep it unlucky, bad luck, we will return to strangeness after this day, but this memory will be unforgettable for me.

It may be good or it may not be good.

Whether it is good or bad, Xu Yi and I have really met at a certain stage of life.

Thinking of this, I finally admitted that since I met Xu Yi in the practice room, my thoughts have not been as simple as I pretended, I will keep his handwritten mobile phone number, I will let him stay in my dormitory, I will walk with him on the beach, I chose to get into his car today. All of this proves that I am not as simple as I thought I was.

Xu Yi has long seen through it, mine is not pure.

The elevator stopped on the 30th floor, ending my thoughts.

Going out of the elevator, Xu Yi was already holding me, leaning on his arms, in fact, the physical feeling is more solid than relying on Chen Shi, but he will be weak-hearted, especially weak-hearted. I have the feeling of being a thief, and subconsciously I always feel that I have betrayed someone and am sorry for someone.

All my careful thoughts were seen through by Xu Yi, but he just chuckled, not mocking.

I also felt it when he held my hand, Xu Yi's fingers also did not have a sharp cocoon like Chen Shi, just like Chen Shi said, when the guitar is practiced to the end, the cocoon will disappear completely.

Every moment by Xu Yi's side, I think of Chen Shi.

Open the door and enter the room, Xu Yi went to take a bath, leaving myself outside, this is the suite, and the bedroom door is open. I sat on the couch and looked in, and I could only see half a bed, which was very wide.

When I see this, I will think of the single bed that Chen Shi and I rolled over, so narrow, when we lie on the bed, we all have to hug each other, tightly, otherwise one person will fall. Chen Shi often hooked me with his legs, he had long legs, and such an action was easy to do, and I would pinch him and say that it was uncomfortable. At that time, he laughed evilly and asked me if I wanted to do something comfortable, and then he was interrupted by a sudden phone call from Tang Si.

After a while, when Xu Yi came out, maybe he would take my hand and walk to the bed together.

When I first gave myself to Chen Shi, I never imagined that one day I would have the same thing with another man in a place he didn't know, and that another person would cover the traces he had brought me.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, and one side was frosted glass, which I didn't dare to look at.

Xu Yi washed for a long time, probably also wanted to give me another chance to think about it, from beginning to end, he just tempted me, not even a full temptation, at this time, he was probably waiting for me to have a real idea, and he didn't mean to force it at all.

I wanted to go, a little hesitant, but not firm.

I would think that there is only one chance like this.

Because I like it, because of vanity, because of temptation, because I can't even explain it myself. There is even one point, I want to take revenge on Chen Zhi, how naïve.

I'm thinking about Chen Zhi at this time, maybe Chen Shi will also think about me, they all say that there will be electrocardiogram between lovers, so are there people who like each other and break up?

I'm not sure, but Chen Shi really called. I kept my phone in my pocket, silent, and didn't vibrate, just sitting down and seeing it in the mirror flashing and flashing. Before this call, Chen Shi had made several calls.

Answering the phone, I tried to be as quiet as I could and walked to the farthest point from the bathroom.

Then Chen Shi's voice came, he was a little anxious, even out of breath, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he asked, "You didn't go back to the dormitory?"

"Hmm. ”

"And where are you?"

Where am I? Chen Shi asked me soberly, if I told me that I was in Xu Yi's room in the hotel, and he was taking a bath, preparing to sleep with me, then Chen Zhi would not go crazy, he would only really be finished with me, although there was a time when I really wanted to be completely separated from Chen Shi, but when it was in front of me, I began to be reluctant again.

I didn't answer, I didn't know what to say, and Chen Shi didn't speak, he might guess something.

He asked, "Are you with Xu Yi?"

I hung up.

The sound of the water in the bathroom stopped.

I still ran away and ran away, and I didn't even leave a note for Xu Yi before he came out.

On the way back I texted and said sorry to him and didn't respond.

The taxi driver asked me where I was going, and I hesitated for a long time, and finally gave me the address of the apartment by the Haihe River, and I thought that Chen Shi would be there, and he would be waiting for me there.

Ten minutes away, encountered three red lights, there was a car in front of the rear-end, and the last time was blocked for a long time. It even made me feel that even if I got there, Chen Zhi was no more.

After I hung up the phone just now, and when I called again, Chen Shi's mobile phone also became turned off.

It's probably the first time I've been so flustered.

When the car drove into the community, it was exactly twelve o'clock, I hadn't been back here for a long time, and at night I couldn't see the building clearly, so the taxi took me around in a circle, and then I found it.

It's not because I remember that building, but because I saw Chen Zhi.

When the car stopped, Chen Zhi's headlights flickered to his eyes, he looked up, saw me get out of the car, and then ran in front of me in a few seconds, hugging me tightly.

It was so tight that I almost couldn't breathe. Later, Chen Shi told me that when he guessed that Xu Yi and I were together, he knew that something might happen to us, but he still told himself to believe me, on the one hand, he believed, and on the other hand, when he saw me, he really had the urge to strangle me for a moment.

I asked him why he didn't.

He kissed my mouth very dotingly, and then said in an extremely gentle voice, reluctantly.

But I want to strangle myself to death, I even suspect that Xu Yi hypnotized me or something, people love to shirk responsibility, and they don't like to face themselves who can't bear it. I have too many reasons to excuse myself. And Chen Shi never asked me what happened that day, not only because of trust, but also tolerance, and most importantly, love.

Fortunately, I understand that the last moment to help me regain my sanity is also love.

Chen Shi and I hugged for a while, and then he picked my collar in disgust, "What smell?"

The smell of cologne, Xu Yi's, I still remember this smell, Chen Shi probably won't be careful to smell and remember, so he thinks I may have gotten it from. But I'm going to blame myself in particular.

However, since Chen Shi hugged me, he never mentioned anything about Xu Yi.

We went upstairs hand in hand, unlike when I was with Xu Yi, I was completely passive, and even in the elevator, I took the initiative to hug Chen Zhi.

He had a small bruise on his arm and his clothes were dirty.

I asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Chen Shi said, "I just went to your school over the wall. ”

"And then?"

"Go into the girls' dormitory. ”

Our bedroom is on more than ten floors, of course Chen Shi can't climb so high from the outside, he climbed to the second floor from the outside, avoiding the sight of the dormitory manager, and he didn't dare to take the elevator, and then climbed more than a dozen floors of stairs. He had just arrived outside my dorm room when I called.

Chen Shi said that at first I didn't answer the phone, but when I called my roommate, I told him that I wasn't there. Chen Shi thought I was avoiding him, so he ran to the bedroom to arrest people.

I said I'm not afraid of being treated like one?

Chen Shi scratched my nose, "Have you ever seen such a handsome one?"

I smiled, just as shameless as he was, "I've seen it, I've kissed it." ”

As he spoke, Chen Shi really kissed me, put his mouth over and gently bit my lip, and then forced me to open my mouth and suck it very emotionally. Probably because Chen Zhi is the only person I have ever really kissed, I feel very good when I am kissed by him, and the whole person is also completely intoxicated, and I will not have the uneasiness when I am with Xu Yi.

I think, after shaking this time, I finally understand what I want.

Chen Shi cares about me, the happiness I experience, the happiness of being loved, and the happiness of my lover. We tacitly agreed not to mention the breakup, and just wanted to stay together quietly for a while.

I haven't been here to live in this house for a while, and there is no dust in it, it should have been cleaned when Chen Shi came back.

There are several saucers on the coffee table with lids on them.

I opened one and saw that it was sushi, which was very carefully pinched and carefully handled, but it was still different from the professional ones in the store.

Chen Zhi Nunu mouthed, "I came here to prepare before I went to the show, and I wanted to pick you up directly when it was over, but I didn't expect ......" Halfway through speaking, he began to glare at me.

It's a very serious look again.

I was stunned by Chen Zhi's neck.

It's okay if I'm wrong, but I really think those clothes are nothing, the main thing is to be cute, isn't it just a little stuffed on the chest.

Chen Shi said, "You didn't see the group of people in the audience, your eyes were almost pasted." ”

He said, his face tense.

I fiddled with the corners of his mouth and tried to make him laugh, but he didn't laugh and couldn't.

I asked him, "Do you think it looks good?"

Chen Zhi frowned, recalling the appearance carefully, and then the little face finally had a color, a faint red. I couldn't help but laugh.

I said, "You like to watch it too, don't you?"

Chen Shi pursed his lips, continued to blush, and did not speak, in fact, he acquiesced. He is also a boy in his early twenties, and I suddenly wanted to ask Chen Shi if he would have a feeling of beauty when he looked at me.

Not only did we stuff things inside our clothes, but we also wore two layers of chest stickers, and although I didn't have those exaggerated outfits, I was wearing a small T-shirt, and my figure was still much more prominent than usual.

Chen Shi sat on the sofa, and I sat sideways on his lap, in such a position, I would be a little higher than him, and the place where the two layers of chest stickers would rub against his face.

Then, Chen Shi couldn't hold back, we haven't been intimate for too long, because of the breakup, because of his more than two months of intensive training, and even before the breakup, in those days when he ran to the hospital every day, every time we wanted to do something, we would be interrupted by Tang Si's call. That would be almost four months.

And I have only done it with Chen Shi a few times, and I have not yet experienced the beauty of it, which is acceptable, but I don't have the idea of taking the initiative in this regard. So I can only guess how difficult it will be for Chen Zhi to sit still and not mess up at this time.

Chen Zhi kissed my neck and said, "You deliberately manipulated me." ”

I pretended to be innocent, "Not really." ”

Forget it, whether it's intentional or not, I don't want him to endure so much anymore.

went to take a bath, Chen Zhi said that he wanted two people to be together, I remember the last time they took a bath together, he was resolutely opposed, and then he reluctantly went in by himself, cleaned himself up in the fastest time, and wrapped a bath towel out.

I looked at him, and my heart was beating a little fast.

I went to take a shower, I washed very seriously, probably I didn't want to leave the smell of Xu Yi on my body, if I could, I wanted to wash away all the experience of this night. I'm starting to regret it.

I didn't feel right when I rubbed my body, my stomach hurt a little, and that one came, not much at all. I didn't want to ruin my interest, so I changed into a clean bath towel and walked out.

Chen Shi was already waiting for me on the bed, he leaned on the back of the bed, his upper body was completely exposed, a little thinner than the last time we met, but it seemed to be stronger.

I was pulled by him, and the two of them were lying under the covers, and I poked my hand in his arm, and it was indeed strong.

I asked him distressedly, "Was it hard when I was in Guangzhou?"

"It's fine. ”

He said it lightly, but he just didn't want me to worry.

Chen Shi touched my hair, took a hair dryer from the bedside table and came out to help me blow and dry my hair, it should be the next step, in fact, in the quilt, he had already ripped off the bath towel, and he would also pull me now.

So the bodies of the two people fit together.

But Chen Shi lifted the quilt and went out again, and he took a small square bag from his wallet, of course I knew what it was, and he brought it with his back to me. It's just that I still close my eyes when he turns back.

Lying back on the covers, I asked him, "What are you doing with your purse at all times, hooligan?"

Chen Zhi smiled, "Whoever let the hooligan sell it to me, of course I kept it with me." ”

"I sold it?"

Oh yes, I did forcibly sell Chen Shi a box of condoms, three packs, the first time, he used one on me, and after so long, he can still take out one.

I asked him, "What about the other one?" ”

Chen Shi didn't speak, so he took the wallet and shook the third one in front of me.

I reached out and grabbed it, but he wouldn't give it.

"This one is reluctant to be used, as a family heirloom. ”

In fact, Chen Shi is not a completely unsmiling person, he seems to be occasionally childish in front of me, talking about non-serious topics, but I think it is very cute when I look at it.

Moreover, the two little things in Chen Zhi's wallet also prove that he and Tang Si are really nothing.

I don't plan to mention Tang Si again, it will be disappointing at this time. I believe that there must be a reason for the picture I just saw, and I still choose to trust him.

After the joke was over, Chen Zhi put his mouth over and kissed me, meaning that he couldn't stand it anymore.

I haven't done it in a long time, and I'm going to be nervous, very nervous. Chen Shi still kissed me very carefully, with an inquiring look in his eyes, I nodded and said okay.

Then he tried to sink his body, maybe because of nervousness, I suddenly began to have a stomachache again, it was very painful, and my face was as white as paper in an instant, I couldn't bear it, but Chen Zhi found out, and he stopped his movements to look at me.

He was nervously holding my face, "What's wrong?"

I nodded, and had to confess.

Chen Zhi was very angry about this. He wasn't angry that I couldn't do it with him, but he thought I was making fun of my body. Although he was angry, he got up and went to get me brown sugar water.

Coming out of the quilt, Chen Zhi was naked, I took a look, and I was embarrassed to look at him when he turned sideways.

Feed me brown sugar water, Chen Zhi himself tasted it, he didn't think it tasted, but I felt better than the bowl he made last time at my house, I don't know if my psychological factors or what.

But Chen Shi said that he was not a girlfriend before, in fact, he just dealt with it casually, but now it is different, and he has to give me the best in everything.

Although it was just a bowl of sugar water, I was very moved.

Before, I never fantasized about being with Chen Zhi. Together, I never imagined that Chen Shi would be such a considerate and gentle person. I leaned into his arms, "You are so good to me, you are really not mine in the future, I will be very sad." ”

Chen Shi said, "As long as you are obedient, I will always be yours." ”

Alas, but how am I going to behave.

Chen Shi attaches great importance to feelings, but he never wants to try too much in the matter of feelings, if it is not for Tang Si's betrayal, maybe the two of them will be for life. And Chen Shi has never had the assumption of breaking up with me since I decided to be together.

At this point, I lost a lot to him.

I have always been insecure, and I have suffered from gains and losses, and I am more easily tempted. I like Chen Shi, I love Chen Shi, but I can't compare to him, I don't have him to see it thoroughly, and I don't have his courage to face love calmly and insist on himself.

Chen Shi also said, "Xiangxi, you are mine, and you can only be mine forever." Do you understand?"

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