I took the phone, and their eyes were staring straight at me, as if they wanted to kill me. Until this moment, I felt like I was being captured. In the end, we still belong to different camps and have fundamental conflicts of interest.

I dialed Yan Bin's phone with trembling hands first, and then I heard the voice of "Hello, the phone you dialed cannot be connected for the time being", and I immediately felt relieved. In the face of Yan Bin, my feelings will be too complicated.

I called Zhang Wei again, but the phone rang for a long time and no one answered. So, I dialed the silkworm again. Their eyes were getting colder and colder, and I didn't know what would happen if no one answered the silkworm's phone again.

Fortunately, finally there was a "Hey" on the other end of the phone, I breathed a sigh of relief, and I said, "Hey, it's me, Shu Hua." ”

She was still unfazed, and she said, "Shu Hua, are you okay? Where are you now?"

Indeed, listening to her tone seemed normal, as if I had not been carried away by them. At that moment, I felt like I was abandoned. I said, "I'm in Thailand now, and they asked me to tell you that they want to exchange me for money they invested in City A, and they are willing to sign an agreement not to import drugs into the country in the future." ”

The silkworm said, "Are you alone now or with whom?"

I honestly said, "They're all right next to me." ”

Brother Long snatched the phone, and then said, "Silkworm, how are you?"

Tian Silkworm said coldly: "She is Chinese, she has committed too many crimes in China, she has been sentenced according to law, you have also been listed as criminal suspects by us, you are not allowed to enter and leave China in the future, all property is confiscated according to law, it is impossible for you to take it away." ”

Brother Long glanced at me mockingly, as if to tell me, see, right? People don't care about your life or death.

Brother Long said: "Then what do you mean, we have no room for negotiation? ”

Tian Silkworm said over there: "The laws and regulations of the country are like this, the amount of drugs you have sold in City A in the past few years is amazing, and according to the sentencing regulations, all of you are sentenced to death." It is impossible to exchange it with you, and her crime is the death penalty. ”

Brother Long said: "Oh, then you don't want her to live for so much Shu Hua, you don't want her to live...... Right?"

At that moment, my heart also rose to my throat. The silkworm said, "I advise you to take the initiative to send her back, otherwise, your crimes will be even heavier." ”

At that moment, Brother Long cut off the phone fiercely, then smashed the phone to the ground, pointed at my nose loudly and said, "Did you hear that?! Damn, you hurt us so much, what kind of treatment did you get! Grass, if they execute you, I will not let you go for the rest of my life! I will torture you to death! Let's go!"

He walked out coldly with his hands behind his back, my mind went blank, and until this moment, I felt like an abandoned pawn. However, I can understand that the silkworm is not up to her alone, there are countries and corresponding laws and regulations, and it is not as simple as a simple exchange. She has always taken her feelings very lightly, and she is businesslike, and she naturally does not have much human touch when she speaks. I don't think they're really going to come to my rescue......

I sat on the floor in a daze, and at that moment I thought of Yan Yan, Yan Bin, Brother Monkey, Wang Ling, those people who appeared in my past life, and then thought about my current ending of not being able to survive and die, I couldn't help but be confused, confused, and in a trance...... What about the dreams I had, what about the life I longed for, what about the success I had hoped for?...... Why did so many changes suddenly happen in my life, think about my life, I am indeed rich enough, I have experienced the poorest life, I have experienced the darkest marriage, I have experienced the pain of having children, I have experienced extramarital affairs, I have experienced the nightmare of being reincarnated, I have also tasted the taste of being loved and distressed, and I have felt the cruelty and changes of business wars, and I have been miraculously involved with the underworld, and I have become a spy that ordinary people can't think of, and now, I have become an abandoned captive…… Sometimes, you have to trust fate.

I don't know how long later, my door was pushed open, and the familiar voice said to the little brother outside the door, "You keep the door watched!

Before I realized what was happening, he grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to the bed, then stripped off my pants at once, and soon the spear went straight into my body, and with a kind of gnashing hatred, he desperately ravaged me and tortured me, he pulled my hair hard and said, "Damn! Aren't you very fond of sleeping with men! Don't you like this the most! I'll tell you! Shu Hua! If you die, I won't let you go! I'm going to keep you here all the time and let you be my sex nu for the rest of my life! Did you hear me?"

He hit my body hard, but I desperately gritted my teeth and didn't want to make a sound, I bit my lip and looked at him, tears fell drop by drop, he looked at me with red eyes, his eyes seemed to pop out, he did not give me even a little tenderness, at that moment, he was purely venting for the sake of venting.

He dragged me from the bed to the ground, and pushed all the utensils on the table to the ground, and then pushed me down on the table fiercely, constantly charging, venting, I just didn't scream, no matter how painful it was, no matter how comfortable, I didn't scream a word, I just cried quietly, and my eyes were full of despair.

When it was over, I curled up at the foot of the wall, holding my legs with nothing, and he stood there, looking at me coldly and saying, "Why don't you scream?"

I didn't reply, just burst into tears. He came over and lifted my chin hard and said, "Why don't you call it?"

I still didn't speak, biting my lip so hard that it was bloody, his eyes were still cold, and he said, "From now on, you can only stay here all day, and you can't go anywhere! I thought about it, so I came to torture you! Aren't you very dragged? Aren't you very benevolent and righteous? Is this kind of life what you want? Hmm? Talk! You talk!"

He pushed me hard, and I fell to the ground in embarrassment, and I said softly, "Don't you feel a little guilty about me like this?"

At that moment, I looked straight at him, as if I could see his heart at a glance. His eyes panicked for a moment, then returned to normal, and he said, "No! I want to kill you when I think of you playing with me, and when I think of dying, I want to kill you! But I can't kill you! I want to make you worse than dead! I'm going to torture you once a day! I can't let people live and die!"

I smiled and I said, "Is that your way of doing this to an unarmed woman......?" I really love wrong. ”

My last sentence was very small, but he heard it anyway, and he smiled and said sarcastically, "Well, you're still in love with me? ”

I sat up, I looked at him and said lightly, "You dare to say you don't love?"

He smiled and said, "I'll love you?" ”

I touched his chest with my hand and I said, "Don't lie to yourself, your heart won't lie to you." ”

At that moment, he was silent, unprecedented, without quibbling. The closer I got to him, the more he kept back, and I reluctantly leaned over, kissed his cold lips with mine, and said softly, "You're in love with me too, I know ......"

Then I started kissing him hard, and he closed his teeth hard at first, then he just hugged me and kissed me hard, and he yelled, "Fuck, I'm really ......"

He didn't speak again, and we were entangled again, this time it was no longer his venting, but also my initiative and flattery, and the atmosphere changed in an instant. Two people who are in love with each other feel much deeper when they do anything. When it was over, I lay lazily in his arms, he didn't hold me, but he didn't resist. I know that the hatred he had kindled against me had dissipated a lot.

He lay down for about ten minutes, and then he suddenly got up, and then put on his pants with a cold face, and I put my arms around his waist from behind, and I said, "Don't go, okay? I'm so lonely......

He was silent, hesitated for a few seconds, but still broke my hand hard, he didn't look back, put on his shirt very domineeringly, and said, "Don't dream, I can't love you." ”

With that, he walked out like this. At that moment, my mood was extremely low, and I couldn't help but cry bitterly, and the cry of a person echoed desolate in this room, and I thought to myself, no, I can't just compromise like this, my whole life can't be imprisoned here like this.

I put on my clothes, I knew that someone could break through the door at any moment, and I had to protect myself. I sat quietly on the bed, and half an hour later the lock was opened again, someone brought a meal, and I asked, "What time is it?"

At that moment, he looked at me in surprise, and then said impatiently, "At 12 o'clock in the evening, let's eat." ”

After saying that, he frowned and cleaned up the broken dishes on the ground, and then took them out. I took a few bites of food in a lonely way, feeling that my heart was missing a lot, and I kept thinking about my own way out. I think I can only hope that he will come to see me next time.

He can't bear me in his heart and his body, and I know that he must be very tormented at the moment, and he is also in love with me, but he will never be able to pass his psychological level. So, he tortured me, he hurt me with all his might, but he couldn't help but love me...... Perhaps, this little bit of sporadic love is my only way out, right?