Actually, in the first draft of "The Girls I Liked", I didn't write that Ying was the girl I liked in high school. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info because, she read the first draft of "The Girls I Liked" I wrote at the time. I was afraid that after she found out, she and I wouldn't even be friends, so I deliberately hid it.

However, in August 2015, an important family member left her for another world.

At that time, she posted a statement on the buckle space that contained a lot of sadness in her heart but tried to be as calm as possible, and after I saw that talk, I didn't know how to comfort her. After all, I'm not good at comforting people, and she's still the girl I liked in high school.

So, I commented on the ellipsis under the comment she posted. Sometimes, it's okay not to speak.

After that, I always felt like I had to do something.

So, I wrote the following article at that time:

I quietly came to the edge of the square, sat quietly in a corner where no one was around, listened quietly to the music, quietly looked at the night sky, and quietly prepared to start writing......

In this article, I would like to write down some thoughts quietly...... I haven't written about it for a long time.

Why didn't you write it before and only write it now......?

Alas, people, it's weird, isn't it?

This article may be a special part of "The Girls I Like"!

Have you noticed that there are girls I wrote "The Girls I Like", in fact, there are girls that I didn't say in the article that I like the girls, but it gives people the feeling that I like her?

If anyone finds out, it's simply a master. It's true that there is a girl who I didn't say in the article that I like her. Why didn't she write it at the time? Because she had been reading what I had written, and I was scared......

Why is it written now? Am I not afraid? No, but because people are so strange......

You don't have to say the same thing twice, okay? Oh, okay.

So, the memories take me through!

Back in that year, when I was just in high school. Sure enough, it was a special year.

On the first night of my freshman year of high school, I walked into the back door of the classroom with curiosity. The first thing I saw was a girl wearing a pink belt and jeans with loose thighs and tight calves.

Wow, the back side of the back, it looks like a special charm! Well, maybe it's a beauty!

A voice came from my heart: Don't you know that back killers are everywhere?

Well, that's right! Don't get your hopes up too much, lest it cause a psychological shadow.

When the head teacher asked for a seat change as soon as she entered the classroom, I accidentally saw her in front of her. This...... This...... Looks like I'm more of a killer!

Then, I saw Gan sitting in front of my seat. Actually, before I liked Gan, I had more of a good impression of her first......

Slowly, as she sat behind me, we had something to talk about relatively quickly. However, most of them are learning problems.

As soon as I saw her study so seriously, I knew that she was a master of learning. She is not only a beauty, but she is also so good at reading! This, I, this, I, alas......

So every time she asked me about math, I hated myself why I couldn't! Of course not! Math was my dead end!

Then I looked at her with a smile and asked the math master next to her, my mood, my jealousy, and my hatred all turned into silent sadness...... Why is the distance between me and her so far?

Luckily, when she gets out of class, she often makes some very funny faces at me, which I really like! I also respond to her by making some funny faces! And then she is likely to cover her mouth and smile......

I love those moments, the moments when she smiles with a funny face, the moments when she covers her mouth and laughs, it's beautiful, it's natural! I love that natural beauty.

After that, time flies quickly, and we will be sorted out. Although I didn't sit next to her, I silently watched her. Because I like her!

When I gave a speech on stage for the first time, I was so nervous, and when I looked at her in the audience and laughed at me, I felt so motivated......!

Also, when someone took the initiative to add my buckle, I was so happy! Because she was the one who added me! But when I knew that it was just a nameless secret addition in front of her seat, my mood suddenly became like a withered flower. However, there are also many names that deliberately add one. Otherwise, maybe now, I don't have her buckles......

As time passed faster and the feeling that she wasn't next to me grew stronger, plus Gan started to be friends with me. So, my attention to her started to drop a bit......

With a deeper feeling of getting along with Gan, I entered the second year of high school. Unexpectedly, she was in the class next door to me......

Sometimes I'm happy to see her. It's just that she's getting quieter. Maybe it's for studying, but I didn't think too much about it. At that time, I had a deep feeling for Gan......

Time went on, and it was the third year of high school.

My friend Juan, who I know, happens to be in the same class as her. I would sometimes go to their class to look for Juan, so I would meet her, and sometimes I would ask her to help her get Juan out of the classroom......

Although I didn't say anything to her at that time, at most I just looked at each other and smiled, but I was still very happy!

Soon, I was in college. After that, I haven't heard from her for a while......

And I also started a short first love with Gan. All of a sudden, the feeling of happiness and happiness turned into a very sad and uncomfortable pain......

The first two years of my college were almost immersed in a kind of sadness. Publish sentimental feelings, write sentimental poems, and listen to sentimental songs...... In short, gray.

After coming out of the internship in the third year of college, I had a little news about her. However, I don't know what happened to her, what she went through...... I thought she was still in college.

I was surprised to find out later that she didn't go to college, and I felt that it was not difficult to get into a good university with her strength, unless she didn't want to go to ......

Later, I wrote "Because of Curiosity" because I knew "curiosity". Thus, there was the first draft of "The Girls I Like" that I wrote later. And because I wrote these things, she would come to see them from time to time. The ones she reads more often are the ones I have been writing since my freshman year of high school......

So, I can't say she's the girl I like in that situation. After all, I was just a child in front of her, and she asked me to call her sister...... It seems that I really have the life to be a younger brother in my life, and my sister is so happy!

Because when I wrote the first draft of "The Girls I Like", I had been out of love for a long time, but I was always sad because I couldn't forget it. She sometimes commented that it was over...... Although it is a very simple sentence, I think it can also comfort me, because she is also the girl I like!

She just watched me finish writing the first draft of "The Girls I Like" when I was in college, and she usually didn't read the stuff I wrote after that......

It was also because she read the first draft of my "The Girls I Like" that I started to talk to her on WeChat. Even, you can meet together for a meal. After all, I'm in the same city as her.

I haven't seen her for many years, and when she saw what I said, it turned out to be in Mandarin! Alas! My heart withered...... It's so strange now......

Just kidding, of course.

She said that she was just too nervous, she hadn't seen me for a long time, and she was a little unaccustomed to seeing me so tall. As soon as she said this, her heart bloomed again! This is the magic of language!

After that, I started to draw a lot. For a while, I used to draw her a lot, but for some reason, I suddenly wanted to draw her...... At that time, Gan and I had no friction for a long time.

When I drew her, I was very serious. Moreover, she is the most difficult to draw. The combination of those fingers and clothes, as well as the cables of the phone's earbuds...... But when I was about to paint, I didn't think about these issues...... Because, just want to draw ......?

After that, after the drawings were finished, I also sent two to her. In the same way, I gave her a light blue necklace. I bought it in Guilin during my graduation trip from college, and it was very cheap, and I don't know why I bought it at the time, but I thought I should be able to give it away in the future. Unexpectedly, after waiting for a long time, I didn't know who to give it to, but I just thought that she liked light blue, so I gave it to her. Later, she said that she actually didn't wear a necklace, but she still thanked me. Although this comfort is polite, I am still quite happy......

It's the first time I've given a necklace to a girl! Gan, I haven't even had time to ......

Later, I bought a lot of books. She said to borrow a few copies to see, so I borrowed two brand new ones for her. I'm so happy to see her again......

I remember at a dinner with her, she said that in her third year of high school, every time she saw me go to their classroom to look for Juan, she was thinking, well, not looking for me......

Actually, I wanted to tell her that you had been secretly crushed by someone before.

However, I remember her talking about things like she didn't want to embarrass each other. So, I tried my best to keep it a secret.

And before, I asked her to help me fill in the lyrics, in fact, I wrote that song for her...... Still, it's better for her not to know......

It wasn't until later that the separation between Gan and me became very deep again, and I began to fall into a contradiction again.

Slowly, she faded out of my senses again......

Perhaps, the heart that has tried the first love is still the most profound.

However, she is also the beautiful girl I met when I was growing up! she is a strong, hard-working, and cute girl!

She and I can sometimes talk and laugh like we did in high school, and it's okay if we can be so natural.

These quiet memories are just a quiet sleep in this night......

Most of the friends who have watched "The Girls I Like" should know who she is, just know it, don't say it...... Also, please don't comment on this article, thank you!

Some time ago, a very important person beside her left her and went to another world......

I didn't know, but I only found out when I read her mood today. But, I am not a person who knows how to comfort, I can only quietly, quietly, hope that she can quietly, quietly, see the world slowly return to the warm time......

Well, I'm quiet now...... Don't be noisy, be quiet, be quiet......

That's what it was written at that time.

I feel that when I wrote at that time, I was quite emotionally involved......

What I didn't expect was that Ying later read the article and didn't say anything.

We can still have a meal together if we have time, just like friends......

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