088: There are ghosts
All the way down, the softest piece was brushed by the tip of the tongue like a dragonfly, and when he looked down with his eyes, Huo Jidu's jet-black head was all stuck there, moving from time to time.
My hand opened slightly, and my fingertips touched his hair, like static electricity, and retracted in an instant.
The extremely unbearable feeling was layered on top of each other, accompanied by the sound of water stains coming from the piece of his skull, slowly, waveringly, **** opened, jumped into his ears, and the string in his head 'snapped'......
I put my hands on Huo Jidu's shoulders and called him vigorously: "Enough, Huo Jidu ......"
He didn't stop the movement in his mouth, but slipped in, fiddling with it, moving away, probing.
When he was on the verge of collapse, Huo Jidu jerked his lips away and kissed my collarbone: "Lily......"
I trembled in his arms, and my eyes were white and blank, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.
Huo Jidu's fingers clasped my ...... A thin breath came from his breath.
After that, he didn't make any other moves, didn't speak or close his eyes all night, and at dawn I blinked my sour eyes and turned my head to look at him.
The tip of his finger touched the stubble on his chin, it was very stinging, and he retracted his hand, and he grabbed my hand again, and put it to his heart seriously: "This place belongs to you, Lily." ”
I didn't speak, I didn't know how to reply, something was different in my heart.
There was silence for a while, and then, his gaze slowly moved down, and when he saw the hideous scar on his arm, his body shrank into his arms.
"Does it hurt?"
This scar is really abrupt, and it probably won't be erased for a lifetime, after all, it was a sharp fruit knife, and at that time, it flew like an arrow from Lixuan to hit the target, deep and poisonous.
It was this man who kept me out of danger, otherwise I would have had an ugly scar on my face at this point.
A kiss was imprinted on his arm: "I'm sorry...... I can't help you with anything. ”
When Huo Jidu heard this, his arm moved to my creaky socket, pinched me left and right, and made my face prostrate on his strong chest muscles: "You don't need to help me, just don't leave...... Lily, I'm afraid of taking sides in politics, you can't be too popular, you have to go how the policy comes, otherwise it's splitting...... This is also the reason why I can't blatantly move Su Yinghe, besides, some of the old forces that Su Qin has hoarded are in high positions, and it is impossible to uproot them, I don't ask for much, you just do it well. ”
Hands swirling on his chest, silently listening to his heartbeat, feeling the hormonal breath coming from his body: "I want to see the child...... Can you tell me where it is?"
Huo Jidu raised the red rope in his hand.
Then I noticed that there was a black decoration on the red rope, and I raised my head high, and my eyes were very sour.
At the same time, the heat of Huo Jidu's palm came from the top of his head: "This is him, everything I care about is here." ”
After staring at it for a long time, I closed my eyes and a tear slipped down......
The hand slowly touched the ornament and held it, the only thought was that Su Qin had to eat the consequences......
All the thoughts and pains, just let them be buried in the bottom of your heart......
The man next to me hugged me tighter, and I curled up in the warm embrace......
The maid's knock at the door broke the peace.
"Young Master Huo, Admiral Nie has brought Miss Lily's mother over and is waiting downstairs, do you see?"
These days, because of my rejection of outside things, Huo Ji has not allowed anyone to see me.
My mother, Nie Yun, Yan Jiaye, friends and relatives I knew were all turned away, and he was like a natural barrier that blocked my contact with the outside world.
For my mother, my heart is very complicated, and that resentment cannot be eliminated, like a needle pierced into the flesh.
Huo Jidu's low and slow voice smashed a calm force in the air: "Let them leave first." ”
"But Miss Lily's mother was very haggard during this time, and her eyes were swollen when she came......"
With a thump in my heart, trying to suppress the throbbing energy in my heart, I got up and got dressed, and went downstairs.
When my mother saw me, she was very excited and tried to hug me, but I avoided me lightly.
Nie Yun's scolding followed, and he came over: "Lily...... She's your mother, how can you treat her like that?"
In the line of sight, Nie Yun's fingers tightly imprisoned her shoulders, and used a lot of strength to support her so that she would not be paralyzed.
Looking at her excessively beautiful face covered with sadness, I felt unbearable for a while, but when I thought of the things I had been doing since I was a child, mania flooded my reason like a tide.
I walked slowly and quietly to her side: "Since I was a child, have you ever cared about me? You left me at home and ignored me, and I can count the number of times I can see you on one finger...... You don't know that I'm frigid, the reason is that I was molested by the biology teacher as I said last time...... Oh, where were you when I was scared because of racism?" took a breath and took back the tears that were about to fall: "I endured it for too long, too long...... If you don't tell Su Qin, the child may still have a chance to live...... I'm already tired, why do you have to put a layer of wounds on me?"
My mother's breathing became rapid at my words, and tears kept falling.
Even though she was supported in Nie Yun's arms, she still couldn't restrain her excitement, her tender red lips kept trembling, and she couldn't spit out a word.
I didn't let go of all the pain on her face...... She wanted to say something, but she went limp and fell into Nie Yun's arms.
At first, I thought she had just fainted, but after a few seconds, Nie Yun had a frightened expression on her face and reached for her snort, and I realized that she was not breathing.
It was as if his feet were tied with an iron ball, and he couldn't move a single step.
Nie Yun's roar was getting farther and farther away in my ears, and I saw him flatten my mother, patting her face and pressing her, and Nie Yun's face was sliding down with beads of sweat the size of beans.
"Stars...... Stars ......"
His face was flushed, and his fingers were shaking.
Stupefied...... I don't know where the strength came from, I staggered to Nie Yun's side, brushed him away, and gave first aid to my mother, tears kept falling: "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... If you wake up now, I'll forgive you...... I forgive you......"
I never thought she would stop breathing because of my rebuke......
I lost my child, I couldn't afford to lose her again, hatred was replaced by worry in an instant, I pressed, hurried, and cried......
"I'm sorry...... Please, wake up...... I don't want you all to leave me...... Please......"
I don't know how long I pressed it, but I only heard Nie Yun whispering in her ear, and said stiffly: "She's out of breath......"
There was a buzz in my ears, and I shook my head and continued without giving up......
Soon, his body was drenched, and Huo Jidu wanted to come over to help, but I was ruthlessly pleased.
As the minutes ticked by, the person I pressed still didn't respond.
I was completely anxious and screamed, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Please, wake up......"
Worry turned to self-blame, and a ** hit, my heart hung tightly.
When there was a slight rise and fall in the palm of his hand, his heart slowly fell to the ground, and then he choked and exhaled a big breath: "Thank you, thank you for still alive......"
Falling to the side with a limp all over, Huo Jidu quickly took me into his arms, and I cried dimly: "I almost ...... I almost thought she was dead...... Huo Jidu...... I'm so scared......"
All the emotions were suppressed in my heart, and I didn't dare to vent at all, and now, I have no strength in my body.
Huo Jidu touched my cheek all of a sudden: "Baby...... I know, I know ......"
I sniffed and trembled from my chest to my head: "I'm so scared......" I looked at my mother again, crawled up to her, and cried very ugly: "I'm sorry......"
Lying on the ground, he roared heartbreakingly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
God is really cruel to me, and every time, when I want to vent my pain, it always strikes back against me......
My mother called weakly, "I'm sorry for you...... When I took you away, my heart was full of hatred, and I had autism at that time...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother thinks that the most sorry person in this life is you, I really didn't expect you to go through so much pain, it's my fault......"
Her face was full of tears from crying, and her originally beautiful and clear eyes narrowed into a slit.
Then she sat up violently, hugged me, and whispered in my ear, "They gave me abortion pills, and I ran away overnight...... At that time I really wanted you and gave birth to you...... Over the years, I have been in the lab, on the one hand, to treat autism through medication...... I once threw you into a public sink because of autism...... I've hurt you, Lily...... I'm sorry, I'm scared, I'm really scared......"
The news shook me apart, I never thought that she wouldn't care about me for such an embarrassing reason, never thought about it......
In her ear, her words continued: "When Su Qin came, I really didn't plan to say it...... I reported several wrong addresses, and he sent someone to check ...... Later, they kept pushing me, my mind was empty, I didn't know what to say, I'm sorry, Lily......"
I'm chilling all over, is God kidding?
This joke is too big, why, why do we mother and daughter suffer so much?
"Oh my God...... It must be a bastard, or it wouldn't do this to us......" I buried my face in my mother's arms, numbly repeating the words.
Then, my eyes were dizzy and I couldn't see anything...... Inaudible......
A voice whispered in my ear, "Lily, you're so tired......
yes, I'm so tired, so tired......
I don't want this kind of life, I don't want to live it.
Who's going to help me......
As his consciousness drifted away, his body was picked up by a pair of powerful hands......
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