Chapter 39: Wrong love scumbag
The next time I saw Ah Zi was in the seventh month of the Gregorian calendar, and it had been nearly two years since we last met. Zijun just finished patrolling the counters in Tianhe City to see the sales of new products. As soon as she came out, she was facing Ah Zi, and she was still holding a slightly chubby girl in her hand.
"Ah Zi, it's really you, I haven't seen you for a long time, it's so happy. There was obvious joy in Zijun's voice, and the joy on his face couldn't be hidden. The original friendship is always deep in the heart, even if it has not been seen for many years, the friendship is there.
"Zijun?" Yao Zi's eyes were flustered and at a loss for a moment. If she wants to say that the last thing she wants to see now is perhaps these sisters from before. As for why? She couldn't say it, she always felt that everyone else was fine, and she was so miserable alone, and she felt faintly embarrassed in her heart. But when it really happened at the moment, she couldn't hide, "Long time no see." ”
Ah Ling also told her last time that if she didn't want to stay in the factory, she could actually go to Zijun. Zijun really soared into the sky, although it was very surprising, but it seemed logical. When she was in the factory, her efforts were visible to everyone, and I heard that now Xiaoxia is also with Zijun.
Go to her and watch her friends, she won't help her. But she didn't want to, she really didn't. She doesn't like people to sympathize with her, especially the sisters who used to be the best. She just wanted to hide in her corner and slowly lick her wounds.
"Yes, I heard that Brother Jing is married, this is ......"
"This is my sister-in-law......"
"I'm sorry," Zijun turned to the girl, "We should have met, I didn't recognize it at once." Sorry!" Zijun remembered that it seemed to be called Xiaowei, after all, she had only met once, and she was much plumper than before, so she didn't dare to recognize it for a while. It's Ah Zi, who is even more haggard than the last time, and the baby fat that was originally a little round is long gone. The facial features are so thin that they are out of shape, they look a little angular and cold, and they look a little dull.
How does Zijun know what Ah Zi has experienced in the past few years. When others fall in love, they get together when they get together, and they break up if they don't. She fell in love and almost killed her. The man she fell in love with had always regarded her as a shadow, but she hadn't noticed it. She loves deeply, loves devotedly, and loves herself so much.
His first love came, and she realized that he had never really loved her. Even if she cried and stayed, without dignity, she finally broke up. She couldn't let go, she couldn't bear it, and she couldn't forget it, and at this time, he came back and asked for her forgiveness. She realized that the woman had hooked up with someone else behind his back.
She was happy and felt sorry for herself, it turned out that he would only think of her when he was injured. Brother Jing persuaded her that this person had no sense of responsibility and no sense of responsibility. Follow him, but you will suffer. Cute is love, he is soft and hard, she just can't give up, so they are together again.
She tried to forget the past and live sweetly with him. This time, he was extremely gentle with her, and both of them thought about when to get married. Just when she thought it was all over, he stabbed her in the heart again. She had only been back to her hometown for a month, and he had been with the woman again.
When she thought of this, her heart ached, and what she lost that day was not only her love, but also her unformed child. Why did he, Li Mingyang, just because she loved him? If she loved him, should he be practiced like this? Brother Jing and Jianhua beat Li Mingyang severely and told him to get out of the way.
She watched the embarrassed man kneel and beg her to give him another chance, wishing she had never met him in her life. But her heart still hurts, and her years of youth have been spent on this man. He is tall and handsome, sunny and masculine, and he is the dream lover of many young girls.
So far, this man is a chicken rib to her. Throw it away, reluctantly, like the pain of the heart. After all, he is the man he has loved for many years, his first man. No matter how much I love, I really don't have the courage, and I feel that I can't respond.
She kept wondering why everyone else was better off than her. If a woman falls in love with someone by mistake, she will really die. But no, she had already lost half her life for him, and she still couldn't get up in this stinking puddle.
Even if Zijun didn't know, he could see that Ah Zi was not doing well. The unbridled and smiling little girl of the past is long gone. What's more, I faintly heard Yating mention it last time.
Zijun's heart really hurts, but Ah Zi doesn't say it, but she can't ask. Not only can you not ask, but you have to pretend that you don't know anything. She smiled lightly and said, "Ah Zi, I really miss you." Her voice was soft and shallow, but full of a hint of friendship, telling about separation, "You know, in the factory, we will have a good time." I can often see Xiaoxia and Yating, even Ah Ling occasionally meets, it's you, it's hard to see you once, I can't ...... once."
What Ah Zi is most afraid of is the sympathetic eyes of others, she has seen too much. Zijun seems to be calm and light-hearted, and she doesn't ask anything, but she feels much better in her heart. Zijun only talked about the friendship between them, and it suddenly evoked some good memories in her heart, "Yes, it still feels like yesterday when I think about it......"
"Yes, I remember the first day I saw you, you rushed into the dormitory, and Brother Jing was chasing you behind......"
"yes, I really think about it, I think it was so stupid at that time. Ah Zi suddenly laughed, and her facial expression softened a little, as if she was recalling the scene at that time.
"Ah Zi, when are you usually free, if you have time, you invite Ah Ling, as well as Jianhua and Brother Jing, to come out and have fun together?" Zijun seized the opportunity and said what he had been thinking about for a long time.
"Okay. I'll go back and ask Brother Jing and Jianhua before I talk about it. ”
"Okay, you said hello and call me,......" Recently, things have come to an end, and it is a little easier than before. Zijun's learning to drive program has also officially begun.
"Well, then my sister-in-law and I went shopping for something first. When Zijun came out, they were just about to go in, and after they met, they turned to the potted plants at the door and chatted a few words. After all, it was a temporary encounter, and Zijun didn't have the intention of chatting freely today. "Okay, I'll wait for your call, don't forget me again as soon as you get back. I've been in Guangzhou for a few years, and I only have one or two good friends. ”
She wanted to dismiss Ah Zi, but after all, there had been no in-depth communication between the two for many years. Now, all she can do is care about her quietly. When she said this, she just hoped that Ah Zi would remember the friendship between the two.
"Okay, it won't. Zijun walked away, and Ah Zi's expression was still a little complicated. For the past two years, she has been shrinking herself in one place, and a certain inferiority complex has been haunting her. Friends, she has long had no friends in her life, she does not dare and does not want to contact, she is afraid of sympathetic, ridiculed, ridiculed eyes.
But today, her mood is a little agitated......