I panicked out the door, only to find myself with nowhere to go. () A huge city, I have nowhere to go except for this small world that Yanbin brought me.

As I walked aimlessly, I saw a small coffee shop that felt different, and the first thing I felt was like an eye. So, I walked in and found that the store was full of green plants and full of life.

Seeing me come in, a lady in a wheelchair came over with a wheelchair and smiled at me, with a striking scar on her face, which looked shocking, but her face was beautiful, unusually fair, and her eyes were full of a sharp breath, which felt particularly mysterious. She smiled and said to me, "Madam, if you want to drink something, it's inconvenient for me." 20 yuan for a cup of coffee, 10 yuan for a cup of milk tea, regardless of taste, other snacks are marked with prices, you pick a good and settle the bill with me, thank you, bless you, ma'am. ”

Her voice was young, but there was an indescribable sophistication to it. I was amazed by her, and after a few seconds I came back to my senses, and I said, "Okay, thank you." Then I'll make my own cup of cantaloupe milk tea and take two pieces of dim sum. ”

She smiled and said: "Please please, there are not many people patronizing the small shop, and you are destined to be a person, just be your own home." ”

I also smiled and tried to make a cup of milk tea by myself, and she motioned to me how to add it and what things to add. When I had successfully soaked it, I carefully brought it to the table myself. Then, I went to the pastry section to pick out my favorite pastries, and suddenly found that the pastries here are very small and charming, and they look very different, there are seven colors: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, blue, purple, and the shape is the shape of a dragon's totem.

She was astonished when she saw me, and said to me, "Ma'am, I have made these pastries myself." Only ten guests are served a day, so the portions are small and you can choose at will, and each taste is different. ”

I exclaimed, "You are so skillful, do you do it yourself every day?"

She said, "Yes, it's idle anyway, just playing the shadow." Please try it. ”

Her words were polite and measured, which made me feel very comfortable and an inexplicable sense of distance. I picked two pastries, green and red, and sat down. The shop is quiet, you can see all kinds of exquisite furnishings everywhere, you can see green plants everywhere, and the air has become particularly fresh. She sat quietly in a wheelchair, wearing a long black skirt and a denim shirt with an elegant knot at the hem. If it weren't for the scar on her face, she would definitely be a beautiful woman.

Her expression was very indifferent, even when I stared at her, she was generous and did not hide it at all. I asked tentatively, "Hello, can you make a few small talk?"

She said softly, "Well, I don't have anything to do either." What would you like to talk about?"

I said, "Why do you want to open such a store?"

"When I found out I was bored in the room, I wanted to do it, so I quickly got the shop," she laughs. I've been open for more than half a year, but a lot of the time it's deserted. Of course, I don't expect it to make money either, I'm not short of money. I'm just trying to kill time. ”

I was a little shocked because I heard the dead voice in her words. She must have been through many, many things, and she must have an extraordinary story. I asked, "How old are you?"

She smiled and said, "I forgot, I haven't counted, probably, it's more than thirty." ”

She was in her thirties, which surprised me a little, and her face was not visible at all. She didn't have long hair, and her hair was shorter than mine, which made the scar even more shocking.

I said, "You're in your thirties? I can't really see it, you look so young." ”

She sighed: "What's the use of being young, I hope that I can grow old all of a sudden." That way, I don't have to waste such a good time. ”

I felt her despair, a despair that was deeper and deeper than mine. I said, "Why do you think so? I was desperate, but I didn't give up on my life because I had a daughter." My name is Shu Hua, what's your name, can I be friends with you?"

She nodded, and she said, "My name is Silkworm." ”

What a weird name...... I asked, "Do you live here alone?"

She said, "Yes, I'm the only one left. ”

In her words, the vicissitudes of life cannot be spoken. I saw that she was a little sad, so I couldn't bear to ask any more, and I tasted the milk tea, and found that it was very delicious, completely different from the milk tea made with powder on the street. I said, "This milk tea tastes so special." ”

She smiled and said, "That's nature, everything here is made by me, it's the only taste in the world." ”

I said, "It's a pity that there are very few people in this world who know how to appreciate it, what do you say?"

She smiled: "You don't need to be appreciated, it's good to be alone." ”

I asked, "Are you a believer?"

She shook her head, and she said, "I have no faith, nothing." I only have money, large sums of money, inexhaustible money. ”

I was shocked, and when she said this to a stranger whom I had never met, she was not afraid that I would have bad thoughts in my heart? I said, "It is best to have money, but so much beauty in this world is obtained with money." ”

She shook her head, and she said, "When you get to my point, you will find that money is a burden and the most useless thing. ”

I looked at her puzzled, and she looked at me too, and she said, "You won't understand, drink tea and enjoy your time here." I'm going to read a book. ”

I hurriedly said yes and began to quietly savor the milk tea and pastries in my hand. The pastry is really delicious, melts in the mouth, sweet but not greasy, with a pure natural melon and fruit taste, I really don't know how she made it. She was quietly holding a book and reading, and I couldn't bear to disturb her.

After drinking the tea, I saw that she had fallen asleep in a wheelchair, and wondered why she was so relieved to let me come and go freely. I put a hundred dollars on the table, pressed a corner with a book, wrote a note of thanks, signed it, and pressed it under the book, leaving only a slight corner exposed, and then walked out lightly.

I don't know why, but my heart suddenly calmed down, and the original anxious mood was gone, replaced by an inexplicable calm. I thought to myself, this is really a great place to meditate.

I plan to go home, no matter whether Yan Bin is there or not, I have to deal with everything I have with a calm heart. Calming down, I went home, and it was already lunchtime.

I entered the door and found Wang Haoran busy in the kitchen, I said, "Haoran, what are you busy with?"

He smiled and said, "Brother Bin said that he wanted to eat our Sichuan-style hot pot, and I was preparing it." ”

I said, "They're so embarrassed to let you be here alone, and I'll help you." ”

He hurriedly said: "No, no, you go and rest, it's a rare weekend." ”

I shook my head, and I said, "Then you can learn from you, the chef, is this cabbage going to be washed?"

…… We were busy in the kitchen singing and harmonizing, probably when we heard a sound in the kitchen, and several of them came out, Yan Bin said lazily: "Haoran, when is it okay? ”

I pretended that there was nothing between us and said loudly: "Haoran is busy alone, you know how to eat, why don't you come and help!"

As soon as I finished speaking, the faces of several of them were surprised at the same time, they probably wondered why I spoke so casually to Yan Bin, and Yan Bin himself should have wondered why I suddenly seemed to stop making trouble.

He coughed twice, a little embarrassed, and didn't speak. Chen You said: "This kind of thing can be done by Haoran alone, Haoran, I'll leave it to you." ”

I said loudly again: "You can't expect Haoran to do everything, Haoran will also be tired, why don't you know that you are distressed?"

The first time I raised the bar with Chen You, she was also surprised, and then said: "Haoran didn't speak himself, what kind of heart are you?" You have to feel sorry for yourself to help him. ”

I shouted: "Youyou, come and see the sweat on Haoran's head, you can't let people do everything honestly, everyone should be considerate of each other, you say?"

When I called out the word "Youyou", I found that I was completely shameless, and I could shout it.

Wang Haoran looked at me embarrassedly, pulled the corner of my clothes, and whispered: "Sister Shuhua, don't talk about them, I'm a big man, it's okay to do more." ”

I didn't learn from him to whisper, I still said loudly: "From the moment I moved in, I found that you were doing everything, mopping the floor, drying clothes, cooking, and buying vegetables, all of which were your job." Wang Haoran, you are so busy working overtime at every turn, and you are so tired every day, you have to think about yourself. It's right for big men to do more, but they can't do it all. They're not married now, so you can help them. When you get married in the future, you will also help?"

It was the first time I trained someone, and I was full of courage and momentum, and I was stunned when I bluffed Wang Haoran, and I knew how to laugh. Zhang Hui said lazily: "Come on, just say we're lazy." Okay, we'll do our own business in the future. Shu Hua, don't shout, I haven't seen you like this usually. Why does Yan Bin want to perform as soon as he comes?"

As soon as Zhang Hui said this, Yan Bin suddenly spoke, Yan Bin said: "Shu Hua's words are very right, since you treat this as a dormitory, you have to respect the owner of the dormitory." Haoran has a good temper, and you can't bully you too hard. In the future, you will do your own thing, you two girls, your underwear is still troublesome, are you ashamed?"

He actually winked at me, meaning that he was on my side? I almost didn't laugh, but I still pretended to be calm and said, "Haoran, let's hurry up and wash the vegetables, everyone is hungry." ”

When Yan Bin said this, Zhang Hui and Chen You didn't talk much. Wang Haoran and I were busy talking and laughing in the kitchen, and I glanced at it and found that Chen You was already pretending to mop the floor, and Zhang Hui also symbolically wiped the table.

I yelled at Wang Haoran and motioned for him to look over there. He took one look, turned to look at me and smiled, and at that moment, I noticed that he was also a lot more relaxed. That was the first time I had tasted victory from a war of words.

That taste, really fabulous.