I smiled, and with a fearless look on my face, I said, "That's probably the best proof of my love." I told you a long time ago that if I love someone, I am willing to give without regrets. Not to mention a child, even if it is a sword mountain and a sea of fire, I am willing. ”

He stroked my hair and said emotionally, "Compared to you, how selfish I seem." ”

I smiled and said, "If it weren't for my humble and well-behaved nature, you wouldn't have had such a long-term underground relationship with me." Actually, I understand, what you need, what you fancy is nothing more than a character like me, a character who loves you but wants nothing, right?"

As if he had seen through his heart, he kept touching my cheek with his hand, and then said, "Shu Hua, I want to give you more." But you always refuse. ”

I smiled and said, "If I ask for your money or things, you and I will be strangers to now." I just want you to feel guilty so that you will stay in my life for longer. ”

He looked at me very movingly, and he said, "Shu Hua, you have a delicate heart, but it's a pity that fate makes people." ”

I lay in his arms, hugged him eagerly, and felt the temperature of his body. This seemingly high-ranking man actually has the pain of not being able to be humane to outsiders in his heart. Many people in this world are good at packaging themselves to be brilliant, but in fact, taking off that layer of hypocrisy makes them look pitiful and pathetic in an instant.

He is Li Jinnian, the top leader of our group, and ordinary employees like me have seen him only a handful of times. However, I have an unknown underground relationship with him. It was precisely because of his chance appearance in my life that he brought a glimmer of light to my life......

The Internet is a magical thing, it can easily connect people from all over the world, and many people can know each other's hearts when they are thousands of miles apart. Li Jinnian and I met on the Internet by chance. And the reason why he was idle during that time was because he had just had surgery.

may confirm the saying, the higher a person stands, the more lonely he becomes. At that time, he coincided with the most vulnerable juncture, and the people around him were not genuinely concerned, and he was depressed and had nowhere to complain, so he chatted with me on the Internet.

In the Internet, I am a very gentle interpretation flower, I show off my shallow talent, relying on my talent in poetry and poetry to navigate the Internet with ease, but I just opened a blog, but it has ushered in a lot of attention, including some excellent men. And Li Jinnian is one of them.

We first talked about poetry on the Internet, he said one sentence to me, and then he was discharged from the hospital, and he said, "Hua'er, I want to see you." ”

After hesitating for a long, long time, I finally agreed, and it was the second man I came into contact with besides Nguyen Dazhi in the three years since I stepped into the city. On that day, I went to buy a discounted branded dress and high heels, went to the street to comb my hair in a beautiful bun, paid for light makeup, and put Yan Yan at her grandmother's house regardless of it.

I remember when I went out in a panic, Yan Yan's grandmother was still shouting in the back: "It's like a fox, don't go out to meet wild men, come back early, I'll lock Yan Yan in the room when it's late." ”

When I heard the last sentence, I was moved, but I turned around and walked out. At that time, I was just the most ordinary housewife in the city, I didn't know who the name of the man I was about to meet, I didn't even know anything about him, just with that tacit understanding and feeling on the Internet, I just went out like this.

Maybe it was because life in those years was too dark, maybe it was the dull life that didn't erase the colorful dreams in my heart, maybe everyone couldn't resist the invasion of loneliness, or maybe everyone's heart longed for love and sunshine. I just rushed to an inexplicable date, I didn't know his name, I didn't know his story, but I wanted to see him, crazy to see him.

When I entered the door, when he suddenly hugged me from behind the door, my heart palpitated, when he leaned over and kissed me, my heart was touched, what an indescribable mystery. At that moment, I almost understood why women needed a man's comfort.

He kissed my lips softly, he gently called "Paint, Paint", he bit my ear and said, "Honey, you are so beautiful", he kissed my neck, he unbuttoned a row of buttons on my chest one by one with his teeth, he greedily explored every inch of my body with the tip of his tongue, he was like an exploding beast, like a gentle poacher, he patiently enjoyed the delicious food delivered to the door, and he even used the tip of his tongue to explore my most mysterious body code as a woman......

There are some things that you can only understand and experience when you have thoroughly experienced and experienced them, and you can experience the hidden joy. It was the first time in my twenty-six years of life that I felt truly treated as a woman.

I was enchanted with that ultimate joy, and I felt that at that moment, even if it was for this man, it was worth it. It turns out that when a woman is conquered and her body and mind are destroyed, it is such a feeling, and I can finally understand why so many women devote their lives to finding love.

He said, "Painting, believe it or not, I haven't touched a woman for more than a year. ”

I nodded, I looked at him with a shy face, and I said, "I believe it." ”

He added, "Baby, your body is really tight, I love it." ”

At that moment, I fell drunk in his arms, swaying my body, like a flower butterfly on the tip of a tree, showing my most extreme and charming beauty......

I swear, I've never been so beautiful in my life. At that moment, I was completely devastated.

In this world, there are too many women wandering on the edge of morality, and the superficial virtuous and virtuous are in extremely sharp contrast with the uninhibited in the heart, but all women with a slight appearance have hidden wounds or secrets in their hearts, but those secrets are heavily locked, and they are not willing to confide in them easily even if they are killed.

Since then, my secrets have also been locked up by me, and I have kept them in the closest place to my heart, and I have them safely stored by myself.