136 Late-night talks
I said, "Don't get into the trouble and just let it be."
She smiled and said, "I'm ready to be alone for the rest of my life, and I feel overwhelmed when I suddenly be loved." ”
I found out that I was on the same channel as her, but I couldn't share my secrets with her. I don't know why Yan Bin doesn't want to make our relationship public, but I guess it's more or less to take into account Wang Ling's feelings? What is between him and Wang Ling, I have always been a little afraid to ask.
I said, "Ling Ling, there's something I've always wanted to ask you, but I don't know how to ask. ”
She said, "Just ask." Is there anything about Yan Bin?"
A woman's sixth sense is really very accurate, and if you guess it, you can guess it right. I couldn't help but laugh a little, and I said, "How do you know?"
She said, "I'll just say you're going to like him." There is no man close to him who will not like him. ”
I smiled, not admitting or denying it. I said, "What's going on between you and him?"
At the mention of this, her expression suddenly became heavy. She said, "Hey, it's a long story between me and him. ”
I said, "Then ask the easiest." Do you love him? Does he love you?"
She looked at me deeply, and she said, "I loved him, he was to me, I didn't know, and if I knew, I wouldn't be so confused." ”
I let out an "oh" and fell into deep thought. She said, "What's the matter? Why do you ask? Are you in love with him?" or ...... He said he likes you?"
I didn't know how to speak, and I said, "I don't know how to say it." ”
She took a sip of her coffee and said, "Just take it for granted." It's okay, you can trust me. ”
I hesitated, and I said, "Still...... We'll talk about that later. ”
Her eyes darkened for a moment, and she said, "Hehe, okay." Respect your decision. ”
The atmosphere between us instantly became awkward, and I suddenly felt that I was being selfish. She shared her intimacy with me so selflessly, but I was silent. However, I really don't know what will happen if I say it, I don't even know what happened between her and Yan Bin, and how she would react if I told her that Yan Bin said she liked me.
The air became eerily quiet, and we all stopped talking, bowing our heads and sipping our coffee. She divided the pastry into small pieces, and put them in her mouth with a toothpick one by one, her lips and teeth moving, but the lip gloss on her lips was not stained at all. She is really a woman who is delicate to the bones, every detail and every movement can make people feel elegant, I guess her former life must have been pampered, and her current quality of life has not dropped by half a point.
It's good that a woman who is good enough in all aspects will be appreciated by a high-quality man. I can't help but feel embarrassed when I think about what happened that night. It was the first time I'd ever seen her like that in that situation......
As it turns out, it's always easy to switch our channels together. She suddenly said, "Think about the events of that night, think I owe you an apology." I drank a little too much, and I subconsciously wanted to share a room with you at that time, but I didn't expect him to come and not leave, so I ...... Hey, don't mention it, I'm blushing to death. ”
I reached over and held her hand, and I said, "Don't worry about everything happening, I see it and not someone else." However, why did you two ...... that night?"
She said: "Later that night, you drank too much, and he and I continued to play games, playing with it, probably because of the effect of alcohol, and we became more and more ambiguous." And then it happened......"
I said, "Oh, what about after that?"
She said: "The next day, we hugged each other and chatted a lot, and he also opened his heart and told me a lot of personal private things, and we talked until before, only to find out that we were actually elementary school classmates, and we both remembered each other's names, but because it was not a circle, we didn't speak, and boys and girls were very shy and couldn't talk to each other in elementary school." But he said he remembered me, that there were few beautiful girls in the class at that time, and he remembered my cute appearance in a red dress with a strap and a round-necked shirt, haha. ”
Women who fall in love are always very easy to laugh. As she spoke, the happiness on her face overflowed again. "We didn't go anywhere all day, so we hugged and talked, and he said he liked to hug me and said it felt so good to be with me," she said. After that, we talked about work again. He was supposed to have a meeting that day, but he turned it down. Later, when it was time to leave, he solemnly asked me if I would like to be his girlfriend and try to start a relationship with him. ”
Wang Ling said again: "I was stunned, I thought that we would no longer be anyone's who we were, I didn't expect him to say that." I wasn't ready at all, and after thinking about it for a while, I turned him down. He sent me home, and an hour later he delivered it to my door in person with a large bouquet of flowers and a gift box, and then said that he was really genuinely eager to associate with me, and hoped that I would accept that he would give him a chance. No, that's the chain in that box. ”
With that, she pointed to her neck. In fact, I have been paying attention to this necklace around her neck these days, it is indeed very beautiful, very in line with her temperament, the pendant is an elegant sleeping swan, dotted with fine diamonds, the chain is thin, shiny, and it is very flattering to her skin tone when worn around her neck. She has an innate elegance that I, Zhang Hui, and Chen You can't match.
I exclaimed: "I've noticed it a long time ago, it's beautiful, really, I envy you, he's a man who understands you." ”
She smiled happily and said, "Well, no man has been so nice to me in many years." No one has been so close to my heart since he was gone. Yan Bin said that I was destined to be hurt in this relationship, and Qin Xinhao and I were definitely not suitable, but I still wanted to try, because his sincerity really touched me. He had to come into my house, and I had no choice but to invite him in. He said that he liked the feeling of my family, and he said that when he saw me, he was a woman who understood life. These days, he brings me a lot of happiness and sweetness, and I feel both happy and apprehensive because I don't know anything about his past. ”
She feels the same way I feel now. Maybe a woman who has been injured is easy to be passive in her relationship and is prone to gains and losses. We are all equally meticulous, we have all been traumatized by life, so we can't believe that happiness comes so quickly and that there will be such a good man who loves us. However, they did appear, and they suddenly came into our lives, bringing with us the light and heat of our former fantasies, and giving these delicate love and care as perfectly as messengers of happiness. But are these perfections real? Too happy, it always feels unreal.
I took her hand, stuck a piece of pastry with a toothpick and put it in her mouth, and I said, "Since you can't resist, you can only enjoy it." I think you should ask Chen You about this, she will definitely tell you, fuck you, you should be blessed, there is a handsome and considerate man who loves you, what else do you want. ”
I said these words in Chen You's tone, and she instantly burst out laughing, and she said, "Emma, you just learned it like." Haha, that girl is the most open-minded among us women, and she also cherishes herself the most. ”
I said, "I talked to her a little bit today, and I actually think she's very good like this, we always think things are overcomplicated, don't you think?"
She nodded, and she said, "yes." Either way, it's a lot happier to say it. Shu Hua, I'm very grateful to have such a friend as you, the two of us are very similar. ”
I said, "Oh, I'm as elegant as you." ”
She smiled, "Isn't it modest." ”
The atmosphere between us is relaxed again, and it will become much simpler if we don't talk about feelings, don't think so much and think so complicated. She told me a couple of interesting things, and we laughed so hard that we didn't know it until midnight.
It was midnight and her phone rang. I thought it was Qin Xinhao's, but I seemed to see that it was Yan Bin's name, and I was stunned at that time. She picked it up, I don't know what Yan Bin said, she said, "Well, I didn't sleep." I didn't take any medicine, and I chatted with Shu Hua in a coffee shop. Well, I'll go back in a moment. yes, I called her out. Well, I know, I'll send her back in a moment. Okay, that's it, good night. ”
I can't describe the loss and shock in my heart at that time, I don't know why Yan Bin called her at midnight and it was 0 o'clock, what was going on. At that time, my heart was more bleak than the scene of the autumn wind sweeping away the leaves.
She didn't notice my emotions, hung up the phone, she said with a relaxed face: "Yan Bin called, I always have insomnia, I used to chat with him at midnight when I couldn't sleep, he coaxed me to sleep, and gradually became a habit, every morning he would call me and tell me to go to bed quickly." ”
My smile was a little bitter, and I said, "He seems very different to you." ”
She sighed and said, "Huh...... I'd rather not be this special. His kindness to me bothered me for a long time, and I knew it wasn't love, but neither of us could tell what it was. ”
I don't understand Yan Bin anymore, I don't know what he thinks, and he never mentions his feelings for Wang Ling. I was silent and took a sip of my coffee, feeling bitter.
At this time, the silkworm came over, and she said, "You should go home, you have to go to work tomorrow, right?"
Then I realized that she hadn't rested until we were waiting, and I said, "I'm sorry, we're talking late, is it going to close?" ”
She smiled slightly, and she said, "I usually can't sleep at night, I don't sleep much every day, I'm just worried that you won't be able to get up tomorrow." ”
She seemed to be very lonely, but she seemed to enjoy this solitude very much, why did she have such an indifferent temperament at such a young age, why did her beautiful face have a deep scar? The longer I came into contact with her, the more I felt that her whole being was shrouded in mystery...... This must be a woman with a secret.